I Am Thankful For Friends & That My Father Is In Heaven Because I Was Recently Reminded Of How Cruel He Could Be @ Times.

I know this is not a candy sweet type of title for this glorious Thanksgiving Day, but it was reality in my life. My parents were divorced when I was 5 years old, and it really was for the best of all of us. My father could be cruel in one moment and lovely in the next minute go figure that one out. My mother worked very hard basically to support 4 children and give us lovely things as we were growing up. I often think that I get my gift of clothing style from her. I recall how she could shop for outfits for me when we were children and bring them home and they were stylish and in fashion too. She has that flair for dressing, she really does. I am convinced that my mother sacrificed things in her very life to bless us 4 children first before her wants and desires were even fulfilled. That is love in action, that truly is. Doesn't the bible say we will have longevity of life when we honor our parents? Well, she is 93 years old, and I did see her in action honor her parents. The bible does not lie so if your parents are alive today then call them and thank them for their love and support. In all honesty I can be thankful for even my father.

He would have spurts of genuine love and his love language would be gifts of money in one form or the other to bestow upon us as gifts. When I worked for him at one point in my life he blessed my husband, me and our children with a very generous bonus given when a piece of property was sold that I used to lease suites in that building for his company. He also paid for the entire upstairs of our master brick bungalow home to be converted from an attic to a master bedroom suite with 1/2 bath. There was not the space or plumbing lines to make it a full bathroom. I did have bookcases built in and a sitting area by the window when I read books. That very bedroom was a refuge set apart from the rest of the house and the very room where an angel visited me. I was in bed, and it was like the twilight type of zone in sleeping and I could see this angel standing right by me as I slept on the right side of the bed. It was like I was seeing through a misty type of vision. I recall seeing this angel with large and beautiful milky white colored wings by their side right up against the side of my bed. I then heard it sounded like a large number of birds flying together flying away. I often wondered if they were the sound of angels flying. I was a Catholic woman at the time beginning in the awakening of my very life walk experiencing Holy Spirit and supernatural adventures. The only thing was the Catholic church really did not know how to guide me on this journey.

Oh, there were glimpses here and there on their behalf to help me. Like the times they sent me to spiritual directors that were priests that I could share my experiences with in telling them my happenings going on. Some of the greatest advice ever given to me was when 1 priest suggested me starting to read my Catholic St. Joseph version bible that I had at the time one chapter a day and starting with the New Testament. I truly did get to know Jesus through reading the scriptures daily. I remember him saying to me that I will want to read more than a chapter a day but stick with the 1 chapter a day. Now back to my testimony ok.

For whatever reason I was reminded of this the other day and once it flashed before me, I dealt with closing the doors opened to trauma from back then. I was reminded how I loved my Little Kiddle dolls and the cabin they came with as a child. That gift came with a price tag so to speak. My sister and I were young, and we needed to get our tonsils and adenoids removed so we were both scheduled on the same day in the hospital for this surgery to take place. We were even in the same hospital room together. Just prior to this taking place our father scared us with cruel words spoken to us how the osteopath doctor we went to who took good care of us was not a real doctor and he was a veterinarian that operated on cats and dogs. I know that was cruel to say to your daughters before going into the hospital a few days prior about to have surgery. Those words scared me, and I did not want to go into that operating room to have this simple/routine type of surgery done that day. So much so that I asked if my 2 years younger in age sister could go first. I think inside of me I wanted to see if she came out ok before I went in the operating room. Everything turned out just fine and I loved the gift my mother gave me as I went back to the room after surgery, the Little Kiddle dolls and Kabin too for them.

I came across a miniature version of that very Kabin online and ordered it because I choose to see the joy I received from that very operation and not dwell on the negative. It will be the size of a thimble, but you can actually open up the Kabin like I used to do many, many years ago when playing with my Little Kiddle dolls. How did this online search begin ... I was gifted a few years ago by a dear friend of mine that knew I liked and had a Chatty Cathy doll when I was a child. They sent me an ornament version of her. It operated on 3 certain type batteries because there was a string you pulled on the back that released 11 different phrases Chatty Cathy used to say when I had her as a doll. Well, I had to replace the batteries once and then I stumbled upon her recently and I was in search of replacement batteries to revive her again. Found out there was some corrosion from the batteries, and they tried to clean it out but even with that new batteries just could not get her to work again. I was searching to buy another one but never really found one I liked. Somehow the idea of Little Kiddle's popped into my mind and the search was on. In those moments after searching is when I was reminded of the cruel words my father spoke to us and I had to close those doors to trauma that I am sure came in with the very words spoken.

I often say it truly is a miracle that I turned out normal and not scarred with the events of life. I suppose it is because I choose to see the good and lovely but still fight for injustices to be made right. I have this fight for right sort of speaking inside of me to take up the cause for underdogs and see them win and no longer be an underdog anymore. Maybe that is inside of me because at 1 time or another I was there as the underdog that came forth and shined with the love of Jesus bursting forth from inside of me. I tend to be the champion for the worlds view of the unlovely. I wonder why that is. I know I tend to be the voice at times of those that may be thinking the same thing but not bold enough to question when something is not right. Follow your gut instinct because the very words spoken to question something that is not right or sounds to be out of balance need to be voiced. Your very words calling something out may just be the 1 voice speaking for many voices. I have found out that when I step forth in this capacity others then come along and tell me they were thinking the very same thoughts. Speaking forth and questioning brings forth truth and change. Do not be a coward but maybe try being the voice for the voiceless because your very line of questioning just may be the words spoken to bring forth change that benefits even the voiceless that lives amongst you. I know this works because I recently experienced it in a conversation with a supervisor. I questioned something in a respectful manner only to find out that a few co-workers thought the same thing. Guess what? That led to a meeting and change took place as the result. This supervisor spoke to me with a derogative comment made directly to me in which the co-workers also heard spoke to me. I responded with a comment stating back what they said to me along with the words I should report you for that was unprofessional for a supervisor to speak that way. I did not report them. Isn't it funny how things come back around. A few days later our performance evaluations were distributed, and I received a very good evaluation but ... there were typos, and I did not want to sign off on something with these typos. I asked if they could be corrected, and I stated specifically where they were located. See, this had to stop the process in order to be corrected. Apparently, they had to go back to another person explaining the words had to be changed. I thought it was just correcting the copy and then I sign off on it. So, they had to somehow explain to someone else there were misspelled words, etc. that needed to be corrected. It was corrected except for 1 word and at that point I did not want to hold up the process anymore to correct the word, so I signed off on it. I explained to my supervisor that the one word was not corrected but I signed off on it anyway to not hold it up the process. I did have a conversation in which I shared to not feel bad because I had a prior supervisor that misspelled an evaluation before I would sign that too and they had more errors and I further explained how I was married to an attorney, and I learned to read documents before I signed them with my signature.

Maybe I should have been a proofreader in my life because for whatever reason I find typo errors. In a new book I started reading sure enough I find a typo on one of the first pages. I think Whitaker House is the publishing company. Do they not have proofreaders/editors that catch these mistakes? That baffles me, that really does.

If I never moved to TN, I would have never met a few friends I met when we worked together. They are really good Friends. Just because I said yes to a door that opened up for me to come to TN opened by Holy Spirit. I chose to walk through that very door even though I knew not a single soul that lived in this state. I have been invited to one of my friends' homes today for Thanksgiving dinner. I was extended an invite to a family dinner about 3-4 hours' drive away but thanked them for the lovely invite, but I was working the next day so had to stay local. I planned on ordering a single dinner at Cracker Barrel and bringing it home to enjoy. My friend invited me to their family dinner but that is so unlike my personality. I was about to explain that I was going to go to Cracker Barrel, and they interrupted me that they were planning on me coming and their one child was excited that I was coming to join them for dinner. How could you refuse an offer like that, people want you to be with them on a holiday. I graciously accepted. They know I like to bake cheesecakes, so I volunteered to bake one. I selected the Philly Cream Cheese recipe for SunSational cheesecake. You must like lemons to enjoy this. Lemon juice and lemon rind are in the cheesecake. Then you make a lemon glaze/pudding texture to cover over the top of the cheesecake and then garnish it with thinly sliced wedges of lemon and lime and a sprig of mint. I made it and it is ready to go but I have to add a few lime wedges to accompany the lemon wedge garnish. I also had some Croatian cevapcici in my freezer and I will air fry them as an appetizer along with my homemade horseradish sauce. I found out at Sprouts Market that you can ask them to cut a horseradish root if it is too big in size for what you need. They did and it was so much easier to grate the straight portion of horseradish then trying to tackle grating the bulbus portion of fresh horseradish. I grated it then add to it white wine vinegar, a dash of sugar, a little mayonnaise and sour cream and that is it. I made enough for not just the sausages but to also have with turkey too. It really is yummy, but you have to like horseradish to enjoy this. It is also good with ham too. 

I will be bringing a hostess gift to them too. So, all in all, I truly am grateful for many things in my life but most of all is that I am born again and will see my father in heaven one day. I led him to Jesus 3 weeks before he died. He is in heaven because I saw him confess Jesus with his lips and ask Jesus' forgiveness of his sins. What glorious days we will find just ahead of us. Truly thankful, truly thankful from this thankful heart filled with the love of Jesus.

One more thing to be grateful for. When my 93-year-old mother found out I was staying in TN for Thanksgiving she sent me a lovely Thanksgiving prayer card in the mail with some cash to go and buy that Cracker Barrel dinner. I updated her on my Thanksgiving plans and asked if it was ok to put that money towards what I was making to bring to the dinner. That was perfectly fine with her.

Does the cheesecake look ok? Uh oh, my center garnish is a little off balance, I don't know why I tend to do that, lets strike it up to my creative perspective and laugh at it too.

Here is the little hostess gift I am bringing today. I included one of my favorite brands of seeds to plant. A little something to add to their herb garden.

President Trump Looks Like The Polls Show The People Want You Back On Twitter, Are You Going To?

I found this fascinating. Apparently, a poll was taken by the new owner of Twitter and the people spoke. They want President Trump to be reinstated on Twitter. Are you going to? That is a miracle in itself that this is manifesting. Pray about it and who knows the outcome but God.

I Purchased Yesterday 11/19/2022 A 24 Count Perrier Peach Flavored Water Package. I Put Them In My Trunk Then Offered One To 3 Elderly People Out & About Shopping In The Mount Juliet Area. Creative Way To Spread Blessings Do You Agree?

I was in the Mount Juliet area yesterday doing some shopping/errands. I purchased a 24 pack of the flavored bottled waters for 10.68. That was a great price for Perrier for the number of bottles in the package. I did notice that these used to be priced @ 10.00 not 10.68 the last time I purchased this type of package before. I inquired of the expiration date of them because I would probably not be able to consume that many in a short period of time. We could not find the best by date, and I told them it is usually on the bottle somewhere, but we did not open the package up. One clerk assured me they just got them in and would be good for a few months. I purchased them. I get to my car and open the package to take one out for me to drink in the car. There is an elderly couple next to me getting into their vehicle and I felt prompted to see if they would each like one as a refreshing from shopping. They each said yes and 2 were now given away as a blessing. I then get into my car and look at the best by date which expires in 2 weeks. I go back into the store and speak with the manager about me being told they were good for a couple of months because the one clerk told me they just got them in the store. I come to find out that clerk only works 1 day a week, and she gave me not so correct info. The manager said it was close to the best by date listed she would give me a credit of half off price because this is what this particular store does if within a certain time frame of the posted date. I was happy and I have had some of the Perrier flavored bottles of water past their best by date and they still have that lovely bubbly carbonation when you open it up and the peach flavor is yummy in this batch I just purchased. I went to another store and then felt led to go to Publix. Are you listening to the words used "felt led"?

I needed to pick up a few items and as I am heading into the store from my parked car, I noticed an elderly gentleman parked next to me placing his groceries in his car. I asked him if he would like a bottled water and showed him one from my trunk. I said it is Perrier it is a good quality water, you know Perrier. I did tell him to drink it before the best by date. He accepted one and told me thanks and said it was not even Christmas yet (insinuating a gift given and not even Christmas yet and to get a gift). We can all bless someone in all sorts of venues right. It does not just have to be grandiose ways but in the simple ways of your daily life. Let Holy Spirit lead you and watch what He can do to bless others. I was drawn to elderly people yesterday to bring them a bit of refreshing in the form of a simple bottle of water in which they gladly accepted. How much more can we bless elderly folks. Find a way to bless someone elderly either around you today or out and about amongst your day. Oh, I purchased a few 2.00 bills yesterday from the bank, I wonder who will be getting those little blessings? Find the hidden treasures in your day today and do not just hoard them to yourself but share them with others ok. You know I am not some sort of rich tycoon right. I share what I have with others even when my checking account balance may not be so fat with finances. I learn to live with the nudges of Holy Spirit prompting me to bless others.

When I arrived home last evening and picked up my mail a new book I recently purchased was delivered. "The Miracle of the Oil Receive the Power of God's Anointing" by Joshua Mills. I do believe there is an actual recipe inside the book to create biblical reference anointing oil. Oh, if you should need a special treat to serve at your Thanksgiving meal to put out as an appetizer, I stumbled upon this yesterday @ Publix. Purchase the Boar's Head brand of Horseradish Bacon Cheddar Spread. You have to like horseradish to enjoy this. I think I am going to make a scrambled egg this morning with fresh spinach, mushrooms, broccoli & sweet onion I have and put a little bit of this spread right in the scrambled egg as it is cooking. Do you think the white cheddar that is in this spread will melt into the egg while it cooks? Curious to find out if it will.

The horseradish spread melted just lovely when making the scrambled egg. I also blessed Israel yesterday indirectly, would you like to know how I did? See, there are times when I want to bless Israel, so I seek out products made in Israel, and I purchase one. It is made in Israel, so I guess the company gets blessed when you purchase their product. Yesterday I found a bottle of Lavender reviving & calming Body Oil by The Dead Sea Collection. I check and verify on the label to see that it states it is made in Israel. I use other products in this line and never found a body oil until yesterday. You have to like the scent of lavender in order to enjoy this. The ingredients listed are basically a variety of different oils blended together. One of the oils is olive oil and the very last ingredient is fragrance of lavender. I found this beauty buy at Tuesday Morning and it only sells for 4.99. I do recommend this brand of products since I use a variety of them. Make sure to read the label carefully to make sure it states made in Israel though.

Click On The Link To View "Miracle Hymn" Video Of James W. Goll Singing. Beautiful Simply Beautiful

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While You All Were Sleeping, I Was Up @ 3:00AM Today 11/15/2022. Brief Dream As Follow Up To Flames Of Fire Dream.

Yes, that is correct. I had a brief image shown to me in a dream in which I woke up for the new day dawning today. The image I saw was a firetruck rushing to a fire with sirens in motion heading to the fire. That was it but it pertains to the 3 flames of fire dream I had the other day. This is showing me the urgency in regard to the flames of fire with the focal flame pulsating with motion. Oh my, whatever is to take place is something that should not be put off or placed on a back burner so to speak. The timing is right now for the flames of fire of one's heart to come forth and let freedom reign. I am hearing the song now, "Freedom Reigns In This Place".

I am now awake, and the day starts for me. I am working on a project. Creativity in my life benefits me greatly. I wanted a new makeup vanity set but did not find one in my diligent search at the right price point also. I found a chair a few weeks ago and purchased it to upgrade the current chair I was using at my vanity makeup table. I then notice the top of the table was wearing a bit, so I had the first thought. Either paint over it or then I began to search for alternatives, wallpaper. No, that was not worth paying 44.00 to cut and cover the top of the table. Next thought, Oh Dollar Tree Carries Contact paper. I found a design I liked and purchased it. First part of this creative project, cover the top with the Contact paper. Task done. Next step was I already had a forged hammered (paint & primer in one) texture antique pewter can of spray paint and in search of another can for part 2 of this project. Found it and my task was to spray paint the brownish colored chair with this color. Task completed and guess what happened during the end of this particular task? The can I already had; the spray nozzle was covered so I had to clear the sprayer to then be allowed to finish up what was in the spray can. This is not your typical can of spray paint, it is the kind with a spray handle built in it. Easier to use this style by Rust-oleum. I cleared the spray nozzle and it started to work so I thought I would clear it again and while doing so I must have accidently released the handle and next thing I know it released the spray facing my face. I was shocked at what just happened, but it only got on my glasses, and I thought some may have gotten in my left eye, so I immediately stopped. I went to the sink and flushed my eyes with water and then eventually soap and water again. I then had to find a way to remove the forged hammered texture spray paint from my lenses and a little on the frames too. Oh, Holy Spirit is so clever, Goo Gone was the trick, it removed it after a few attempts then I cleaned the lenses with Dawn gentle dishwashing detergent. I had an appointment and after the appointment I went to the eye doctor to get my glasses adjusted and I asked the gentleman if he thought I needed to see my eye doctor. He told me my eyes were not even red and if I had got some of the spray paint in my eye, I would know it with burning and irritating sensation. I ended up being ok.

So, I am not up for the day, and I decide to finish the inside of the vanity table drawer with contact paper to coordinate with the top. I then begin to dream out loud again, a complimentary soft color to paint the white table, mirror and drawer with. I was going to replace the drawer handle but discovered when unscrewing the back of the handle it would not release and come off so I will guess the handle is just fine to keep with this project. Also found my Chatty Cathy ornament a dear friend sent to me years ago. She knew I loved my Chatty Cathy doll as a child and sent me this ornament. There is a small string on the back and when you pull the string it releases actual verses Chatty Cathy used to say. I need to get replacement batteries for her. I lead an exciting life, don't I? I really do, oh, I also put felt pads (purchased a variety set at Dollar Tree) on the bottoms of the 4 legs of the chair. I noticed a section or two of the chair in which I need to touch up a bit more.

If you want really good homemade rhubarb jam, go to the Feed Mill in Nolensville to purchase this (Mrs. Miller's) Amish made product. They carry a variety of Amish goods. a little pricier than what I would pay for them if I were in Ohio but oh well. Sometimes you have to spend some money to take you back to your Ohio roots transplanted in Tennessee.

Freedom Reigns - Come Away // Jesus Culture feat Kim-Walker Smith - Jesus Culture Music

Don't Be A Smarty Pants Like I Was This Morning 11/13/2022, When Holy Spirit Tells Me A Scripture Confirmation For A Dream & I Say No That Can't Be There Are Not 9 Chapters In 1 John.

That really happened this morning. I received a dream on 11/11/22 and I had a day to process the dream with Holy Spirit giving me details on this dream I will share with you. I am accustomed to seeking Holy Spirit for scripture confirmation when He gives me a dream from Him that is. I knew to write about the dream but not until I receive scripture confirmation then I am released to share. So, early this morning I ask Holy Spirit to give me scripture confirmation. I hear Him say 1John 9. I then responded no that cannot be because I know there are not 9 chapters in 1John. I then press Him for another scripture, I hear a book in Revelation and read that chapter. It was not it, so I get this ah hah moment to go back to 1John and read each chapters verse 9, bingo that's the ticket. So, do not be a smarty pants know it all when dealing with Holy Spirit because He knows all.

Let's start this sharing with the verse 9's of all 5 chapters of 1John if we may.

1:9 "If we confess our sins, he is faithful and just to forgive us our sins, and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness."

2:9 "He that saith he is in the light, and hateth his brother, is in darkness even until now."

3:9 "Whosoever is born of God doth not commit sin; for his seed remaineth in him: and he cannot sin, because he is born of God."

4:9 "In this was manifested the love of God toward us, because that God sent his only begotten Son into the world, that we might live through him."

5:9 "If we receive the witness of men, the witness of God is greater: for this is the witness of God which he hath testified of his Son."

Now on to the dream I had the morning of 11/11/2022:

This is a crude drawing of what I saw in the night sky. I was outdoors and it was dark meaning nighttime. The sky was dark in color like you would see when there are no stars in the sky at night. Almost like the background was pitch black in color. What I saw was moving in a pulsating motion in the sky contained within a circle, but all 3 flames of fire were connected. The main flame of fire was up front and the other 2 flames of fire were slightly behind the main flame but connected to each other. There was no fire color in each flame of red or anything like that it was almost as if they were neutral in color fashion if that makes sense. The front flame was as if it was pulsating, actively having motion with a white outline around it. I was stirred up with urgency to share this with oddly enough the person the day before that I was thanking God for a release from them. With urgency in my voice, I kept calling the first name of a well-known, respected male prophet several times to come and see this in the sky before it would stop pulsating. The 2 flames behind it did not move and in the dream, I thought it was urgent for this prophet to see the main flame in motion before it ended & possibly the other 2 flames would begin to have motion. The 3 flames were not separated but intertwined together like I drew in the picture. I do not know the final results because the scene switched suddenly & it was as if I was watching a full movie clip in which I saw a quick flash of seeing the prophet behind a pulpit. The dream concluded. In the movie clip the prophet looked younger in age like years prior to now. Quite honestly, I was not too happy about this dream & pushed it aside @ the moment because the very person I was thanking God for a disconnect then appears in my dream the next morning. I then during the course of the day inquire of Holy Spirit if the dream was from Him or not & He responded it was from Him & that is how I am writing about it on 11/12/2022 comes to be. Holy Spirit embedded this pulsating flame image inside of me because it was most important seeing this in the sky. I would say just as important as the time when the floorboards in the room I was in were pulled back for me to hear the tormenting screams of people in hell. This sky vision marked my day & life when I saw it.

Even In The Midst Of Plants Going Dormant In The Fall, I Receive Blossoms On My Patio - Imagine That!!!

It is now 11/10/2022 and I have already cut back some of my plants on my patio to prepare for the Winter months. I cut back the other day the Hosta plant and today I find blossoms bursting forth. I even have a carnation blossom too. My chives, parsley and dill are still growing too. I do not cut them back in the Fall because they go dormant and die back on their own, no need to cut them back.

My mother also just painted her latest in her growing collection. This one is a Fall painting. How appropriate to compare different things happening in the Fall.

My mother's latest painting in her growing collection:

Woke Up Early, Holy Spirit Guides Me To Read Ezekiel 2, Then Directs Me To Find A Journal Entry From 3/10/1996 In Which He Showed Me A Scroll In A Vision That Day.

I love how Holy Spirit works in my life; I truly do. I wake up today 11/10/2022 and He directs me to get one of my bibles which is beside me on the bed and He has me while the bible is closed to let Him guide me as to which page to open the bible to. Not always does it happen like this to me. There are times when I specifically hear Him tell me which scripture book/chapter/verse to read. When that happens the majority of the time, I end up reading the entire chapter and sometimes surrounding chapters in that book to. Today I open the King James version of the bible and Ezekiel 2 becomes highlighted to me. That is how I know to read that chapter; I just know when He directs me. No bells, whistles anything like that it is the knower inside of me that guides me through Holy Spirit leading. You must know I am not a bible scholar so there are times I think I might be reading a certain scripture and find out it is not that one as I read on. As I am reading today, I am thinking inside of me oh this must be the scripture where they take the scroll and eat it but as I read on it is not that one. I know there is a scripture that talks about eating the scroll and it tasted like honey. Not today though. Ezekiel 2:9-10 states "And when I looked, behold, an hand was sent unto me; and, lo, a roll of a book was therin; And he spread it before me; and it was written within and without: and there was written therin lamentations, and mourning, and woe."

In that moment I knew to search through a couple of journals of mine for the day Holy Spirit showed me a scroll while I was exercising on a stair stepper and shown a vision right then and there. Wasn't in the 1st journal I looked through. 2nd journal not in that one either but there was purpose in opening that journal today. I presented at a Methodist youth retreat years ago and I had a new journal, and I asked all the kids and adults in attendance at that retreat to place their name and age in that journal. I shared with them that I would pray for them when I would be in that particular journal. I placed my hands upon that page over all their names listed and prayed for them. That was 26 years ago those names were placed into the journal. Some of those teenagers back then are now 40 years old. The prayers of a righteous man availeth much. I think that is how that scripture verse goes. It was in the 3rd journal in which I found the very writing I entered what I am about to share with you the scroll I was shown in a vision that very day. I wrote this entry 3/10/1996. At this point in my life, I was still a Catholic in which Holy Spirit was doing mighty works in my life. Yes, Catholics can be used by God; pray in tongues and receive visions. How do I know, I was experiencing these very experiences. Too bad the Catholic church did not know how to incorporate these happenings in a person's life into their church. I shared that so you have a bit of background knowledge of where I was in my life when the visions began in my life. I was not a theologian, bible student in bible school, pastor, preacher, deacon, none of that. I was a woman that panted after Jesus and said yes Jesus use me. I give you my life, body soul and spirit I give you my everything. I prayed that daily to Him.

This is what happened that very day. Hope you know how to read cursive because I wrote in my journals the majority of the time and not printed. Another thing I noticed is I would write almost in the form of a letter, and I would sign my name along with a closing. Like when writing a letter, you may sign it Sincerely then your name. In this particular entry I signed it "Forever Resting In Your Grace." Sometimes I would sign my proper full first middle name, other times just my proper full first name and even sometimes I would sign it with the shorter version of my first name. Isn't that interesting. On this particular day I signed My full first and middle name. This is taken right from my journal ... How interesting is this, I just received a Holy Spirit ah hah moment. I signed with my middle name that day and guess what? My middle name means grace how cool is that. I probably had no clue back then of the meaning of my middle name. See, God is ever speaking to His children still this very day. Listen and He just might speak to your heart today too.

I Recently Viewed All 14 New Episodes Of "Seeking Insight With James & Rachel." These Are My All-Time Favorite Episodes, 13 & 14.

Last week I viewed all 14 episodes of season 1 of seeking insight with James Goll & Rachel Tucker. They were all good, but you know, sometimes there are things that really strike a chord in your heart. These 2 are that. Both episodes are with Mahesh Chavda as their guest. Glean, glean and glean some more ok.

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"Soaring with the Eagles – S1 Ep13"

"Come up higher into another realm in the prophetic. Join us for, “Soaring with the Eagles” Seeking INSIGHT with James & Rachel, Season 1 Episode 13."

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"Prayer Changes Everything – S1 Ep14"

"What do you want changed in your life? Join us for, “Prayer Changes Everything” Seeking INSIGHT with James & Rachel, Season 1 Episode 14."

I Am Not Ashamed To Correct An Error, I Am Doing It Today 11/5/2022

So, the other day I shared about the word MUST. With further searching I was incorrect. I stated you must confess with your mouth the name of Jesus to be save. The scripture verse states, "IF you confess with your mouth Jesus is Lord and believe in your heart that God raised Him from the dead you will be saved." Romans 10:9. I was in error technically because I stated you MUST do this. I, inside of me see the urgency that one must do this in their lives because that is the evangelist popping out from inside of me seeing the importance of this. In reality and scripture wise the word is IF because we have to take into consideration free will in which each of us is given. God cannot force one or anyone else for that matter to pray a sinner's prayer. This is a heart issue, and I am warning you in advance that there are only 2 main choices in life that matter, eternal life forever living in either heaven or hell. There is no limbo or purgatory either. Search out the word of God and you will see for yourself.

I remember being the Catholic woman that got born again and even while reading my Catholic bible Holy Spirit highlighted this truth to me while reading scripture, I was beside myself like I had this secret and whom do I share it with in a safe setting too. I got the idea of going to confession with my little Catholic bible in hand. Back then I chose to go face-to-face confession with Father Steve in Vermilion, Ohio. I thought because of the years of training in the Catholic ways I was safe sharing this insight within the walls of the confessional and priests cannot tell others what was confessed in the confessional. I shared and showed him the scripture verse too. I even said to him that I have concern because purgatory was a major doctrine of the Catholic church. It was not much longer after that experience I began to attend the Pentecostal, non -denominational church where I learned about the bible and evangelism too.

See, God has a plan in all of this, He really does. I am not opposed to stating I am wrong for all the world to read when I am wrong. This is humbling to be able to say I was wrong and move on. So, with further research I found out Jesus used the word MUST in scripture 29 times from the search results. Those are the things I would pay attention to when Jesus tells you that you must do something. 

Governor Bill Lee Of TN Do You Really Think TN Residents Are Concerned About Children Frolicking In Fall Leaves Over Talking About Reducing Crime, Dealing With Illegals & Allowing The Taxpaers To Fund Paying Off Student Loans Others Feel They Deserve Re-Imbursement For?

I recently heard the new campaign ad for Governor Lee on the radio and actually saw the television commercial too. It is lovely that you have family values and you had choices where to send your children for education, but I think we have bigger problems out there that need to be addressed over playing in the leaves. What about parents that are receiving the news their child was shot or even killed by someone who was operating in violence. This is going on in TN and you in my opinion should be presenting your plan of action in ads how you are and will be combating that for us in TN. I do not even hear a peep from you about taking the illegals that crossed our border illegally and moving them out of state to a sanctuary city or state for that matter. This is becoming a big problem in TN too. Are you able to somehow stop these kids out there from getting student loan forgiveness that reside in TN. I know President Biden is all about this but really, do we have to pay for their student loans. As a governor can you somehow block this from taking effect in TN and further burdening taxpayers?

I had a conversation recently with someone in their 20's that feels they are owed it to them. At one-point this person said I had a privileged life, and they did not. I quickly stopped that thought from going any further. My mother worked straight commission jobs (personnel agency first then in real estate and received honored designations after her name for further education in the industry too). She chose to work very hard to put food on the table, pay bills and put nice clothes on our backs so to speak (she has a great sense of taste when it comes to clothing and style too). She sacrificed to send 4 of us to Catholic grade school and Catholic high school. My sister and I went on to Jesuit University. I worked a college work study job while attending school and worked full time for the county on summer breaks. Privilege, I think not. My father died with an estate valued at 1.98 million dollars and we had to fight via contesting his will (in which the will stated if anyone contests the will, they will lose the portion coming to them in the will). No big loss for us remaining children (well the eldest brother died the previous year and that was not even changed in his will) that were listed to receive 10,000.00 each. Privilege?

 My former husband attended an exclusive university for undergraduate studies. Then law school at another university attending evenings while we were married and not only worked fulltime during the day but would work a part time job on some weekends in which he worked this job while going to school when he was younger. He passed the bar exam the very first time he took the test too. This is an intelligent man I was married to. I did not see the government stepping in to forgive his student loans, no, we paid them back what was owed to them. My children had a few loans when they attended college, but my former husband would pay them off, so they had a fresh start when they graduated from college. I didn't see the government offer to pay their loans. If one group of people are being selected for paying off student loan debt, then we need to grandfather in those that paid their debts when it comes to student loans. What's good for the goose is good for the gander so to speak.

What bothered me the most about our conversation was the sense of entitlement. This is a person that in my opinion is successful workwise and with attaining good grades in school and graduating in high standard. They shared with me they have the full amount of money owed for loans in the bank collecting interest instead of paying back the loans that the money was set aside for in the event they had to pay it back someday. How in the world is that ethical. To have the money but choose to not pay the loan back that you chose to take out for education? Another thing, they sense they have already paid back more than the student loan owed by paying taxes and being taxed on school revenue and they don't plan on having children to even use the school systems they have paid into. Oh, another thing in their argument deals with social security tax they pay. They say they will never see social security in their years so why do they have to pay for something they will never see. They feel that is an even exchange of what they pay into that should make it right for them to be forgiven their student loan portion.

That generation thinks like things are owed to them. Even though they may work hard in some instances they feel a sense of entitlement. I just do not understand this concept of thinking.

Was Capturing On Paper The Dream I Shared With You The Other Day Today 11/2/2022 Around 4:45AM. 2 Scents/Aromas Fill The Room. Must Replaced By Apples. Sent Me On A Word Search For Meanings.

I was just starting to write in one of my dream journals about the dream I had on 10/31/2022. No sooner did I start to write and the scent of must (musty) I begin to smell then quickly replaced by the scent of sweet apples. I finished writing down the details of the dream then referenced the aroma meanings chart/book. I found an explanation for apples, but none is on the list for must or musty. I searched for a definition of the word musty, and it brought forth a negative description for that word. At that point I was guessing that the sweet smell of apples cancelled out the musty scent.

Not so fast to jump to that conclusion like I did because I then went on a further word search in scripture. Since the one explanation about apples was backed up by Song of Solomon 7, I thought maybe musty is referenced in the scriptures too. I found something rather interesting that caught my attention in the search. I think it was highlighted something like this "Musty Bible." One might think at first it is referencing a bible sitting on a table that is old and musty and may be rarely used. You know, like a coffee table sort of book. Quite the contrary as I read on. It spoke of short words that are used in the bible, take off the "y" and you get MUST. I do believe we are spoken to in the bible of things we MUST do as guidance in our lives.

All along I was thinking musty was a negative word but if you take it a bit like a slang word so to speak musty can reference things one must do. I found that rather captivating when the light was turned on inside of me. What do you think. Now, all of you bible scholars out there maybe preach on all the things one must do to live a godly life. What about one must confess with their mouth that Jesus Christ is Lord to get born again. Something to ponder on.

So, after that I made breakfast and I knew to add fresh chopped broccoli to my scrambled brown egg, along with caraway seeds, cayenne pepper, onions and some white American cheese. I specifically heard Holy Spirit say to me to not eat a piece of sourdough toast but to slice from the freezer a slice of the challah bread I made. He told me to get to my Jewish roots and celebrate them. I did and it was a lovely breakfast. So, I am hearing broccoli and inside of me I begin to sing a song about broccoli and its importance. Imagine that a creative song about broccoli. Doesn't Holy Spirit always seem to amaze you, He surely does for me.