A few days ago I was blessed to hear a message called "Fresh Bread" by James W. Goll. I thought to myself hum, I would really like to see the video version of this also. You may ask why? There were voice inflections on the audio that for some reason seeing those words come forth would impact me more direct. See, I am a visual person per say. Yes I glean from hearing audio messages but there is something about either seeing it in person or the video version seems to resonate with me stronger. Either way I guess it was meant for me to experience both. It was literally minutes before I thought this thought and boom the video version was somehow available for me to view. Thank you Jesus for answering prayers spoken. This is a very timely and most alive message that you should seek out. That is why it was imperative for me to see/hear the message it resonated with me loudly.
Ok lets back up a bit now if I may. The other day when I shared with you about what I did in faith in regard to my father's will (that was signed slightly over 20 years ago) that was prophesied over me and my family by Charlie Shamp a few months ago that it would be restored to us. I had a pertinent piece of the missing puzzle now that I had a copy of my father's last will and testament. If your family is to be restored by what was lost in the will then don't you think you need to be refreshed in what was in the will to begin with? Of course you do. Let me tell you this he must have really liked the Ursuline and Carmelite nuns for he bequeathed to each one of them $50,000.00 each I think it was for their retirement fund. Looking back now I can see why the one nun from the Carmelite contacted me to see if there was anything they could do for our family when they saw the uneven distribution of my father's estate. They were receiving much more than even his own children were listed to receive. It was actually this conversation with the nun that caused me to move forward in an area I had no idea I was moving in at the time. I guess you could call it "blind faith" or unchartered territory.
I inquired of a person at church that was a banker and he then referred me to a person he knew that knew something about trust funds. When I spoke with Sister and she asked if there was anything they could do to help our family I found myself saying those very words without really knowing the fullness of what a trust fund was. I said to be set up for the grandchildren. That then started my quest to find out about a trust fund. Oddly enough the conversation I had with the person who had knowledge of trust funds questioned me as to why we were not contesting my father's will. We waited until the very end that time permits to contest a will because we truly thought my uncle or uncles would come forth and offer something to his surviving children heirs. Never happened and what I understand he was livid that we would do such a thing. We did contest the will and trust me we got something a little more than the $10,000.00 that was bequeathed to the siblings but obviously less than what was bequeathed to the nuns. One of my siblings died a year prior to my father's death and that was not even changed in his will to reflect that and I guess that was a blessing in disguise for his children.
I had to see my uncle, the one that benefited a great deal in this will, sometime later at a family funeral. This is what happened, we pulled into the funeral parlor at the same time. I am going to be honest with you my flesh began to boil a tad bit when I saw him pulling in with one of my father's Lincoln Continental cars. Holy Spirit checked my spirit and told me it was time for forgiveness. Oh my just not what you wanted to hear in that very moment. I obliged Holy Spirit and when we were in the funeral parlor I actually went up to this uncle and hugged him, yes I did for it is far greater to hear and respond to the voice of Holy Spirit than to respond to what your flesh wants to do.
So let's now fast forward this to recent years ok. Word got back to us that my uncle still had anger towards us even though he received much from my father's estate. How do we know that, simple. My uncle would go to a local ethnic butcher shop when in town and he told the owner who knows our family and it got back I think to my mother. My mother always says that when it is time for her to hear something somehow God drops this info into her lap per say. I can attest to this throughout the years. Something happens that she needs to hear about and boom someone somehow she runs into shares a story with her and she now has information. She always says she does not need to seek out info for when it is right time for her to know something the information comes to her. This I have witnessed throughout the years. So, my uncle tells the owner of the butcher shop that he told his wife that if anything should ever happen to him and he dies before her she is to not give anything to the girls. The girls he is referring to I am one of them. That tells me anger is still in his heart right?
So a several months ago I get this urgency to begin to pray/fast for right standing and to not have sin. I am getting a little bit concerned because I knew it was someone close to me and I kept thinking to myself oh my gosh which one of my children is struggling and I was to the point of calling or texting them and asking them point blank who is in sin. Something kept me from doing that and I held off in that action. Well, a few days later I find out my uncle died right there on the spot in his back yard near the water. They could not revive him. Do you think that just maybe Holy Spirit had me interceding for my very uncle. When I look back on this I do believe so yes I do. Timing was critical because he was minutes away from meeting his final destiny either to reside in heaven or hell. I believe that in the end he chose the right choice. Will not know the answer to that until I get to heaven and see Jesus myself.
Listen when Holy Spirit moves upon you to act ok. I did not know the full picture and Holy Spirit knew how to prompt me on in prayer and fasting with me thinking indirectly that I was doing this on behalf of my very children. You know how you hear testimonies of people that say they read the bible and read a scripture and then one day a certain scripture comes to life in their spirit? Well, that happened to me years ago, literally years ago for the scripture Numbers 27:1-11, my bible titles the chapter "A Request From Zelophehad's Daughters." I have read this scripture throughout the years and reminded Holy Spirit that we are the daughters and this scripture shows the order given to Moses when he went to the Lord about a situation. Amazing isn't it? The bible truly has answers to your very life situation. The promise is there for you and your life but there is one stipulation, you have to read your bible and not just leave it on a coffee table somewhere collecting dust. Pick it up and find out about Jesus and then start reading to learn the wisdom how to live your life. See, there is a portion in the scripture where it states "Tell the Israelites." Are you following me with where I am going on this? Recently I shared with you that via DNA testing I am 2% European Jewish so now I see this scripture verse in a different light.
Ok back to the story now for surely you are wondering what does this have to do with Fresh Bread. The story now goes on. In the word brought forth by James Goll he shares an encounter he had in his living room/great room in which he see's an amber colored sort of looking like a staircase right there and then (forgive me if it is not exactly how he described it.) He wants to approach it and he hears the words "My word is alive and active." Several times he hears these very words. So I know I have another piece of the puzzle of knowledge I now need to act in faith again. I felt Holy Spirit guide me to speak forth while I placed my bible on the floor and actually stood on my bible (as an act of faith standing on His word) and said these words that His words are alive and active and I quoted the scripture and I now had the will in my possession that I could remind Him of the prophet He sent to me with the words He spoke through him that the will/inheritance that was stolen from us will be restored. How can you restore something if you do not have a tangible copy of what it is you are asking restoration of?
Hang in with me it gets even better. Also James speaks of a now word that refers to Ezekiel 33:33. I jot that down and go to my bible and this is what I find already written in the side column next to that very chapter. I wrote "This was spoken to me many years ago that the Lord also uses me as a watchman on the wall. I ask you Lord to revive and resurrect this in me again. Thank you Lord" and then I drew a heart with a smile face inside of it. I wrote that in my bible 11/25/2013. Do you want to know what Ezekiel 33:33 states? "When all your words come true and they certainly will come true these people will know that a prophet has been among them."
It is not for me to figure out how this will be restored that is up to Holy Spirit. I know now pardon the expression, but all my ducks are lined up in a row, now for prophetic word to manifest. Already done in the spiritual now comes forth in the natural.
One more final thought the description of this "amber glowing pillar of fire" quoted by James Goll moving from floor to ceiling described by James I wonder if it looks anything like a pair of "Amber" earrings I purchased in October while away at a ministry weekend? I feel compelled to share a picture of them now so I will oblige. I encourage you to go to the ministry website and read this word about "Fresh Bread." It is a timely message that is poignant and to the point for now, a timely word for now.
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| These are actual "amber" earrings I believe made in Poland. I truly do find some of the neatest jewelry @ TJ Maxx. |
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