There Are Some Treasures Tucked Away In This Journal I Have Been Reading Through Lately. The Year 1999. 1 Example , One Of My Children Gave A Tongues Interpretation When I Asked Them For It; In Class I Had To Seek The Lord For Guidance & Direction For The Upcomng New Year 2000.

There are some treasures I came across when going through one of my journals. It appears to be the year 1999 & 2000. One of my children was about 10 years old when I was teaching them the things I was learning while taking The Gifts of the Holy Spirit class. This one day I heard/spoke these words so clear and I then sought one of my children for the interpretation. I think this is so good I actually wrote the words into my recent journal, the very next page after the words I received at church last night 2/27/2019. A class assignment was to seek the Lord for guidance and direction for the upcoming year that was approaching at the time, the year was 2000. Let me share both with you. I sure hope you can read cursive because I am showing an actual copy of what I wrote so as to validate that I actually wrote it ok.
For privacy reasons for one of my children I am not going to show the paragraph in which Holy Spirit references this particular child of mine then you would know for sure which child I am referencing. I trust that is fine with you all. Just know that the words reflected for me to rejoice in this for the interpretation came forth from the child that yielded to the Holy Spirit when they were asked by me to ask Holy Spirit for the interpretation. Hey you should read Hebrews 3:1-19 like I have it referenced in the 2000 word given to me by the Lord, pretty insightful. I just finished reading it again to refresh what it is about before adding the below.

Incredible Move Of Holy Spirit Last Night @ Church 2/27/2019

Wow is the word to describe church last night 2/27/19. A while back I heard that WOW stands for : WORTHY OF WORSHIP. Last night church was incredible and I just love having the freedom to worship the Lord with my percussion instruments. I utilized as Holy Spirit guided me to use the shaker instruments along with the rain stick. Actually, a person sitting in front of me said I missed an earlier song this would have been great using the rain stick with that song. We were in a God realm last night and most thankful that when that happens they flow with the flow and do not follow a set program/schedule. Shouldn't that be the norm for the church and not following their own agenda's? Just saying that is my thought what about you, is this your thought process also? So in the midst of this I feel led to sit and receive words from Holy Spirit I obeyed and this is what I received 2/27/2019 @ 8:15PM: "Oil, Oil, Oil, sweet fragrance of oil. Oil flowing everywhere here-there everywhere the highways & byways to receive the oil-fresh oil-do not go off of the path I direct your very feet to go forth on for the anointing oil goes before you & it is the guider-the marker of your path to guide you-for peace reigns in this place & reigns in your heart. Bless those that bless you & bless those that don't bless you. For you have been created for this very time & don't push back or shrug back but go forth-go forth, go forth, saith the Lord your kingdom ruler."
So I feel led to share the words with the woman behind me to see if it was just a word for me or the church to share with them last night. She shared with me that she is not good at determining things like that and told me they were beautiful words. I then kept the words in my journal. She did suggest for me to go to the pastor's wife and share them with her but she was talking with someone and I did not want to interrupt. Pastor called forth someone to go and get his anointing oil from the bible that is bringing forth anointing oil, sign and wonder for the world to see. Yes, the world is now seeing this holy anointing oil that comes forth from a persons bible. I have seen this bible sitting in the container in which the bible rests at the bottom of this container with the anointing oil surrounding it and it continues to produce anointing oil when it is distributed to people.
This is definitely heaven's anointing oil for it was shared with us that this oil is not oil based so any of it that spilled onto the carpeting was absorbed and no oil stain in the carpet. Amazing, amazing, simply amazing. Pastor then called forth his ministry people and they placed the oil on their hands and went out into the sanctuary to anoint the people. There was such a gentle and beautiful touch and song sung in the Holy Spirit by a woman that I just was absorbing from this person and wished they did not stop praying over me from behind me. As this was going on in the sanctuary I continued to be seated playing my rain stick with the Holy Spirit led worship on the platform. I turned around and surely enough the woman that I shared the words with was the very person anointing/praying over me. God is faithful. Another woman came along and anointed me with the oil and then a gentleman on staff also anointed me. This is God in a great way a mighty way that is. Not a mega church so to speak but hearts filled with the love of God and a desire deep within to see revival take place starting within the hearts of the people. Isn't that how it works a hungry group of people crying out to God for revival?
Pastor shares a few things about this anointing oil and how recently the vials were being filled up to take to the church and they noticed a small sized (a red dot the size of a pin drop was in the vial, it looked like jello consistency as it was morphing and it continued to grow and then hardened into a ruby. A ruby developed inside of the vial of oil that looked to be in a square shape not able to come out of the vial of oil since it will not fit through the opening to come out. I saw an actual picture of this. Signs & Wonders again. From what I understand when it was being further explained that the supernatural stones are very soft. I told Holy Spirit last night heading home from church that I would like to experience this. So thankful that Holy Spirit prompted me last weekend to bless the bringers of the oil with getting them that simple homemade coffee cake for them to enjoy the next morning. See, back then I knew nothing of what I just shared with you all today. God knows exactly when and where to bless and plant a seed in faith. Yes He does and do not doubt those little nudges by Holy Spirit to participate in what heaven rejoices/celebrates in ok.
So further is shared last night about the prophetic. Pastor shared an angel stands beside you and whispers in your ear the prophecy and when we begin to move the angels begin to move. Wow a further explanation given and I just received words spoken to me to write down last night. I can feel confident that these words came forth from a Spy Angel that I have been releasing in the name of Jesus through my Father in heaven in my life. To get me to my promised land where divine destiny awaits. Keep on guiding me spy angels we are getting there. I love my adventures with Holy Spirit I truly do. I at times I wish I could just be released from the natural realm and soar and fly high above with eagles and not be tethered down here on earth realm. Yep I really do and years ago I had repetitive dreams in which I was always flying high above. Sometimes running away from the enemy and I would soar and escape the grip/chase of the enemy. I really am called to deliverance ministry/worship. Set me free Holy Spirit set me free to soar way high up really high up that is my prayer this very day and all the days of my life remaining here on earth.
Yesterday I did not tell you that all day long and even into the evening (I left this on while I went to church) Eddie James "Freedom" song was on "repeat play" mode in my home and what a great treat/pleasure to come home from getting an estimate to repair my car to hear this beautiful music and then again from returning from church last night. Do you think this played a part in what took place last night? I do, music cleanses the air. Right now I have playing in  "repeat play" mode Eddie James "I Am." As I retired for the evening I was led to take my journal with me to my bedroom and read the words spoken to me as I laid down to retire for the evening. Somewhere around 4:00AM I woke from a dream this morning. It was not a dream in which I was to remember details and I am perfectly ok with that what I heard was words "IT WAS REVERSED."
Closing thoughts, thank you Katie Souza for teaching on the spy angels. I can testify that the anointing oil is not oil based. A few days ago I found in my purse a vial of the anointing oil opened up and the oil spilled out in my purse. I thought to myself not this purse interior I love this purse. I could find no traces of oil stains in the interior of my purse. One more sign and wonder, how many more do you people need to believe God is moving amongst His people? Had to pause for a moment I was worshiping to the song with my rain stick, correction Holy Spirit rain stick in the hands of a willing and obedient servant that loves Jesus.

Eddie James - I Am at Redemption Point Church

Eddie James - Freedom @ The Ramp; This Is The Song I Have On "Repeat Play" Right Now...FREEDOM WORSHIP IS FOR YOU TOO.

Eddie James - Freedom @ The Ramp

These Pictures Of My Children Bring A GREAT BIG SMILE To My Face. The Smile Will Always Be In My Heart. They Are Grown Now But I Still Have Smiles In My Heart Of Them With More Smiles To Come Forth.

Remember When I Shared With You About Taking A Class On Gifts Of The Holy Spirit. I Came Across A Few More Words Of Knowledge/Wisdom As Part Of Homework Assignments, Here They Are.

This was for one of the pastors teaching this class. This was such a "hands on" class, I loved taking this class.

I Created A Banner For A Marriage. Want To See It? I Receved The Interpretation Of It 1/12/2000 @ 1:30PM

I found this in one of my journals. I keep forgetting not everyone knows how to read cursive writing because schools no longer teach this. That is a terrible loss for the children not being taught this. How in the heck are they suppose to sign legal documents if they do not know how to write in cursive? Parents if your children are in a school system that chooses not to teach your children this art of writing then fight for it or teach them yourself how to write in cursive. These are the words I received in regard to this banner I created. It was eventually used as part of a marriage ceremony for a friend of mine. I no longer have this banner in my possession. I have not had it for many years now but I have pictures of it and the memory of building this banner.
"Peace and rest this day-as you rested last night you were refreshed for this day. The day that I chose for you to begin the work on the banner.
As you prepare this banner much will be revealed to you-in the physical and in the spiritual realm.
You wonder about black to be used on a "wedding" banner. Before there was light called forth-the earth was void. Out of the darkness light was called forth-there had to be darkness in order that light came forth-for light could not be seen if there was light already-as if you took a black crayon and crayoned a patch on a piece of white paper. If you then took a white crayon and colored a portion of the black you could be able to see white over the patch of black-but the same white crayon colored on white paper cannot be seen-as easily as it is seen when colored over the patch of black.
As I call you both forward in the marriage union and the marriage bed-so forth comes the light from the darkness-your banner is on light colored material-the reverse of  what I explained to you-the black is upon light because you will go into areas and call forth the darkness and it will surface and you will then cast it out.
The heart is scarlet in color-it is My love and My blood that sets you free to leave your oneness as an individual to become one as a couple under the blood.
As you left your areas of darkness and sin-you both have followed My calling-which led both of you to the heart of the Father and through the blood-brought into oneness-with covenant.
Trust Me My child-I will not let go of you-this is the final part of this testimony of faith-I Am with you both- soon and very near all shall be exposed and brought to pass. Thus saith the Lord of the Host of Angels. Amen"
You may wonder why you see so many - symbols? When I wrote back then that is how it would come through me. I guess it was likened to a pause break and onto another thought coming into me. Sort of like rushing water, there is no time to stop and pause and think about it for I am capturing words spoken to my heart and I have to get them on paper so as to capture them as they are coming to me. Does that make sense. If not, that is ok with me for that is how I received the words and you may experience something custom made to you receiving words from heaven. Remember we are not made in a cookie cutter manner so why would we receive heavenly words in a cookie cutter manner.

Christians + Living Sinful Lives Does Not = Jesus

I woke this morning and was talking with Jesus about something and I inquired about a verse in scripture to confirm this thought. I heard Holy Spirit speak to me 1 John 3:10 which states "This is the way God's children are distinguished from the devil's children. Everyone who doesn't do what is right or love other believers isn't God's child." So then I am compelled to read prior scripture verses in this same chapter. Let's take it from verse 4-9 ok. "Those who live sinful lives are disobeying God. Sin is disobedience. You know that Christ appeared in order to take away our sins. He isn't sinful. Those who live in Christ don't go on sinning. Those who go on sinning haven't seen or known Christ. Dear children, don't let anyone deceive you. Whoever does what God approves or has God's approval as Christ has God's approval. The person who lives a sinful life belongs to the devil, because the devil has been committing sin since the beginning. The reason that the Son of God appeared was to destroy what the devil does. Those who have been born from God don't live sinful lives. What God has said lives in them, and they can't live sinful lives. They have been born from God."
I do not think it can be any clearer than the written words of scripture. If you are contemplating sinning in your life do not do it. Is it really worth the consequences that stem forth from the sin? Trust Jesus and let Holy Spirit guide you away from sin and the path of destruction so you will be able to add this great testimony to your very testimony = brings glory to God.
I am seeing this speaking to the clouds to dissipate really works in the name of Jesus. There were clouds again just before I began to write this and I spoke to them like I did the other day and guess what I am looking at right now? Clear blue sky with the sun out. I then got further knowledge from Holy Spirit and I spoke forth for a mountain to be removed and cast into the sea in a certain situation in my life. It works, it works, it works thank you Jesus.

This Is Kind Of Funny But In The End I Guess I Get The Last Laugh.

I have been searching in the market for the HP Sprocket printer. It is really a great concept. How many pictures do you have stored in your phone? I bet the answer is a lot. Well the 2nd edition of this printer actually allows you to not only print pictures from your phone but others can print pictures from their phones also. So the 2nd edition is not just limited so to speak to your phone. I like that concept. I am searching for one to take with me for my mother's 90th birthday celebration this Summer. She often says that no one takes pictures anymore and makes photo albums so who will have pictures to tell the family story in the future sense. She often says that everyone has pictures in their phones but they are a bit hard to see when you look at someone's phone to view the picture. Yes, the picture is only a 2x3 size that prints and you can take off the backing and you then have a sticker picture. I saw a demo in which you can print off frames of the actual picture and then place them side by side as the picture looks and then stick on a wall, etc. and you then have the bigger version of the picture.
I am not a technical person per say but I really do like this concept. I am in search of this item. So Sunday afternoon I went to Best Buy to actually look for speakers for my computer to get a smoother sound and I do not like that blue tooth stuff and wireless either. I like to have speakers that plug into a power source. I really like the smooth sound that comes forth from these new speakers. Well, something happened to my computer either Saturday night or Sunday sometime in which I could not get into it, it kept saying I entered the wrong password when I did not even enter a password? I called my niece and then she returned my call and tried to help me while I was on the phone with her. What she guided me to do worked yay for things like that. See, I was on the phone with my spiritual mom and we were sharing testimonies and I was updating her on what was going on in my life recently. I shared with her about my computer glitch and I inquired if I did something wrong in the eyes of the Lord for this to happen to my computer. She assured me no I did nothing to offend Him. As we were talking I started to see in the corner of the room it was a misty look to that corner of the room. I then told her how it was like that when I saw the angel as my son was having an MRI scan done on him prior to his surgery when he was young. So I say to her I believe an angel is in the room with me right now. We began to pray over the phone and I hung up the phone. Well, I return my niece's call and she then helped me out with the computer. No sooner than that was dealt with I called back my spiritual mom and told her how the computer worked again.
See the value in your testimony? Back to the story I began to share about. I am in Best Buys and I inquired of the Sprocket. Well, the retail person corrected me and told me it was SP Rocket is how he pronounced it. I kind of laughed at myself because I kept all along referring to it as sprocket. I will laugh at silly things I do like this and so I shared it with a few people at work today how I was corrected because I called it the wrong name. We all laughed at that. Guess what? I just viewed a demo video of it and they called it exactly what I called it so I can now share with my friends that I did pronounce it correctly.
See, it is good to laugh at silly things like that in your life. Now this was many years ago. I bake and baked a lot with Ghirardelli brownies or baking chips. I used to call them Ghiraldi, don't ask me why until one of my children said Mom it is called Ghirardelli. How silly of me and from that moment in time until now I call it the proper name. See, you are never too old for your children to teach and even correct you in love at times also.
That's my story and I am sticking with it ok. I want to write about how I miss my children being little since they are grown up. One will be 30 years old this Spring and the other turns 34 this Fall where did the time go? When I was going through some pictures the other day I pulled out some favorite one's of mine. Back then I really did like to buy coordinating outfits. Not necessarily coordinating for the two children to match but I liked to have their outfits match when I dress them in an outfit. I like to coordinate. I think I was a bit crushed (in a good way that is) when one of my children (as a toddler) told me they didn't want to wear Osh Kosh clothes anymore. Why they always coordinated the pieces that went together with the outfit.
Oh update on both of the rings I recently purchased...sad to say I am sending them back. The Roman glass ring the patina finish is coming off of it and the glacier blue topaz ring is not deep enough of a blue for me. Maybe one day someone will gift me with a blue topaz ring the color of the stone just like the blue color of the Bahama's water I remember. Oh it all starts with a  dream then it manifests in reality right?

My Heart Is So Full Today, Church Was Outstanding Last Night 2/23/2019.

My heart is so full today with encouragement, hope and overflow of JOY. Interesting that I would choose the word "overflow" for that is what is happening in the natural where I reside. Rain, Rain, Rain and more Rain in my region. The river is so filled that it is outpouring onto the walking path and onto a local soccer field. The land is so saturated with water from rain. And you know what? Some of the songs sung last night had words of rain and anointing and pouring out, etc. Now you do know what percussion instrument that was used last night right...rain stick. Inevitably, when I play this instrument my eyes are shut and I focus on Holy Spirit direction. You may say to yourself why does she do that? Simple I play with Holy Spirit direction spoken to me. Sometimes I find myself holding the rain stick and with the other hand held shaker instruments I am tapping on the rain stick with the beat of the music. Yes I do for Holy Spirit shows me what to do. I love it I love it for Holy Spirit loves a heart that worships did you know that He really does. Almost every time I worship with the rain stick someone will comment about the beautiful sound that comes forth from this instrument and I will direct them if they inquire where to buy one, to the small local music store where I purchased mine. Did you know that this instrument store also carried a larger rain stick too. That I thought for my personal use was a bit bigger for me. I bet though that the sound would come forth even longer than mine though for if it is bigger in size then there would be more music lasting a bit longer when it is turned over to release the sound.

Something else happened last night too. I have experienced this before last night. Holy Spirit will use me as the instrument if that makes sense without instruments in my hands. My hand is raised in worship and it is as though my right hand does a tapping motion as if I had an instrument in that very hand and I motion as if I am tapping to the beat of the drum so to speak. Hard to explain it is much easier to participate in though. Maybe Holy Spirit is showing me diversity in worship now, I am perfectly fine with this. You know why? I follow Holy Spirit direction and when the wind changes I go with the wind of God.

The church was packed, really packed last night with people. People standing throughout the entire church. It was find a spot and stay there sort of. My friends and I ended up by the altar. They sat on the floor, where as I was in a dress and I was not about to sit on the floor so I sat on one of the steps of the altar. The altar steps were filled with people doing the same very thing. Perfect spot for me right by the altar for worship. I noticed the praise team had 2 newer instruments a banjo and a stationary drum, the kind that you use it almost sounded like the sound that comes forth in warrior worship. Actually, the drum beat was only used a little bit in the worship at the start of the service. Well, as all the glory and full power of anointing comes forth near the end of the service while people are actually being ministered to throughout the sanctuary the worship team begins to worship again. Where do yo think I was at that very time? At the altar again in worship. Yes, ministry is going on all around me but I know my place and that is worship so that is what I do. I get the woman's attention while they are worshiping and I gesture to her to play the drum. Wow, she picked up the instruments and the sound came forth from that drum. I think I would like to learn how to play that instrument only problem may be I do not think that would be an easy instrument to travel with going to church to play it. The words just came to me thank you Holy Spirit, "Warfare Worship." Holy Spirit You know my heart for worship do you want me to be a part of a worship movement that will sweep across the nation? If so I say yes and amen to that. Show me the way and connect the dots for me ok.

I liked sitting on the steps of the altar for you see things in a different perspective. A few times I was drawn to just look at 2 banners on the walls. I have seen these banners several times before but there was something compelling me to study them in moments. This is how church used to be when I remembered it several years ago. Just before the ministry portion broke out big time a man with a loud speaking voice begins to speak in tongues and he does. Then you hears someone follow up with it, there is an interpretation and sure enough the interpretation comes forth. There was a portion of the service in which a country music artist is called to the platform to share what the Lord has been speaking to them. Church alive is what the church needs today it really does. Throw out your preconceived notions of what you think church should be and let Holy Spirit flow ok.

While worshiping at the altar the pastor anoints me and many others also along with other pastors that placed the anointing oil on their hands and they were sent out to the people in the sanctuary to anoint us. As he anointed me I said don't forget to anoint the rain stick and he did. Two people came up to me that night along with the pastor and prayed over me. After the service as I was leaving I saw the gentleman and his wife and asked them if they were pastors. They responded no and how we are all called to look out for the people or something to that effect. I then shared with them how when my son was young and a prophetic word came forth for him that he was a pastor. He said to me Mom I don't want to be a pastor and I replied to him ok Honey just because it was spoken to you that does not mean you have to be in a pulpit as a pastor that you have a heart for people and he accepted that then.

Guess what? He actually answered the phone the other day when I called him. We talked and he asked me about the car being hit from behind and how I was. Guess what, great opportunity to then share with him what happened to his mother earlier in the day. I shared with him about speaking to the clouds to dissipate and blue skies and sun come forth. I do believe he accepted his mother's testimony. We are called to share our testimony with the world for in the sharing of your very testimony people are set free in the name of Jesus. Do you share your testimony? Not just in the church do you share it outside the walls of the church? That is where there will be a great impact don't forget that ok.

Ok next subject now. While searching through pictures looking for the cross walk photo I came across a sketch of a banner that I did before actually creating the banner. The logo in the banner is actually the kids church banner symbol back then, I gave this banner to the children's ministry ministers back then. You may wonder why you see the 3 continents of Africa, Asia & South America in the center portion of the banner. For many years I prayed for these 3 continents and when a preacher or something related to these continents came across my path I would plant a monetary seed in faith. I personally have not been to either of these continents but there were people that were associated with them to so I planted the seed on their behalf. They took it were I have not been to yet. One day while praying in my room I had an open vision. I was standing in front of my solid oak, country French wardrobe dresser and this is what I saw...….I saw a young, about teenage in years African girl running to me. She was bare footed and running on a dirt path I could see the dirt kicking up on the ground as she ran and she was running towards me with a smile on her face and outstretched arms as though she was reaching forth to hug me.. I have-not met this young lady yet only God knows the timing of this. I knew I was in Africa though. Another time while in this same bedroom in prayer it was as if the floor boards and carpeting were pulled back and I was able to hear the blood curdling screams from hell. Yes I still recall this and it was awful you do not want to go to hell for all eternity? That I do believe is when the evangelists heart in me was birthed to save those from eminent death and living in hell for all eternity, an urgency was placed inside of me. Same bedroom in which I had a vivid dream and let me try to explain this one ok. I am laying on my back in bed and it was as though a blue broadcloth colored cloud/pillow (you know the material used for making button down shirts) was trying to come upon me to smother me and kill me. I remember the struggle with getting the word out "Jesus" in the dream but guess what? I was able to say Jesus and then it had to leave. Whatever it was it was sent to try and suffocate me. It was not a fluffy happy cloud/pillow this was a cloud/pillow filled with destruction.

Ok enough side tracking now so lets get back to the banner. I will show you the rough draft sketch of the banner and then a picture of the banner. On the back of the sketch it was dated 2/15/98 @ 3PM. This is very interesting I wrote down something first and then scribbled through it with pencil, maybe I should share those words first then the prophetic words that were attached to this banner. "Bring unto Me the little children. There are many children from many nations that gather in fear." That was struck out and this is what came forth, "Bring forth My children, My captive children. They gather in fear in many nations. Broken-hearted and divided. I prepare you to go forth and bring them back to Me."

This is how it works folks, at least this is how it works for me in my life how does it work in your life?

One more final thought about last night. Was this an actual person or could it have been angel in disguise? I was trying to make my way to the exit of the church and it was tight quarters so to speak. A woman begins speaking words to me in a foreign language she was right up to my face closeness in distance. I look at her and said I do not understand the language you are speaking (but at the same time I felt as though I knew this language at the same time if that makes sense.) She then anoints my forehead with the anointing oil in a circular motion that is as she placed it upon my forehead. She told me God see me as His sweet daughter. I acknowledged that and said He is my sweet Father. I then asked her what language she spoke in and I do not know Croatian but felt it sounded like that. She said her languages change and then she said to me she felt like I needed to hear that word from God and to be reminded of that very word. Maybe when I was drawn to look at the banners on the walls a few times I was looking in the direction of an angel there in that area of the church?
I met one of the guest speakers a few times prior and I felt Holy Spirit leading me to go to a new, local bakery yesterday and purchase an apple coffee cake and bring it to bless them as a morning snack for them today.

If I recall correctly, the material used for the banner logo and some of  the (I like to refer to them as paper doll cut out figures) children  figures were out of crushed velvet material.

Found A Picture Of Me Taken Years Ago Carrying The Cross On One Of The Cross Walks Our Church Conducted In Surrounding Cities.

I got brave enough to actually carry the wooden cross on this particular cross walk our church conducted. I participated in a few of these cross walks. We would take turns carrying the cross while walking/praying in surrounding cities. The church would designate a date and particular surrounding city in which we were conducting these prayer/cross walks. I enjoyed participating in these type of events. I attended a very active church that was active in the community. The Senior Pastor is walking beside me with other fellow church members also walking. My favorite one by far was when we conducted one in Oberlin, OH and we actually stopped at the grave site of Charles Finney. I still have this top I am wearing today. It so reminds me of the boho look doesn't it. This top has to be over 10 years old I would reckon so.
Side note, I was a very curious woman back then and I would seek out adventures in the local area. One day I found myself at the actual church where Charles Finney used to preach at. I stood behind the pulpit and I was shown his picture that hangs in the area that leads to the area behind the altar area. It is true when they say he had the pulpit at a level in which when he preached he could look into the eyes/souls of the people and he did what some preachers tend to not do so much of today. He called out sin as sin and the people repented. I think the church should go back to a bit of this holy boldness and not tolerate sin but call it what it is SIN. With contrite hearts that are full of repentance the world would then see revival fires burn brightly once again. Love the sinner but do not tolerate the sin. Our God is a loving and just God. Yes He is and that is a biblical truth. You know it is best to deal with sin on our own then having it be exposed because darkness cannot stand forth in the light. Repent and deal with it and then move forward to all that God has called you to do in your very lifetime. Do not be silly and let sin hold you back from becoming everything God wants for your very life ok.

In A Span Of Several Hours I Had A Divine Encounter With Jesus & Then Someone Hit My Car From Behind With Damage To My Car. I Have Peace & I Believe There Was A Prophetic Connection With What The License Plate Stated? I Am Ok & I Have Peace.

This morning I woke with a prophetic dream that was pro-active and near in time. I then see the titles listed in my bible laying right beside me on the page that was open. I took Holy Spirit clue and then had communion in my home. This was amazing to me what happened on the way to work today. Talk about the power of God and confirmation wow is what I say. As I am heading to work I am talking with my mother telling her that it was cloudy outside and it looked like blue sky was trying to come through in a small section. At that moment she had to go back to cleaning for that is what she was doing until she heard the phone ring and she answered the phone to speak with me. We hang up and I get this boldness and I speak forth these words, "Clouds dissipate and blue sky and sun come forth." I stop to get a coffee on the way into work and I am in line waiting to pay the clerk and she asks me if it was a refill while she was waiting on another customer ahead of me. I said yes because I brought in my own coffee container to fill with the coffee She then tells me no charge. I look at her a bit confused and I show her the cash money I had in my hand to pay for it. She told me no charge for the coffee today. The manager was standing behind me and I turned to him and thanked him and shared with him that I just had a prophetic dream this morning and that change is on the way for me in my life and I thanked him for being a confirmation and for blessing me. So, I leave the store and now as I am driving down the road to work the sky is clear and I see blue sky with the sun shining. I mean a big expanse of blue sky with the sun shining. Of course I was so to speak "on cloud 9" with what just happened to me. Speak to the winds and weather for it does obey in the name of Jesus.
Work was fine and I left a bit later than usual and I get outside and it is now raining and no blue sky in sight at all. I am in the turning lane to get on the highway and the traffic is moving and then it stopped and then when it stopped I looked in my rear view mirror and I was able to see the person behind me was not going to stop with enough distance and they were going to hit my car and sure enough that is exactly what happened.
I got out of my car and the first thing I asked them was if they had insurance, they did. I then called the police to file a police report. So as to not block traffic we moved the cars per the advice of the police person I was speaking with on the phone and told them where we would be parked for the police to arrive and take the report. Mind you this entire time it is raining outside. So I am trying to take pictures of my car with an umbrella in one hand and my phone camera in the other. The policeman arrives and directs us to pull in a parking lot. We did and we presented the paperwork he requested of both of us.
I can be Chatty Cathy at times so I began to talk with the person that hit my car. I asked them if I could take a picture of their car it did not seem to have any damage. I kept looking at the license plate and then it dawned on me it was a shortened version of the word percussion. I inquired if that is what it was and they said yes. I then asked if they liked percussion instruments and they shared briefly with me about it and I told them I worship with percussion instruments and I used a rain stick. Oddly enough the license plate was from the state in which I was born and raised in, for many years I lived there. While conversing I asked them if they lived in that state and said they live in the state I reside in now. Good thing for that was a pertinent piece of information when the officer gave me a look at the person's insurance card and I commented that they told me they live in this state and the info on the card was for another state. He then went and inquired of the person and then updated the police report with the correct address. I also called my insurance company and they instructed me what to do also in this situation.
So I am a bit sore tonight and put an ice pack on my lower back and right shoulder area but I have peace about all of this. I come home and I am able to smell the scent of a few of the lilies that bloomed during the day, 3 to be exact. So as the evening goes about Holy Spirit speaks to me how the very license plate that represented the word "Percussion"  literally thrust me and my car in a forward motion. My dream this morning showed me two distinct digital clock times with a 20 minute time span in between them. I saw it in the natural the thrusting forward since there was a short period of time between the two times and now I am experiencing being thrust in forward motion this very day. No coincidence to me. Oh by the way in my morning dream I was driving in a car on a rainy/gloomy day that was cloudy also. See the link connection?
I tend to think like this but why is it that when there is damage done to your car by another person you have to be the one that is inconvenienced so to speak having to run around to get estimates and then your schedule gets interrupted with having to get a rental car, etc. The impact was strong enough that it actually caused my license plate to fold a bit in the middle of it? Let's see what Holy Spirit does in all of this ok.
As I was writing this I listened to 2 different live streaming preachers. Right now I am using my rain stick as the 2nd preacher is worshiping.I think it is time to soak in Epsom salts now to relax. I was born to worship, yes I was and even in the midst of this I still worship Jesus. Want to hear something with a bit of humor? As I had my window rolled down to talk with the person that hit my car I had "Somewhere Over the Rainbow" by James W. Goll on repeat. They never inquired about the song I was playing isn't that sort of refreshing when you think of it? The anointing that comes forth from that very song was playing in the midst of this very adventure to and from work today. What was your adventure like today? Can you worship Jesus through it?
The song the preacher is singing now, "Freedom reigns in this place showers of mercy and grace." You know I just had to pick up my rain stick and worship with that very worship thought. He just called forth backs being healed and whiplash from car accidents and to stand up. I stood up in my home and also played my rain stick too.

Had A Dream This Morning. Still Getting Interpretation From Holy Spirit. Just Finished Having Holy Communion With Him.

Had a dream of hope this morning in which I saw 2 distinct digital clock format times in which there was only a 20 minute time span between the two times. As I woke and began to ponder this dream I looked at the page open in my bible that lays right beside me in bed and the last title on that page in Matthew was "The Lord's Supper." You know what I then did right, had communion in my home. I wrote down all the pertinent things seen in the dream and already began looking into their meaning via the dream dictionary I have. Great dream things are in process of moving forward in a rapid time frame yay.

As I Promised, I Finished Reading "Everyone's Guide To Angels." Had A Holy Spirirt Adventure After Work Tonight 2/19/19. It Actually Began At Almost The Close Of My Work Day.

Let me explain how the journey/adventure started before it actually started KO. I was at work and it was near the close of the business day for me. I was listening to CBN praise music while working and a song came on about salvation. The title escapes me right now, it was not for me to jot down and look for it later. It was a Holy Spirit divine moment in which I just yielded. As the song was playing and I was working I was really listening to the words of the song and from that a truly contrite and grateful heart began to pour forth in my mind thanks to Jesus for coming to this sin sick world of ours and taking on the sins of the world and dying for me so I will spend eternity in heaven with Him. I then expanded my thanks to Him that even if He lined up 100 godly men before me right now to choose one as a mate none of them would die for me like Jesus did. He died for me so I would not have to be in hell for all eternity. Think about this folks. You have loved ones surrounding you right now would any of them die a humiliating and painful death dying on a cross and being beaten prior to being nailed to the cross? I cannot think of one person that would do that for me but Jesus did. So I am working  and tears begin to come to my eyes as I am thanking Jesus for what He did just for me. Not sobbing type of tears but enough that I had a Kleenex in which I dabbed a few tears up with the Kleenex. Love is grand when it is in your life but is there one in your life that loves you so much that they would do for you what Jesus did for you? I have to honestly say I know of none in my life right now that would do that just for me. That is true love.
See, I must share with you now that I did not recognize this as an adventure until this evening while exercising and Holy Spirit brings it to light for me.
Praising at work then listening to "Somewhere Over The Rainbow" by James W. Goll heading home from work. I felt prompted to stop at the local grocery store and I did. I was at the deli counter and the woman was helping me and we were talking also. Her boss, I believe he was the Deli Manager complimented my hair color and we briefly chatted. He told me he did not think his wife would wear my hair color and he leaves that up to her. I shared with him it was not my natural hair color. I pointed to my eyebrows and told him to follow the color of a woman's eyebrows to see if the hair color is their natural color or not. I did tell him I was thinking of going back to my natural color of hair and my hair stylist told me not to that, the color I am wearing now is more like my personality. I agree with my hair stylist in this. When I was a darker brown (closest to my natural hair color) it seemed to make my complexion look paler than what I am and I did not like that. The red is actually a softer look then the dark brown against my complexion.
I thought nothing of this conversation and I came home. It was when I was exercising and finishing up reading the book that Holy Spirit spoke to me. Yes, the man acknowledged liking my hair color but was it the hair color or the anointing shining off of me, the glow so to speak because I was in the presence of Jesus? Wow, see even people at the grocery store can see things of that nature and may not even know that they are seeing it.
Just a thought maybe that is why I was able to take creative type of pictures of my rings tonight. Just maybe because I was able to see the beauty of the rings in the midst of the flower petals they were resting upon. Thank you Holy Spirit for divine revelation and grace and beauty to recognize it afterward and to keep me humble so as to not take the glory that rightfully belongs to You.
Hey, maybe fasting breakfast and lunch oday had a part to play in this also?

I Received Both Rings Today. Which One Do You Like Better Or Do You Like Them Both. I Am Still Trying To Decide If I lIke Them Both Equal?

Wow, that was expedited in a quick fashion. I received both rings and I am trying to decide if I like them both equally or just keep one and send the other one back. Not sure. I have time to decide so I think I will wear them both at the same time but on different hands to see what one catches my eye the most while wearing them. I am the type of person that as I wear it I will just get that inner knowing of which one or both of them. Holy Spirit has a purpose in me buying and then wearing these rings so let's trust Him on this one ok.

Roman glass ring made in Israel/glacier blue topaz with marcasite made in Thailand. They both are prettier in person as opposed to these pictures I took of them. Do you like how I displayed them on the petals of a flower? I told yo I do not wait around for someone to buy me flowers. I go in spurts of wanting to have fresh flowers in the house. I do enjoy gardening when the Spring comes around for I love to pick fresh gardenia's and bring them into the home. I found a bunch of lilies that are about to bloom along with white carnations and I already had the fuchsia colored carnations and eucalyptus that is still lasting from last weeks floral arrangement. Flowers make me happy and bring a subtle smile to my face. I cannot wait for the lilies to bloom I love the scent that comes forth from a lily. Don't you like Easter Lilies because of the fragrance that comes forth from them? I used to plant the Easter Lily bulbs in the yard once the plant was through blooming in the house. They really do re-bloom when you plant them outside.

Thank God Holy Spirit Convicts Us To Save Us In The Long Run. This Is What Happened To Me.

Well, I found myself in a peculiar situation sort of recently. I know what my gifts and calling are in my life. I was asked to not partake in one of these gifts. I obliged and I was slightly shocked and shared the story with a friend of mine. See, that is where the error came in so to speak. I should have just left it alone and just between me and Holy Spirit. I think when something happens to you that tends to shock your heart one wants to share the experience with another to see if they have any insight about it. In my case the person had no insight to shed on the subject. Lately, I begin to feel tired when at this location I believe because I did not leave it alone and just between Holy Spirit and I. So I am at the literal end of reading the book, "Everyone's Guide To Angels" and in this chapter it talks about how one can offend angels (Five Things That Hinder Angelic Activity is the chapter title.)  As I am reading I feel Holy Spirit asking me to repent. So with just a few pages left to read I jumped ahead to the last page or so in that chapter for I knew there would be some sort of prayer or exercise as to ask forgiveness. I did. I will finish reading the prior few pages left in the book. I promise I will.
So instead of sleeping right now I am prompted by Holy Spirit to write about this incident.
I am not perfect, by far I am not perfect and I have no problem admitting that. I know the voice of Holy Spirit and He assures me that since I repented for this, when I used to start to feel tired I will now be revived again.
Listen to the voice and nudging of Holy Spirit when He is trying to correct you.You do not want to bring calamity upon yourself or your household for grieving Holy Spirit do you? No, you do not. I trust You Holy Spirit, I believe You Holy Spirit, I adore You Holy Spirit, and I extol You Holy Spirit Amen.

I Wept Yesterday 2/16/2019 While Viewing An Obituary Memorial Video. I Knew This Young, 37 Year Old Man From Back Home. Let Me Share With You About Their Great Family & How They Accepted Me Into Their Familly Owned Business. I Was An Event/Wedding Planner For Them In A Season Of My Life.

Yesterday morning was a great morning. As you read in my previous blog entry I sang in tongues for  4 hours prior to getting out of bed. I was heading to my hair appointment and I called my daughter to leave her a voicemail message. I did and then realized I did not include one more thought in the last message left so I called her again to leave a message. Well, she answered the phone and I shared with her. I was now at my hair appointment location and said I had to go in the shop and then she said...….
She did not know which son it was of this couple but one of them died recently. I went to get my hair done and a cute haircut once again. I then left the salon and they told me about a new "actual" bakery (not some type of retro style bakery that is out there. A bakery like when I was a child.) I thought I would check it out while I was right there. I was talking with them and they knew my hairdresser by name so I asked what is his favorite. I then purchased a version of his favorite. He loved the blueberry muffins so I got him a blueberry coffee cake to let him try that. They have small sized pies also. I did pick up a coconut cream one to try. They carry things like bakeries used to carry years ago like lady locks (cream filled horns), Danish, apple fritters, long john cream stick's ,eclairs, cookies etc. get the picture. An actual bakery and not that retro type of stuff. They even have a waffle you can order with a coffee and sit there and enjoy it. They do have a variety of coffees also. I dropped off the baked good to my hairdresser and I was on my way.
I google searched obituaries and found out which son it was that died. My heart sank it truly did in that moment. I finished doing my errands and when I got back home I then searched on my computer to see the actual obituary. That is when I discovered the funeral home website and where I viewed this touching memorial video. I cried throughout the entire video while I was viewing it. I must get another music cd, "Never Alone" by James W.Goll to send to his family. I know this music will help the healing process of the parents. How did I meet this family? Let me share with you. You always know there will be a story behind events that took place in my life right. Well, this is one of them and you will definitely see the hand of God in this meeting/story.
Back then I was living in a community after my divorce. I really felt to learn to live and adjust to receiving alimony and child support to be home with my children when they came home from school to be there for them. I did this and it was nearing the time when alimony was going to end. I needed some sort of income to supplement child support. I saw a small ad in a local newspaper and I applied for the position. The hours would fit my schedule so I could work and then be home with the children also. It was an hourly position. Let's back up this story a bit further now so you can truly see the hand of God in the making of this story. The church I attended was doing "cross walks" in neighboring communities back then. We were instructed as we walked these communities that we were to only pray blessings on these communities and not curse/deliverance type of prayers. We had a large wooden cross and you could take a turn walking with this large cross on your shoulder if you so felt led to do so. Once we walked in a city and one of the stops was the actual cemetery where Charles Finney was laid to rest. Boy did we have a little "church" going on at his grave site.
Weeks prior to me getting hired for this position I applied for we did a cross walk in this community. This was the community in which I resided in. We walked right past this establishment as part of the cross walk on the opposite side of the street. So let's go back again to another volunteer program I also participated in. The local ministerial association of the churches in this quaint town participated in the Jesus video project. You were assigned a group of people to volunteer with and a geographic location area also. We actually distributed the "Jesus" video to each home in that assigned area. If I remember this, in the satchel was the Jesus video along with a bag of microwave popcorn for the resident at that home to view. This was a great witnessing opportunity. A bit after the videos were distributed we would then go back into the neighborhood and ask if they received the video and if they wanted prayer. I loved working on this project in your own community. While volunteering I actually met a future pastor that came to the community and I attended their little church for a season in my life also. So, we are at this one home and an older gentleman opens the door and invites us in his home. He re-dedicated his life to Jesus. There is more to this story ok. Listen to the words I just shared with you that built up to me being hired as an event/wedding planner for this business. I get hired and while talking with one of the employees I worked with I shared the Jesus video story and she replied to me that it was her husband that re-dedicated his life to Jesus. That was definitely a confirmation that the hand of God was in this for me. I stayed with this position I believe for 5 years.
These are some things that happened while working for this family owned business. I remember the big screen tv in the lobby (it would be used in an event if there was a video to be played etc.) was playing the day 9/11 took place. When my son needed surgery due to a rapidly growing tumor in the ankle area (they did not know if it was cancer or not at the time of the surgery) a group of us prayed in a circle for him at this very establishment. This is a story within a story now. Prior to my son's surgery we had to go for an MRI. Since he was younger in age they allowed us to be in the room with him while it was being conducted. I sat beside my former husband and I had a bible on my lap. All of a sudden it appeared to be misty in the procedure room while my son was in the cat scan. This is what I saw and in that moment I knew he would be ok. I saw a huge is size angel standing by the head of my son with one foot on either side of his head and this angel was as tall as the room was large, he was a big angel that had his arms also in a crossed position. Sure enough the surgery biopsy was benign. Now I think it was 1 1/2 years later and he goes for a check up with the Dr. and they discover that they did not get all of the tumor with the first surgery for it was close to the growth plate and they did not want to chance nicking the growth plate for he was still growing. Surgery again for this child. One thing I remembered each time I did not allow the mention of the word "cancer" at all in our home. Second surgery was also benign. I struggled with this once with the Lord as to why this child had to go through this surgery twice. I just could not understand because there was a healing process each time with I think A cast for several weeks etc. Well, this was the response. I was at a very well know children's hospital and I would bring my bible with me. I was always most thankful when I would ride the elevator and not have to be getting off for the floors were cancer patients would be (children that is.) I remember one evening sitting in a rocking chair by a window near my son's room and I began to pray for children in that hospital that did not have anyone to pray for them. That was my purpose Holy Spirit showed me. I had a healed son leaving the hospital with a praying mother. Other children needed someone to pray for them on their behalf. Even thought this 2nd surgery tended to bother me with the why again ? My son tells me it really did not bother him to have to go through the very same surgery a second time.
I remember when my father's estate was finally settled and we did get some funds from his estate. I felt led to give this couple that owned the business in which I worked a seed offering of $1,000.00 and I did. Did you know that when it was time for me to leave this job, in faith that is, the wife actually blessed me back with $1,000.00 I think it was cash she gave to me.
Talk about a family that was a true family in the community I would say they are a perfect example of this. They were always there to help in the community. They had an Easter and Mother's Day buffet each year. Not only would I work these events at the door but my children would also seat customers to their reserved tables and even my mother would come to town to visit and help out also. This then allowed us to be together on these holiday's. This family had their family members work these events also. Now listen to this generosity of this family. Everyone that worked that day would then have their immediate family come after the last reservation seating in the afternoon and they were then blessed to enjoy the buffet free of charge with their family. That is a generous heart personified.
When I first started working here the original proprietor (the grandpa) would still come in and play classical music very loud in the back part of the business and do you know what he was doing? He was using the big iron contraption to iron/press the linens used for events. That is true dedication and we all loving referred to him as Grandpa. I rejoiced with this family in good and happy events and also cried with them when family members died. I do recall that there were pockets of opportunities when I would have moments in sharing my faith and encouraging this very son that I am writing about today in the business office. Now they have 2 sons and I apologize for this (I am not sure if it was this son or the other one) but with one of these son's I actually had the opportunity to pray over the engagement ring they were going to present to their future wife. I never worked on a laptop computer before this job and the one owner tried to show me different things on the computer but I think it may have been a bit overwhelming for me back then so I did the things I needed to do on the laptop for daily work. Like invoices created/printed etc.
I was also good at communicating with the various food purveyors that would come into the business. I never missed an opportunity to ask for samples for the business. Sure enough we would get samples for the kitchen to make and try out.
This was family based business and I would just love when the little grandchildren would come in and they would ride their little tricycles in the big hall. It was good to have these visits they blessed me while working.
Last night as I laid down for bed I began to cry again for the loss of this fine, young man and for his family. I then was comforted in knowing that there were others that went before him and they are rejoicing in welcoming him home to heaven. That brought much comfort to me. I also sought Holy Spirit for interpretation for my 4 hours of singing in tongues. He shared with me that I was proclaiming blessings of all kinds the entire time I sang in tongues. Isn't that amazing, it is amazing to me. The wonder and awe of Holy Spirit sharing with me I just love that.

Wow, Woke Up @ 4:00AM Holy Spirit Prompts Me To Pray In The Spirit (Tongues) For A Particular Person It Lasted Until 8:00AM. Major Shift For This Person To Take Place In Their Life THIS IS VERY GOOD. I Have Been Enjoying Fasting Breakfast/Lunch. I Used To Do This A Lot On A Regular Basis.

Well, this is what happened to me today. First of all I went to bed and it was the early hours of the morning when I retired for bed. I was searching online for a swiss blue topaz ring at a certain website. I went through about 23 pages of rings in search and eureka, no, it was not a swiss blue topaz ring but a Roman Glass ring made in Israel. See, I have really been searching for the swiss blue topaz ring to take place of the one that went down a drain years ago and I have not found one yet. I have also seen Roman Glass rings made in Israel before and that ring always intrigued me. This material was around in the time Jesus walked the earth. There were a few to choose from but I really like the one I selected and it was on sale also. See, there really are times in my life when I hear Holy Spirit say to me to bless Israel. When I hear that I know I will be purchasing something that was made in Israel. I did last night. Then a beautiful ring I also saw glacier blue topaz with marcasite I felt led to purchase that one also. Both were at very good price points on clearance mind you and I know that if the color of the topaz is not blue enough in color for me I can always send it back. It is a feminine looking ring because the marcasite scroll design around the topaz created it to be like that.
Ok back to the story at hand now, l I woke up @ 4AM and Holy Spirit said to pray for ...When this happens to me while I am in bed I tend to pray in the spirit via singing in tongues. I did and I must have dozed off to sleep again a few times but each time when I woke I was still singing in tongues. That is how faithful God is. He gives the assignment via Holy Spirit and He sees it through, yes He does. So this very person Holy Spirit shows me is having a major shift in their very life. I do not need to contact this person because they probably already know about this. I then get up and it is time for me to try Toasted Coconut decaf coffee, it is yummy if coffee can be yummy that is.
Now let me back up even further about the last few days when I was fasting breakfast/lunch. You must know that my all time favorite meal of the day if I had to select one would be breakfast. I just enjoy breakfast. It doesn't even have to be a fancy breakfast I just enjoy it. So fasting breakfast as one of the meals makes me stronger I believe. Giving up of your own choice a favorite thing can cause one to grow in the Spirit, Holy Spirit direction that is. So a few days ago I received an email inviting me to a particular meeting at work. I believe it is a manger's meeting (I am not a manager ok.) I responded yesterday to accept the invitation. Apparently I made a suggestion to implement something that was already in place for the flip side of the job I recently left to learn the other side of the job if that makes sense. See I think practical and could not figure out why a certain thing was not being used on this side of the job. After a meeting I inquired of this to the person that said they would accept suggestions. From there I had to email this request to them and then the next thing I know the idea  was approved to be presented at a meeting. Isn't that cool. It really is something that is already there but only being utilized for one side of the job.
Oh by the way, I listened to the Derek Price cd I received in the mail yesterday heading to and from work. I did not quite finish a little bit of it until heading to exercise last evening and then I finished it while going to and from exercise. I am almost done reading the Angel book. I found another great deal, it was only $1.98, "A Call to Compassion Taking God's Unfailing Love to Your World" by James & Michal Ann Goll. When I picked it up in the book store and flipped through the pages something caught my attention that caused me to purchase it. Mother Teresa, remember she came on a visit to the university I attended while I was still enrolled there as a student. So that was the catalyst that caught my eye to purchase the book. I did tell you I am an avid reader right.
The flowers I purchased for myself last weekend are so full and beautiful right now. I have them where I can see them while I write. Did you know aloe vera plants are good for cleansing the air in your home? My hair stylist told me this weeks ago so I did get 2 plants and I keep one in the living room and one in the bedroom. He also told me to only water them once a month. So far they are still alive and growing.
Meeting friends on Monday in a quaint city in which I used to work with them for it looks like early lunch time so far. This restaurant apparently has a small grocery store attached to it. I have never been here before and how in the heck do you meet friends for lunch and Holy Spirit is asking you to fast? That is simple I can always order coffee or something like that, they will understand they know how I flow. That is the quirky side of me, I am the one that suggested meeting in the first place. Oh I just thought of this maybe I can order something to go and then have it for dinner that night. When we get together we laugh a lot and have fun. I am still in search of finding in the local area a place where I can actually see eagles soaring in the air. Not the prophetic sense of eagles but actual eagles. My God is so big He can actually cause an eagle to soar right above me for me to see do you believe that I do. I have actually on a ride in country type or settings where there are not buildings blocking the horizon and I keep asking Holy Spirit to bring an eagle across my path to see it soar in the sky. Hasn't happened yet but it will I just know it will. It is likened to trying to walk on water. The very home I lived in years ago (the one where I lost the blue topaz ring down the drain actually) I had such faith that I tried it but I did not walk on the water sad to say. Hey it is the step in faith that counts right. Wow this blog entry seemed to cover a lot of topics today. Enjoy your day and make it the best day that you can make it today. Why do I say that? There is someone out there that needs your very smile, gentle word of encouragement, or just kindness extended to them.

Happy Dance Time, I Received An Unexpected Letter In The Mail Today From The White House. Thank You For Your Response Mr. President.

This was an exceptional day for me today. I baked last night the strawberry cake with strawberry butter cream frosting to take to work today for Valentine's Day. It really is a pretty shade of pink  cake with the same tint of pink in the frosting. I have not done this before today but I felt led to make up a plate of this cake and present it to the executive office. I then shared cake with the team that I am on. I did not partake today since I fasted breakfast and lunch again.
I know this is Valentine's Day but no fancy meal this evening. I made homemade tuna fish salad and vinegar & oil coleslaw and made myself a tuna melt (on yeast free bread that is, I find this at Whole Foods and Sprouts Market also.)
When I arrived home from work today and checked my mail there was a cd from Derek Prince's ministry titled, "Do You Realize How Valuable You Are?" and a unexpected letter addressed to me from President Trump. Way back in November, 2018 I sent a letter with a music cd along with another correspondence letter. Both sent at different times but both arrived on the same day. Figure that one out? I paid the USPS for 2 day delivery on the one item and they told me that they cannot guarantee the 2 day delivery that it is just the expected date of delivery. Isn't that a bit crazy? What I received today was not a post card type of correspondence this was an actual letter. So I get home and I am so happy that my Paramount decaf coffee was also delivered today. Want to know what flavors of decaf I ordered? Traverse City Cherry and Toasted Coconut.
I trust you had a happy day today. See you do not have to have a date on Valentine's Day to be content and happy right. I chose to see blessings all around my day today. Oh by the way, the last 2 days while fasting I did go to a local establishment to get a coffee and both days Holy Spirit gave me words of encouragement for the person that so graciously waited on me. Don't leave gifts God deposited inside of you at church or church settings ok. We are called to take our gifts out into the world and share them. See beauty in today ok.

I May Be A Sensitive/Feminine Woman By Nature But Trust Me On This, As The Saying Goes 'I Am No Shrinking Violet' When It Come To Deliverance. I Received A Vivid Warning Dream Today 2/13/2019 @ 6:00AM. Let Me Share It With You.

Last night I felt Holy Spirit nudge me to call forth the Spy Angels that I learned how to do via Katie Souza's ministry. I also felt a stirring to get up today and eat no breakfast or lunch today but wait until I got home to have dinner. I obliged Holy Spirit with that last night as He was giving me a directive for today. Wow, I see now why all of that took place looking hind sight. Then after my dream experience I get in the car and drive to work and this song was playing by Needtobreathe,"Washed by the Water." That then became my fight song for the day and of course I put it on "repeat"mode to listen to on the way to and from work today. People, God gives warning dreams He really does and it is wise to heed them. The reason I am sharing this dream is because at the end of my interpretation Holy Spirit prompted me to share this with you on my blog so that is exactly what I am doing. "I was is a room it was a white room, the walls were painted white-an alligator came in the room and I had to literally climb on the walls and hang onto the door frame so as to not fall to the ground and be attacked by the alligator. I sensed there were also people there in other rooms of the house looking in on this. Just before I woke up from the dream I was shown me from a distance looking at what was happening. White walls, white door, white door frame and wooden floor were the main features of this dream that were vivid. The alligator was on the floor it was wooden floors and it would not leave their position to the left of the door as if it was waiting for me to drop to the floor to attack me. I then woke up. Even though I was getting tired and felt like I was losing strength to keep holding on for dear life I found strength to keep holding on & not fall to the ground. Here is some Holy Spirit words spoken to me 'People are waiting for you to drop and fall so they can attack you but it is My strength holding you up so as to not fall. The warning there are people "church people" that do not want to see you surge ahead in the things that I call you forth to achieve. In the natural they pray for you to drop and fall but as you saw in the supernatural the strength of God Himself is holding you up-He positioned you to not drop and fall. You felt that you could not hang on anymore for dear life and His help sustained you-In the dream you were looking for a nail or hook in the wall to grab onto to hold but found the door frame to grab hold of to hang on. In the near days ahead you will be shown the very ones that are there to pray that you leave the region and to give up hope that you are not seeing divine destiny fulfilled in your life and that you will move away so as to miss your divine date/meeting with divine destiny. People, acquaintances close to you are some of these people I reference. You were just shown a image of one of them. Did I not warn you to cut communication off a few days ago? Yes You did Lord-You know my heart and how I want to reach out to them to pick them off of the floor so the will again walk upright with you. Open your mouth daughter & I will fill your mouth with the very words to speak forth saith the Lord of Hosts.' I then jotted down the words alligator, door, white, wooden floor. I then started to do a little research with Dr. Barbie Breathitt's dream interpretation book. I jotted down all of these alligator, wood, and floor represent someone or more than one in higher up sphere of influence that are blocking this mighty move of God in my very life, blocking to advance me in divine destiny. Then there comes forth more interpretation /words from Holy Spirit: "The mouths of gossip and slander and tale telling will be closed shut by the mighty hand of warring angels I send fort to stop the wagging tails so to speak of these very mouths. You will see a strong change of hearts and if they do not conform they will be removed out of the way. You so trust me daughter with your child like faith that I can send and take you places and you go with faith in your heart. You are kept shielded from some of these very people and faces until I take off the blinders and reveal those that are the traitors as I am being shown the apostle that traded in on Jesus' life as he kissed Jesus on the cheek and He was then arrested & taken to the next portion of His journey here on earth-His death and resurrection 3 days later. What happened to that very apostle? They killed themself- with the grief they had inside them that they traded in the Savior of the world for a few silver coins. Watch & wait further will be revealed to you. Journal this entry on your blog saith the Captain of the Hosts. Amen"
Judas- I drew blank while writing and no sooner did it end the traitor apostle's name came directly to my mind.
I may be of a gentle nature and truly do like feminine things. I am a woman and of course I like feminine things that is how God created me. But trust me in this I am like a lioness that roars a mighty loud roar when it comes to the realm of deliverance. That is the true woman that emerges forth from me.
Let me share with you now the definition of alligator in the "A to Z Dream Symbology Dictionary" by Dr.Barbie L. Breathitt: ALLIGATOR large powerful mouth of an envious person in authority telling strong "tales" that are propelled through groups of people; an enemy who is moving below or behind the scene to ruin a person's life, to devour with words that bite to drag their victim down in a death-roll tearing chunks from their flesh then bury them by slander, gossip or verbal abuse; demon or evil spirit influencing an enemy to speak words or accusation; Leviathan-only the Lord has power over it."

NEEDTOBREATHE - “Washed By The Water (Acoustic Live)" [Official Audio]

This Is The Song You Must Play For Your Spouse On St. Valentine's Day. How Do I KnowThis...

"Stand By Me" on the new music cd by Needtobreathe is definitely the song to play for your spouse on Valentine's Day ok. I can hear you in the spirit asking me how do you know this? Well it passed the anointing test with me. Over the last day or so when playing this song in my car 7 different times the Glory shout came out of me while driving and listening to this very song.
Not only that but I started to get flash scenes in my mind of things that could stem forth from playing this song. The thing that is ever clear though is this is only for married couples this is not for people dating; people living together and they are not married to each other; or those living in sexual sin. This is for married couples ok.
God is the originator of romance between a married couple. I love that He is romantic and gives us creative ideas to bring forth this romance in your marriage. You do not know the romantic side of me and I will share just a little peep of it now ok. This is what you do...you do not have to go outside of your home and spend oodles of money on Valentine's Day you can create an atmosphere right in your very home. This is the time of year that roses tend to be at a good price point right? Go out and gather some roses but don't put all of them in a vase save some and peel off the rose petals? You need to have rose petals scattered throughout the house for your romantic evening with your spouse. It is all about setting the atmosphere in the home. Must have candles also. Everyone looks great in the glow light of candles burning correct. There is something unique about seeing oneself in candle light versus regular light that streams forth from a lamp.
Make a wonderful meal maybe even make the meal together it is more fun when there is someone in the kitchen cooking right beside you. Dress up for each other. If you have a tuxedo then wear it, if you have an elegant evening gown then wear it for yourself to feel like a princess and to please your husband with the beauty that emanates forth from you when you are feeling and looking like a princess. Oh ladies, you must polish your toenails or go get a pedicure and select a bright red color. I did a silent study once about the reactions of men when you wear colorful polish on your toenails. For some reason men will look down at your feet if you have on colorful nail polish and you are wearing a shoe or sandals in which your painted toenails peek out from the shoe. Why is that so? I don't know the answer to that but ladies try the test yourself. A man will look downward when you have brightly painted colors of nail polish when you get a pedicure. The color of nail polish I recently selected is called "Dutch Tulips." I even found a beautiful sparkly blue color called "Butterfly Me to the Moon." Both nail polishes made by O.P.I. and they were each $3.99@ TJ Maxx.
You must find the recipe I made for the Strawberry Cake with Strawberry Butter Cream Frosting. I made this cake and several people raved about it. How it is a moist cake and yummy also. So plan and make the meal and the perfect dessert to accompany the meal ok. Definitely bring out the good china and silverware to set this table.
Don't forget to scatter the rose petals around the house also. It is all about creating a setting/atmosphere. Put the song I mention at the very beginning of this blog entry on and play it on "repeat" softly and then when the very moment is just right you get up and dance to this very song with your spouse. This is allowed because in the context of marriage romance is allowed.
So I was driving today with this very song playing in my car and a creative flow starts to flow inside of me and it gushes forth this great idea. When one is planning an upcoming wedding just imagine this with me for a moment ok. To have money and no concern of the cost to bring this forth what a sweet idea. You see if the band Needtobreathe is available for your wedding date and you request them to come and play this very song as a part of your wedding ceremony. I can see this ever so clear in the spirit that after the wedding vows are spoken then they begin to play this song and the couple go into each others arms and they dance right then and there to this song. So I am seeing this at first as I am driving mind you then I see further and this may sound silly to you but I am just going to share what I saw. At this point in the marriage ceremony when the band begins to play this song the invited guests leave the church sanctuary to allow the couple to dance to this very song as their first dance together as husband and wife . Yes, right in the sanctuary he takes you into his very arms and you embrace and dance to this song with the Lord blessing upon this very union. Then when the dance is over the guests come back into the sanctuary to celebrate the closing of the marriage ceremony.
See, Holy Spirit is all about intimacy so why would you not invite Holy Spirit into your marriage ceremony. Just saying that is. I love when these creative outbursts happen to me I then saw me holding my rain stick as a part of the wedding ceremony. You see it is used in worship. Extravagant worship that is where there is true liberty and freedom to worship. So after the dance is completed and the guests return to the sanctuary the officiant of the service then takes the rain stick and gently lets the music come forth from this tender instrument as they hold the rain stick over the couples heads as the blessing is pronounced upon the married couple. I see it like this...the rain stick represents the anointing, the presence of Holy Spirit and He is now a part of this matrimonial service as His outpouring is being poured out upon the couple.
See how the prophetic works with me and flows? I only saw bits and pieces today while driving and now as I write it is all coming together. Thank you Holy Spirit where I was seeing an actual wedding ceremony you were showing me the actual importance of divine worship that is extravagant in Your eyes. When worship is poured out in this fashion it is then poured out via the anointing back onto the worshiper by Holy Spirit.
Know what else I did today? I went to the quaint town in which I used to work to get my taxes done today. I travel to go see these tax preparers each year, for this is like going to see an old friend. I actually let the VITA people do my taxes for me. I discovered them a few years ago and I love being blessed by them each year. See, if you make under $66,000.00 income the taxes are prepared for free. They are volunteers that spend their time assisting others. Isn't that a great idea. I had a few vials of the anointing oil that flows from a bible with me and I have already distributed 2 of these vials of anointing oil. One went to a ministry; one went to my current boss; and now I felt led today to share with the tax preparer if they heard about this anointing oil that is coming forth from a man's bible. I told them to google search it to read about it. I then felt led to offer the tax preparer if they would like a vial of it that I had one with me. Well they accepted it. Isn't that what life is all about. Freely given to you so you can freely give it to others as Holy Spirit prompts you to give.
Well, I was also on a mission after taxes taken care of today. I stopped in the retail gift shop connected to where the taxes were done and found two pieces of jewelry and purchased them. It is good to bless this resale shop for it is actually a ministry that blesses people in the community. I see beauty in items that maybe someone else does not see. I bought a set a brooch that looks like a lilac type of purple flower with a green stem and it came with a matching pair of earrings for $5.00 and they were made in Thailand. I then also found a brooch that has pearls in it and the way they are set in the setting it looks like it is a small bouquet of flowers but the pearls are actually the flowers, that was only $5.00 also. Not every time I go to have my taxes done do I find anything to purchase there but for some reason today I found a few items. Of course I am not naïve, I prayed over these items so as to not receive any transference of any evil/yucky spirits that may have been with these items. You do not want to bring home with you spirits out there that are not of Jesus and bring them into your home right. Use wisdom when shopping at resale/thrift type of shops. Also speak forth that you cover the items with the shed blood of Jesus to cleanse the items and then speak a blessing upon the items and then wear them with joy in your heart ok.
So hopefully all you married couples out there have a few ideas on how to create a memorable Valentine's Day with your spouse.

This Is Right In Line With What I Experienced @ Church On Sunday 2/10/2019;Lana Vawser: 'Keep Your Hopes Up! Keep Your Faith High! I Am About to Arrive!'

Lana Vawser: 'Keep Your Hopes Up! Keep Your Faith High! I Am About to Arrive!'

Yesteday 2/10/2019 I Had The Pleasure Of Attending 2 Different Church Services. Two Totally Different Experiences.

Normally I work marketplace ministry but I was not scheduled for Sunday. Holy Spirit set up my schedule for the day. He nudged me to go to an early church service and then a later service at another church the same day. Two different worship experiences and two different outcomes in the services. First service I have liberty at this church to play my percussion instruments, including the rain stick. I did and worship is always good/rich at this church. There was a visiting Bishop that ended up speaking and bringing forth fresh manna right from heaven. There was a true move of God and I saw miracles take place with my very eyes. I did see the presence of God in a strong move that day. Then this Bishop fell to his knees at one point and they began to translate what he was saying (there was in interpreter to translate into English for us while he spoke.) The final outcome was he spoke a prayer over us basically releasing his mantle upon us. I am right handed by nature and I felt a heaviness in my right hand. I knew I was receiving impartation right then and there. This was while I was at my seat. There was not a prayer line for him to lay hands upon you. The power of God was ever strong and a fresh wind of God in that church. I received an email that there will be a healing/miracle service mid week with this same Bishop being there. I need to get there and secure a seat up closer than where I was seated the other day. I was always taught that it is best to sit close to the front in church for there are less distractions (meaning people getting up and moving around in church type of distractions) and to be closer to the tangible anointing as the word is coming forth from the preacher.
Next service experience was a bit of a challenge for me. I purposely took no percussion instruments with me that day and it was a true struggle to worship without instruments. I know a portion of my calling is to worship Jesus and He uses me via percussion instruments. Well, a week prior I was at the church and I started to follow Holy Spirit nudge to use my rain stick. No sooner then when I started I was taped on the shoulder by a security person (how did I know that they had a security tee shirt on) in a very gentle/loving tone I was told I could not worship with the rain stick for it was distracting to others. I know how church politics works I have been at this for a few years now so I knew to oblige and I put the rain stick down. I believe in following church order especially when visiting a church. I am a bit perplexed though for the following Sunday one of the lead pastors came and hugged me and thanked me for worshipping with them. Oddly,enough the very Sunday I was asked to not worship with the rain stick the lead pastor preached on praising God.
Maybe this was a lesson in humility or obedience. I do not know I just know that when I was asked to do that I felt led to sit down and write in my journal. Holy Spirit met me right there and shared words with me as others around me were worshipping. So back to the recent experience at hand I struggled with worship without instruments but I still worshipped Jesus. See, I know the anointing and how it works with me that is and it was a struggle and did not flow like it usually does.
Two different worship experiences and two different outcomes in the church service. One miracles were flowing freely and the other there was miracles for I see people responding to an altar call for salvation as the greatest miracle of all time. My friend reminded me recently that the sound that comes forth from the rain stick is not an abrasive sound likened to a symbol being clanged and a loud noise comes forth it is a gentle sound of rain. The last few days I keep seeing this that maybe I should gather worshippers and meet together (not a church planting or anything like that for I am not called to be a pastor but a worshipper I am.) and have freedom to worship Jesus. Freedom with banners, flags, instruments, dance. Expressions of worship maybe even prophetic artistry also. I would not even begin to know how to bring something like this forth. I just know this I need to find a church in which the word of God is preached and not a watered down version of the Gospel but truth about heaven and hell. I need to have freedom in worship. Altar calls for salvation along with active deliverance ministry. This is not the "runaway train" speaking now but a heart that feels maybe my season is up in this region I reside in and the wind of Holy Spirit just may take me elsewhere. I move with the wind of God and His direction and I would pick up camp in a heartbeat and go. I saw a church sign once that read "Where God guides God provides." He has and He will continue to do so in my very life. I was reading tonight "Everyone's Guide to Angels" and I read an excerpt by Katie Souza. I heard her preach on this before and I followed through with Holy Spirit direction. I did this right in the exercise room, yes I did. I called upon the spy angels to get me in the right direction to get me to the promised land for my very life.
One more important thing that happened to me yesterday while I was driving into work. I told you how I felt a heaviness come into my right hand on Sunday when the Bishop was praying over us for us to have his mantle. Today I felt heat in my right elbow. Very interesting, I am right handed by nature so when I write it is my right hand that is the dominant one and when I pray for someone, meaning the laying on of hands it would be my right hand. Let's see what happens.
Please note that both experiences were what I experienced. So you may experience two totally different experiences. Know that the one church does extend love and they are very attentive to making sure you get to and from the church to your car safely. They forever ask me if I need a ride to my car and there is true sincerity in their parking lot ministers. You cannot fake that, there is an anointing for that very ministry.