Let Me Take You Into My Private World Of Fragrance Ok. Brace Yourself For There Is A Lot. My Favorite Fragrance To Wear Is The Fragrance Of God What Is Yours?

I was shown writing about this subject weeks ago but did not feel the release to write until today 8/31/2019. Do you know this about me? I pray about not only what to wear and buy but also what fragrance I actually wear for the day, daily that is. Along with what colors of makeup to wear that day also. I am so amazed at times when Holy Spirit shows me something so simple as color combinations of eye shadows. Yep that is correct. Sometimes I would never think of a color combination but He knows best for He is always with me. Sometimes when I look in the mirror at the finished product I actually compliment Him how creative He is. Do you seek Holy Spirit on a daily basis, you should for He longs to be your intimate friend and advisor.
Sure He advises me on the big things in my life but a true friend is with you always. You are never alone for He is with you always if you choose to allow Him to be. See there I a deeper story within this story. Yes I flow with Holy Spirit direction on things like this but it truly matters not the fragrance I wear for the day. What matters is the fragrance of God flowing in my life. That is the highest  and most honored fragrance I wear and nothing in this world could ever replace that. You could create for me the most personalized fragrance line in the entire world but it would not matter one iota to me if I did not have the fragrance of God in my life.
He is my everything, He truly is. As I write this right now tears well up in my eyes for He loves me and there is no one that could ever love me the way and capacity of this manner. I know deep inside my heart that He is there with me and He loves me. Yes, there are those that love me in the natural but is there one that loves me in this capacity. If I search the world over I can guarantee you there would be none that loves me in this full capacity. There is not one I know of that chose to send His only son and His son said yes to doing this. Coming to earth as a baby born of a virgin mother and then choosing to die on a rugged cross and take on the sins of the world to save me. Save me, yes that is correct and you also if you allow Him to. Love is grand and warm and fuzzy and all that stuff but this is a deep love that no one can penetrate other than the Father's love for His daughter. That is what I am most thankful for in my life. I chose to go with Jesus and commit my life to Him.
I am a worshiper and not because someone forces me to be that. He woos me to the altar and it is through a thankful heart compelled with gratitude and love for my Savior. One day I will see Him in heaven for all eternity and I am most thankful that  He saved me from the jaws of hell, a place you do not want to live in for all eternity.
Invite Him into your heart and ask Him to forgive your sins and He will cleanse you with the precious blood that He shed on the cross when He gave up His life for you to have your life. I cannot force you to do this act for it must be done with a contrite and sincere heart ready to invite Jesus into your heart. Remember, we are not promised tomorrow but you do have today to decide. Do not hesitate if your heart is stirred with what I am sharing with you and just go forth ok.
I have shared with you all how He takes me on the best journeys, He really does. Yesterday I was one of those very journeys. A women's conference. Holy Spirit had me compile a thank you gift for the staff for hosting this event. I gave it as I signed in for the conference and wow. It was spectacular not the gift but the conference that is. I have been seeking deliverance for many months now and they brought in a speaker that did that very thing. She also asked if there were any seers/prophets there and I raised my hand. She spoke a powerful prayer over us. Listen to this...….of all the places to sit in this church a woman sits next to me and we strike up a conversation. She also flows in deliverance just like I do. She was familiar with the deliverance I was as trained in by Dr.'s Paul & Clair Hollis from Tampa. I told her how I have been searching for a deliverance ministry in the area that operates like the Hollis's do and have found none yet. She says to me maybe you should start deliverance ministry in the area. This is not the first time I have heard this from people. I can operate in the ministry but I do not think I have the skill set to set it up and the administrative side of it if that makes sense. It is part of my calling it really is, deliverance ministry that is.
So, there was a break in the afternoon and I was not too far away from Dalton, GA and I went to visit my friends at the gift shop that carries the anointing oil you probably have heard about that is flowing from a man's bible and he gives it away freely. I tell the owner that last time I was in the shop I needed prayer but she kept sending in people to the prayer room to be ministered to, I shared that story with you recently. Guess what, sure enough there is the man that travels with Jerry and preaches at churches where they take the bible/anointing oil. He confirms they are on the books to come to a local church I attend. I felt a nudge by Holy Spirit to bless them with fruit oatmeal bars I baked along with the recipe too. I made peach preserve and red plum jam as the flavors of these oatmeal bars. Here is where I received part 2 of my deliverance in the same day. I am free I am free I am free indeed. I did shopping and then back to church for a most powerful service, "Well Women Lead Well." Powerful move of God very powerful. There was an altar call for the well women to come forth and worship and I went forward to worship.
I bless this church for they allowed me to worship with the rain stick. I have learned that I ask now before using the rain stick. I asked at the beginning of the day before I ever entered the church sanctuary. I was advised it was ok to worship with it, in order. Meaning when there are quiet moments in the service to not use the rain stick. I obeyed and wow there really is something about the sound that comes forth in this simple instrument under the direction of Holy Spirit. See, it is as if He is right next to me showing me how and when and even which tempo to follow. Sometimes it is the tempo of the drum on the praise team then it can be to the tempo of the keyboards whatever the sound is I am hearing Him to flow is what I do.
Go take a step in faith and come forth to go on journey's with Holy Spirit. Let me tell you where He guides you He brings you safely there and back. I felt led to go home after the service and drive back that very day. I was up early and on the road for it was about 80 some miles away. It was so beautiful driving in the morning as the fog was burning off of the mountains. There are some winding roads on this stretch of road I took. My prayer heading home in the dark was to keep me safely when travelling on the winding roads. He would send a car and a truck at times so they were leading the path in front of me. I got home around 12:30AM and it was worth every single bit of this journey.
Do not be afraid just step out in faith. Last night the person on the platform called forth I think it was for those that had auto immune disease to wave their hands. Then if you were around them then pray for them. A young girl seated right next to me was waving her hands. I asked her if she had that and I also asked her mother and if it was ok for me to pray for her. Her mother said yes and I prayed. See, what you did not know was prior to this taking place I was gathering money for the offering what Holy Spirit showed me to take up and I had those $2.00 bills with me. I asked her if she had one and she said no so I blessed her with one. As I was praying for her Holy Spirit used that very item as part of the prayer prayed for her. I remember embracing this young girl as a mother would do with her own child and prayed that all that she places her hands upon will grown and prosper. She shared she is a seer and I encourage her that her gift will grow and God will show her what she is called to do in her life. God is good, God is great and God gets ALL the glory in this story.
Oh, hidden surprise at the close of this very day. Remember how I gave my own personal copy of the music CD away the other day? Well, at the product table I saw the cd there and said I would like to buy it but guess what? If I made a purchase I would then get the cd for free. So I heard Holy Spirit say get the book "The Discerner" for my spiritual mother. I did and I placed it in the mail to her today. As I am writing I am listening to that cd. It is like an old friend came to visit me again so to speak.

Ryan LeStrange Keep Preaching The Gospel Truth. I Found A Video I Highly Recommend For You To View/Listen To.

Wow, this man preaches the word of God. I think I shared with you a while back that we need those to preach with fire like the preachers of old, RW Schambach and Lester Sumrall. I know beyond a shadow of a doubt Holy Spirit had me stumble upon this apostle and my how I have been ever blessed with this teaching/preaching/sharing.

Apostle Ryan Lestrange - The Ox Anointing

I listened to this a few times. Great truth in this.

Mr. Martin Your 100% Pure Raw/Strained Wildflower Honey Is Superior & Far Above Other Honey's I Have Purchased. Holy Spirit Nudged Me To Bless Him The Other Day. Do You Know What With? My Very Own Personal Copy of "Never Alone" Cd By James W. Goll. I Did.

I have been waiting practically all Summer long to purchase this honey mentioned in the post title. I finally had the opportunity last Friday 8/23/19. As I was driving there Holy Spirit spoke two things to me. Bless Mr. Martin with my very own personal copy of the cd, "Never Alone" by James W. Goll. I was actually listening to it in the car on the way there. Secondly, He told me the cost of the (2lb. 12 0z.) jar size that I get has gone up to $20.00 and to bless him.
Please know that the cd I blessed Mr. Martin was probably the very first cd I purchased of this "Never Alone" cd. To be honest with you I lost count of the number of this cd I have purchased and given away to people as a blessing to them. I know this for sure that numerous number of hours of listening to this very cd either at home or in my car blessed me immensely. I would play a song at times and put it on "repeat" mode when I needed to hear a message for me. Like, "You Are So Beautiful" when I needed encouragement in my own life. How about my favorite song, "Somewhere Over The Rainbow" the instrumental along with the vocals so superb that caused me to believe again and where troubles melt like lemon drops. "What The World Needs Now" you know what the world needs, it needs love sweet love.
Well, I get to my destination with the cd in hand ready to be blessed and then to bless Mr. Martin. I shared with him that this is my very own personal copy of this cd and Holy Spirit told me to bless you with this today. For him and his wife that it was "crooner" type of music. I shared with him that the very cd was sent to some prominent people and you would know who they were if I mentioned their names. I actually shared with him the names. He said he would listen to it. I also told him how he has blessed me with the honey he sells for a few years now. Next confirmation I ask him the cost of the honey, his response $20.00 I then told him I knew that because Holy Spirit told me that.
I have learned throughout the years as I walk with Holy Spirit it seems to get easier when He says give this away. I used to struggle with this but I know He is faithful and He has something lined up for me already as I trust and obey His lead/direction.
I have a personally signed copy of this very cd with me but it is not for me it was purchased and when Holy Spirit says "bless" I will "bless" the very person at the right moment with this copy I have set aside for them.
See, when I moved to this region in faith almost 5 years ago I accepted a position with a govt. agency. I knew it was seasonal work but there would be a short period of being furloughed and then brought back for the next season. I accepted the position and moved to a state where I did not know anyone at the time. So, they told us this was a first and the budget did not allow them to keep on the "seasonal" employees past the end of March. We were trained and in a classroom setting for many weeks and when we were actually released to be on the phones we were there for such a short period of time that we could not even be technically evaluated. In this time we all knew we would be called back to work but did not know when. Many of the people that trained with us found other jobs in the furlough time and did not return when called back to work. I stuck it out and I applied for unemployment and I actually qualified for a little bit of allowance for the food stamp program.
That was a very hard pride thing for me to deal with. I had a nice salary when I accepted this position and moved here. So, when unemployment ran out I found myself having to search for a job to work in the meantime while waiting to be called back to work. It was in this time I had to pull forth on my prophetic words spoken to me and even greater, words Holy Spirit spoke to me that it was Him calling me to this location and to trust Him. I did but let me tell you it is not always that easy when you are walking it through in life. In this time of having the blessing of temporary food stamp assistance that is when I discovered the local farm market and they accepted the food stamp program. They gave you tokens and then you used the tokens with the various vendors. I had to trample on self pride and just do it. I did and this is how I met Mr. Martin and his fabulous honey he sells. At times I would share with the vendors that I was furloughed and would be called back to work. Maybe that was me trying to not explain to them but trying to convince myself that it was temporary affliction. My bills were all met during this time. I ended up getting an inside sales job on the phone. It was all about producing results and I did. I was so thankful for this job and when I received the phone call to go back to work I let them know it was a callback situation. The way it was worded I think it was like mandatory callback or something of that nature and I went back to work.
This was very hard for me to stand in line to apply for food stamp assistance. I tried not to judge people that were also there for the same reasons, they needed assistance. I then started thinking I am an able bodied person that can work and there really was not big dollar funds for me to live off of but others were probably getting a  lot more assistance than what I qualified for. Why is that? Do not get me wrong I was grateful for the assistance I did qualify for but people that only need temporary assistance should be looked out for also.
I was 56 or so years old when this happened in my life and I still found a way out. Do you know how? Holy Spirit protected me and made a way for me. Would I have chosen that very route, probably not but if I didn't accept this route I would have never met Mr. Martin and his wonderful honey that he sells. What the enemy meant for evil God sure did turn it around to bring glory to Him this very day. See, testimony is far greater than any financial gain in life. Now, financial blessing can also be a part of your testimony too. Those very years ago I met Mr. Martin to only be able to bless him just a very few short days ago. Never under estimate the value of your testimony and never quit sharing your testimony. For the testimony you share today may be the very blessing a person of even people needed to continue their walk with Jesus. To God be the Glory in this very testimony.
This really is a superior quality of honey. I just had 2 cups of coffee this morning with it in the coffee cup. Today I mixed a maple flavored coffee with a pumpkin/harvest flavored coffee that I brewed.
Holy Spirit wants me to share this scripture from the new Passion translation bible, Proverbs 31: 14-31

 One final thought...….if I never accepted the invitation by Holy Spirit I would have missed the opportunity to meet dear friends of mine. I just attended a wedding celebration last evening of one of my friends child. I never saw such large roses in bloom like I saw displayed in the centerpieces for the tables. I inquired of my one friend if they were silk and she replied no they were real and that I could take some from the table setting. I did and I just have to share this picture with you. Aren't they beautiful, a local florist created with these beautiful roses. I like this very much so I really do.

I already put in a full day today. I was up early and hemmed a dress, polished my nails and wrote. I cannot wait to see what the Lord has in store for me the rest of this glorious day what about you? I think breakfast would be just lovely now.

Do I Like Getting Up Around 4AM Something? Not Really But I Find If I Write Then My Day Starts Off Blessed. This Is The Song Holy Spirit Dropped In Me This Morning Heading To Work.

Oh this getting up early in the morning is not my favorite thing to do but I find I am truly blessed when I do and I write on my blog. I do not question Holy Spirit for if I am truthful the very writing was probably to be done the night before but I went to bed. So early in the morning I find myself writing. Today as I was heading to work Holy Spirit deposited this song in me. I just kept singing it over and over again to a melody I did not really know, it was just the melody inside of me. I love when this happens. Good thing I had a receipt I used to jot down the words I was singing. This happened on 8/22/19:

"PREPARE YE THE WAY OF THE LORD
PREPARE YE THE WAY OF MY LORD"

I just kept singing this song over and over again on the way to work. Oddly enough, tonight when I walked by the river I kept singing in the spirit to the tune of  "When You Wish Upon A Star." I found a few great videos of Ryan LeStrange preaching .
"To find your tribe that you belong to it will be a sound that drives you" he shared in one of the videos. There is so much wealth of knowledge and wisdom you should really glean from these videos.  I am going to share a few more notes I jotted down also:
"Throughout scriptures the Lord releases a sound before a move of God. God calls all you need is the vision & the permission and He will provide the provision." You really should view the video on self-deliverance too. Be blessed ok.

The Sound of Elijah | Dr. Ryan LeStrange

Getting Unlocked and Established Through Prophecy - Ryan Lestrange
very important message to hear.

Spiritual Warefare Seminar: Apostle Ryan LeStrange Teaches on Self-Deliverance

You Have To Watch These Videos. Ryan LeStrange Preaches With Fire The Word Of God. He Pulls No Punches When He Shares. Fire In Preaching Is Just What We Need In The Times In Which We Live Right Now. Praise God.

I stumbled upon this Apostle preaching and the demonstration of the Holy Ghost in action in these services. I missed the mark again so to speak. I found out at church last night that I apparently did not live too far from where he is located at a prior address in which I resided at a few years ago. Now, to be fair he and his wife may have not lived there when I resided there. How funny is that. I told you in a blog I seem to keep just missing things like this in my timeline of life events. BIG CORRECTION right now by Holy Spirit as I am typing this. He tells me I am one that seeks out the cloud of God's presence and so it is not at all. I am kept from this knowledge at that particular time in my life so as to discover it when it is right timing for me in my life. I literally stumbled upon finding these videos of this young man. I love the fire in his voice and he pulls no punches for he says it the way it should be said. He calls things out and does not mince words when he speaks it forth.
This is what I long to hear and experience the word of God coming forth. With fire and demonstration of the power of the word of God. This is the pillar of fire that touches the deepest parts of me. The portion that causes my very being to come alive and experience the manifest presence of God. Mind you I can only imagine the presence if hearing this young man in person for it is very strong while watching via video. I believe this is a man that is a forerunner of some sort for he does not hold back. The days of church preaching without the fire of God are long gone. The younger and older generations are seeking to hear the word of God without being afraid to offend someone. You preach like this to bring one closer to God and the presence of God in your very life. Not preaching to tickle the ears of those in attendance. In one video I listened to he mentions that if a person is called to be an apostle or a prophet you should not put the burden on them to stay back home and be the pastor too. Go and flow (these are my words now) where God takes you. He mentions that a person did not like a certain prophet because they came to the church without hugs and kisses so to speak but with just the prophetic word. People, the prophet is not the pastor that will nurture and cuddle you as only a pastor can. The prophet is usually sent on assignment to bring forth the word of the Lord and then moves on. I get this I totally get this. That does not mean that they cannot interact with the people they just brought the forth the word of God to it just means do not box them into something that God maybe did not wire them to be.
So, let's see where the cloud of God will be taking me in the next few days or so ok. Be who God created you to be and never apologize for the gifts He gave to you but celebrate in all that you do that it brings glory to God and not glory to man. Man did not give you your gifting it was God that did that and don't forget to give Him the glory as you move and flow in these very gifts. It is ok to make a joyful noise when bringing forth the word of the Lord also. Joy does one's heart a great amount of good so I guess this is leading to this point, spread the love and joy of Jesus this very day within your sphere of influence and even beyond those borders to incorporate those that you touch their very lives this very day.
The first time I heard him via videos I am about to share with you I kept smelling a strong sweet scent around me while listening. Like cotton candy scent that is sweet. H even shares how he went to Croatia and there was a mighty move of God there. For a time he would go back there each year that he was mantled for Croatia at a time in which he would go back each year. There were great miracles there and he was to do impartation meetings each year he went there. In one video he called forth "Kim" I received that calling forth right where I was at, yes I did. Another note I jotted down "get rid of the fakers-I just want the authentic friends, etc. God is stripping your life of the fakers-but get the real thing. God will cause unusual alignments." This man is on fire I just love this-it sure does stir my spirit with anticipation, such truth is shared. Glean from viewing these few videos ok.

Revival Weekend: Impartation | Ryan LeStrange | February 5, 2017

Revival Weekend Saturday PM Ryan LeStrange July 7, 2018

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On 8/18, My Birthday It Was Presented To Me An Option, Did I Want To Receive A Professional Picture Or Portrait Of My Earthly Father. What Do You Think I Chose?

My birthday was just a few short days ago. It was quiet for the most part and I did work marketplace ministry that day. I started out the day pretty early in the morning. In the presence of Jesus. I had a cup of coffee and sat and read my new Passion translation bible. I read Song of Songs and Proverbs 18. I read that particular Proverb since it was the date of my birthday 18. This is truly a lovely translation of the bible. It will not replace my bibles that I read now but it sure will enhance my reading when reading the bible.
I also found a book months ago. At a Bargain Hunt warehouse sale you only paid a small fee for the bag that you loaded up with items. I saw books and that was a part of this purchase. It was time to get out the book which is actually a study guide/workbook for students I think. "Torah Teachers and You" by Sol Scharfstein. I finished the first three chapters of this workbook: World History 6th Century B.C.E Ezra and Nehemiah; 5th Century B.C.E. Queen Esther 486-485 B.C.E.; then 1st Century B.C.E. Hillel 1st Century. I love workbooks like this because you read first then there is a Match The Columns and Fill In The Blanks section to complete. I like little challenges like this. A knowledge test.Then I did a bit of research of the dream interpretation I shared with you all the other day. The dream which I saw two children in pink linen dresses and the healing that took place in that dream.
I then went to marketplace ministry to be a blessing to others that day. When I spoke with my boss days prior and they told me I was scheduled to work on my birthday I did not shrink back or complain at all my response to them was oh it is my birthday and I get to bless others being at work.
I came home and I felt I needed a rest. I usually do not take naps per say but that day I needed a refreshing nap and that is what I did. I had intentions to go to a church service @ 4PM at a church that just started 4pm services. I felt  to stay home and rest and that is what I did. I did not even go walking but I did go to the gym. Started reading a new book, actually one of two books I purchased recently. "Angelic Encounters" by James & Michal Ann Goll and "A Divine Revelation of Heaven" by Mary K. Baxter with Dr. T.L. Lowery.
I received a message in the evening if anyone wanted the 2 pictures displayed and a clown figurine that was my father's, I responded yes to the message. The choice was a portrait of my father when he was a bit younger and I always liked that portrait for he reminded me in the portrait of a younger Tony Curtis, the actor that is. It ended up just fine for the one I selected left the other one open for my sibling and that is the one they always liked of our father. See, he has been dead for several years now. We contested his will and oddly enough on my birthday a cousin comes to visit and brings these few items with them from another relative that inherited my father's belongings. Do you hear what I am saying? Not the day before or the day after but on my birthday the choices are presented to me. A gift from heaven via an aunt here on earth to bless my fathers children. Isn't that so like God? Yes it is, magnified 1,000 times that is. I speak favor and blessings upon my cousin that brought with them the gifts along with my aunt that chose to bless his children. God is faithful, God is Good and above all others God is love.
Speaking about love...….I spoke with a few patrons/customers waiting to be seated while I was working Sunday and I inquired as to what the church sermon was that day. It was on LOVE. They shared with me about it and it caused me to contemplate also. You know we are called to love even those that may persecute us or their intent is to do things that could possibly trip us up. Do you love even the unlovely? I try to work on this one, I really do.  I did walk by the river it was either Friday or Saturday and after walking I saw an acquaintance from work and we talked at the park. They were there with their family. See, when Holy Spirit wants to confirm something He spoke to your heart prior He will set up the exact moment for you. Something happened to me months ago at work and Holy Spirit revealed to me then who the person was, the instigator so to speak. I did not retaliate even though I wanted to but did not for that was an instance of self control and not acting like a child that was wounded and wanted to get back at that person. Do you ever deal with things like this?
Sure enough, the very person I thought it was the person confirmed it was actually them.
It is all in God's timing, it truly is.
Let me show you the picture choices ok. I will also show you a lovely necklace a former co-worker blessed me with as part of a birthday gift. I went to the store and sure enough I found the matching earrings to go with it. Not the best picture I took since the main portion of the necklace I cut off in the picture. Hey I am not a photographer I am just a person that captures the moments in time to share on the blog with you. It was abalone I think and so were the matching earrings. God is good all the time. Can you find something to thank God for in your very life.
Oh, I pulled out the Vera  Lynn cd and have been listening to on "repeat" mode "When You Wish Upon A Star."

Vera Lynn - When You Wish Upon A Star

Did You Think I Stopped Reading Books? Absolutely Not. Just Finished 2 Books. Let Me Share The Experience I Had While Reading "The Lifestyle Of A Prphet" By James W. Goll.

I have been a bit busier than usual or should I say compared to the winter months. I still do read though. I was reading 2 different books simultaneously. The one book by Ed Rocha I tended to read when in the exercise room. Since it is summer here I have been walking more outside as opposed to using the exercise room so that is why it took a bit longer to read. I recommend both books for you to get and read. "Angels God's Supernatural Agents" by Ed Rocha. It also states on the book cover "biblical insights and true stories of angelic encounters." This book makes me almost want to go to Brazil to step into the river flowing, the movement of God. You should read this for it will inspire you and cause your regular thinking in this arena to be elevated.
So, when I started to read "The Lifestyle Of  A Prophet" by James W. Goll something interesting about reading this particular book. I would also read this in the exercise room, and on breaks at work too along with some reading at home. Holy Spirit nudged me to read this particular book from the last chapter and then move forward in this particular book I just finished reading. It was quite interesting reading a book in this fashion. Thank God I was not at work on a break or in the exercise room but I was at home when I read chapter 2, "The Intimate Breath of God." I cried during the entire chapter while reading it. The anointing was very strong for me while reading this very chapter. The words of the 2 songs shared in this chapter struck a tender chord in my heart. Get this book for this man writes with the heart of God pulsing through him and what comes forth is just simply beautiful and most profound. Now, maybe it could be that I also have a heart of a prophet and it has been prophesied over my life that not only do I flow in the prophetic but I also step into the office of a prophet at times too. I do not say this as a bragging type of statement for I take this most serious. I do not particularly like to step in when things are out of alignment in church but Holy spirit places it upon my heart to pray about it and if things do not change then the words come forth through this open and empty vessel. I cannot make this up or conjure it up for this is an aching that comes in my heart with words attached. I do not care if even 1 person acknowledges me stepping into this role as Holy Spirit places it upon my heart for I answer to God and to God alone not man or woman per say. See, if you really know me you know that I am a champion for the "underdogs" in this world. I tend to cheer them onto righteousness and to making the wrong become undone. Sometimes you are called to speak forth words of correction and defense of what is right. Then there are times when you connect with a person or people and they are the one's to break forth and do the same. When you are in that type of a situation you can only share to encourage them to step forth. You can offer your assistance to them but it really is their final choice if they choose to put a foot down and not take the abuse anymore or not. You can only step forth in the anointing and words of encouragement given for that very person.You cannot cross the line and take over in this situation for it is not your story/testimony it is theirs if they choose to accept the challenge and then see the outcome changed by their  testimony. Then choosing to step out in faith with a holy boldness combination.
I tend to be wired like this, " I will just do it and it will get done." No, no, no you have to step back in your natural personality and tendencies to let them step forward in theirs. You coach and cheer them on while they find the right comfort level and plan of action to make it a really great testimony that brings great glory to God. Do you get it? If you are a mom or dad in the natural you should get this concept. There are times when we show our children the different options to a situation but ultimately it is their choice on what they pick as their outcome. Sometimes it is not so good and it has to be corrected but the big majority of the time the outcome is fabulous. You are the cheerleader or coach in their lives but we cannot always be the fixer of everything for that is part of them growing up and learning and creating their very own testimony. It is exciting to see your children grow up and step into their own unique destinies in God isn't it?
I stumbled upon a video the other day of Brian Simmons sharing his testimony. I like the bibles I have right now and it really does take a lot to get me to get another version of the bible until I heard his testimony at The Healing Rooms of Santa Maria, I think that is the name of the location. Strong, strong testimony that compelled me to purchase the Passion translation bible this past Saturday. I read a few things in it . I actually read Proverbs 18 on my birthday 8/18. I will share about this later when I write about my birthday ok. Hint, I was up early sharing time with Jesus on my birthday before anything else that day. I love Jesus and this was the very day He called me forth to be born. View/listen to this strong testimony I encourage you to do so. Do not skip over the worship either for it is beautiful.

Passion for the Word Conference Session #1 l Speaker: Pastor Brian Simmons

Woke Up With A Slight Stomach Ache. Reached Out To Holy Spirit, He Said Go To Your Bible. This Is What I Found, It Was Already Opened Up To The Last 2 Pages Where I Wrote Down A Dream I Had I Think It Says 2/1/14. I Will Share Pictures Of The Actual Pages So You Can See For Yourself. Looks Like I Also Jotted Down A Song Holy Spirit Gave To Me Too. Hidden TreasuresIn The Early Morning Hours. Yay.

I woke up with a slight upset stomach ache. I could not get back to sleep. You really cannot contact someone at 2AM something in the morning. As I laid in bed Holy Spirit prompted me to go to my bible. Low and behold it was already opened up to the last 2 prior blank pages in the bible. I apparently had a dream and Holy Spirit inspired me to write about it in my bible. I followed instruction and this is what I wrote. Interesting enough I also wrote down music notes and words to a song either on 8/28/2004 or 9/28/2004. Then on 2/21/14 I was shown something so I jotted that down also. Something about $50,000. This is what I wrote I will also take a picture of it so you can see that I am not making this up ok.
"2/1/14 While fasting from sugary things like candy, cookies, desserts, etc. I then followed Holy Spirit to fast from items during the day-don't eat but ok to consume liquid items like coffee, apple juice, water, etc. until the designated time that day-some days until 6PM 3PM 4PM 5PM & then I could eat. I was hungry yesterday-so I ate salad and a piece of cheese Budak (Croatian dish) but still desired something more-I made 2 waffles with a bit of natural peanut butter and apricot preserves with a cup of tea. I was finishing up reading the book, "Healing the Heart" by Joan Hunter & I kept wanting a snack. I did not give in to the snack, finished the book & when I woke today Holy Spirit gave me a dream & answer to a ? I was seeking Him about-where next-just what is the destiny/ministry inside of me. A specific ministry-healing children. There were 2 girls in pink linen (it felt like an Easter type) dresses- the one had glasses on I could not physically see the other one next to her. I could only sense her & Holy Spirit told me to lay hands upon them & say they are healed in the name of Jesus- the girl with the glasses on her glasses literally sprung off of her face-I also sensed-felt light shaft of Holy Spirit go into this child as I spoke the 'you are healed in the name of Jesus.' I simultaneously did the same thing with both children at the same time-but was only able to see what happened to the one of them. The children may have been 4-5 years old. Then Holy Spirit brought to my memory the numerous # of times He has given me a compassionate heart for hurting children: orphans in Romania, sick children I prayed for @ University Hospitals when Chris was there & how I feel sorry for young children wearing glasses or are in a wheelchair & cannot run around & play like other children can. When I see them I silently ask Holy Spirit why & can I heal them in Jesus so they can run & play like others for they are children & should not be burdened with sickness & disease. I remind that Jesus said Bring unto me the little children-he did not push them off to the side like the adults wanted him to do. I have such compassion for children that others pick on & bully-I see them as children & each child has the right to have liberty & freedom to play & enjoy childhood-not be bullied around & took(not sure why I wrote down this particular word it does not make sense to me) make their childhood a drudgery-it should be filled with laughter & love & freedom for them to be who God created them to be. Lord My prayer is to bless the children of the world & make them feel that they are loved by God their heavenly Father-heal their hearts & bodies so they can run & jump & have fun in their childhood. When the dream was complete I kept saying numerous times "Thank You Jesus." Then Holy Spirit prompted me to record this in my bible w/ today's date. Amen."
The words to the song I was given is starting to fade away since it was written in pencil in my bible in 2004. I think the words say "You've got a bright new shining star in the night in the night." I jotted down the musical notes as I heard them. I do understand sheet music and how long to hold a note by seeing the note on the sheet music. I learned that from my many years being a member of the tamburitza folk group. I played an instrument called a "prim" back then many years ago. It was a string instrument. I really did enjoy the singing and dancing of the folk dances more so than playing the instrument I must admit.

Let me add this to this entry. Remember I was asking Holy Spirit about where next? Well, I actually moved out of state that same year to the state in which I reside right now. I believe that was November, 2014. I had no idea I would be doing that later in the same year at the time I had the dream. Isn't that interesting, I sure do think it is. Do you think this song is part of my "dancing with destiny?"

Tomorrow Is A Celebration Luncheon @ Work. Would You Like To Know What I Made To Bring To The Luncheon?

Tomorrow will be a double celebration luncheon at work. Meaning two people will be honored and that is why we are having this luncheon. It seems to work out pretty good. People sign up to bring things they tend to like to make or things like soft drinks, snack food items, etc. I made a brisket of beef and I make brisket pretty good usually that is. The key to making a great brisket is to cook it on a low temperature in the oven and bake it for a good amount of time. What I do is I take a package of dry onion soup mix and mix it with water and that is what I bake the meat in the roaster in. I also tend to grate a carrot so when the meat is done cooking you can use the soup and carrots as a natural gravy if you like. I did that but I thought maybe I would make an actual gravy this time and serve the brisket as hot sandwiches with the gravy ladled on top. Did not work out I had to throw away the gravy. You know why? I made a perfect gravy no lumps in it at all and just the right seasoning. I follow what my mom used when we were little and she made a brown gravy, use Gravy Master. Well, I did but I thought the tiny print said 1 tbls. of Gravy Master and I put that in when it actually said 1 tsp. and the gravy turned very dark brown almost like melted chocolate color. I tasted it and it tasted fine but I just could not serve that to people looking like that so I threw it away. Plan B was actually the better choice. I purchased slider sized rolls and I then cut up provolone cheese and I cut the beef brisket into sizes small enough to place on the roll to make a sandwich. So I put a slice of provolone, slice of beef brisket and fresh chopped chives from my patio garden then another piece of provolone cheese. I will also have Guldens mustard and horseradish sauce if anyone want to put that on their sandwich.
Second dish I made is a Wolfgang Puck recipe for the electric pressure cooker. I will post the recipe so you may want to try it one day ok. I think I added extra red pepper flakes to give it an extra kick. I made a recipe and a half and there is enough to fill one of my larger size casserole dishes. I hope they like it.
Holy Spirit spoke to me at work today. In a gentle and soft manner He said He had a surprise for me. I asked Him what it was and I heard Him say today is the day I dance with destiny. I said ok and I trust Him when He speaks to me.
We had a pretty hard rain here this early evening. As the rice dish was finishing up cooking in the electric pressure cooker I felt Holy Spirit nudge me to go for a walk by the river. One section of the sky looked ok but another section looked a bit dark like storm clouds in the distance. I brought my umbrella with me just in case. I begin walking and at a point I begin to sing forth not sing inside of me these words "Jesus Reigns." I sang it over and over again and then other words came forth as I sang but the main words were Jesus Reigns. So I see a little bunny rabbit and it looks right at me and I sing to it Jesus Reigns. It looked at me then hopped back by the trees. I get to the bridge and there is an incline so I tend to sometimes walk up and down it because it is inclined and I think a better bit of a challenge to me. When I lived in GA I lived in a neighborhood that had plenty of hills when I walked, I do miss that. I really do. I think walking with hill inclines is a bit better for you than walking flat surfaces all the time. I notice a deer and I am singing and it looks right at me and I sing the verse to the deer and it sauntered a bit away. So I notice as I am going up and down the incline the deer along with another deer just stay there as I sing to them. They did not move the entire time I sang as I was going up ad down the incline. I guess tonight I was to sing to God's creatures as I walked. That is exactly what I did. Oh one more thing...just before I finished walking I heard Holy Spirit remind me today I danced with destiny so of course I stopped and did a twirl as walking out the prophetic word spoke to my heart today.

I Have A Wonderful Daughter & Son. They Are Loving, Kind & Most Thoughtful.

I have a dear relative that is now in a hospice house care facility. When I found out my son was going to be travelling back home I sent a text message to them both. I asked them if they would be able to go and visit this relative of ours and take them a hug and kiss from me. Do you know what they did? They went and visited for about 30 minutes and gave this relative a kiss from me. It probably has been years since they were at this location. I recall it a biter sweet moment in time for my son. See, my father really was not the nicest to him and he really loved my daughter if I can be honest with you. It was at this very hospice house that my father in his last days before he went to be with Jesus actually looked at my son and told him he loved him. Back then it must have been a feast day for St. Teresa of Avila I think and here the least likely one actually reads some prayer he had in regard to St. Teresa and read it to him. Imagine that. The least liked per say is now reading comfort to his grandfather in his last days of living. I told you it was bitter sweet.
My children are a true delight to not just me but their father also. They both have hearts of compassion and love. They really do. When it comes to family they are there for you. Did you know my daughter actually went around and took pictures to bring to my mom for her birthday celebration of places nana used to go and even a picture of her apartment building she lived in. She lived right on the shores of Lake Erie and some of the sunsets were just spectacular. Let me tell you the wind surely could pick up in a snow storm being right there by the lake. She even brought Nana some of her favorite poppy seed filling "Solo" brand for when she makes poppy seed potica. She stopped by the local Croatian butcher shop and bought some rice sausage for Nana and the owner knows my mom and he sent with my daughter I think it was 6 kielbasa as a birthday gift to her. How many kids do you know that will go out of their way to do acts of kindness like this for their Nana? Or acts like visiting our relative for their mom? I told you they are great children. Even my son being in town for just a few days said he was going to stay at Grandma's house one night so he could visit with her and the other night at his Dad's house. I love that my children have family loyalty I really do. Even though my former husband and I are divorced does not mean you cannot raise up quality children together.
There is a prayer I have taped to the inside cover of my bible. I got it from Kenneth Copeland Ministries years ago. If you have children maybe you would like to pray this prayer for them.
"So instead of fretful, tormented prayers pray something like this: Lord I love my children and I'm holding them before You right now. I see You holding them in Your arms, ministering life and peace and comfort to them. Lord I realize that You love them far more than I ever could. And Father, I pray for the peace of God that passes all understanding to stand guard over their hearts and minds. Help them Lord to be full of You, to know You, and worship You. And Father help me to see my children the way You see them. Help me love them with Your love."                                

The Time Was 5:55AM Wait Till You Hear Today's Adventure 8/12/19. I Cannot Make This Stuff Up Even If I Tried My Darndest To.

At one point I got up & the clock said 5:55AM. So I had in my closed bible an envelope and on it was written Ambassador of Hope. I recently participated in a class with James W. Goll & I jotted down the commissioning he gave to us @ the close of the class: "I commission you to be the next ambassador of hope for Jesus Christ sake." I also notated on the back of the envelope I used to write it down on "I receive the commission to be an ambassador of hope." So I see when I open my bible Isaiah 55 I go directly to line 5 of Isaiah 55:5. Do you get it yet? The connection to the time I saw on the clock as I woke up.  It states "You will summon a nation that you don't know, and a nation that doesn't know you will run to you because of the Lord your God, because of the Holy One of Israel. He has honored you."

Oh this is important too, the song I was singing this morning was "I Sing Praises to Your Name Oh Lord."  I notated in my bible next to Isaiah 55:5  that I read it on 8/17/13 just a day before my birthday which is 8/18. I notated that because @ the time I was reading through the bible daily. I have read through the bible a couple of times. So I go a few pages to see what I read on 8/12/13. Isaiah 50 and I looked to see what I wrote, the date I read it is marked by Isaiah 50:4 and this is what the scripture says "The Almighty Lord will teach me what to say, so I will know how to encourage weary people. Morning after morning he will wake me to listen like a student."

How interesting is this - God's appointed time with God's divine destiny for me. I have jotted down in my bible to the left of this verse the date 8/17/13, that is when I was reading through the entire bible- coincidence? No, I don't think so, hum another 5 for Isaiah 50. I see 5's all around me GRACE. Did you know my mom tells me she had false labor 5 times prior to me being born on 8/18/1958.

I would say today was a divine appointment with God made just for me what do you think.

Let me back this up a bit earlier this morning. I already drew a pink grapefruit scented bubble bath that just had to wait for me because when I get revelation from God I have to move in the spirit with Holy Spirit or I would not be able to capture the experience if I interrupted it just because I already drew a bath. Do you get it? It is ok to pause in daily routine stuff to capture the moments with Holy Spirit. Guess what, the bath water was perfectly fine. I tend to use a variety of scents and today it happened to be pink grapefruit along with the matching scented pink grapefruit body cream also. 

See, I still recall from my days working at Estee Lauder the importance of layering a fragrance and not just overdoing a fragrance by spraying way too much on. The best way to apply your fragrance is by layering it. Meaning use a scented body wash/shower gel/bubble bath, then layer on the scent with the coordinating body lotion or body cream. Tidbit. A body cream is a bit more rich and emollient then a lotion so you do not need to use as much product and it tends to be a bit more concentrated than a lotion consistency. My favorite really is "Knowing" by Estee Lauder. They unfortunately do not make the ancillary products for this line like they used to. At one time they made a scented soap and shower gel. I am thankful that I still have the scented powder to layer on after using the body lotion/cream. I have found the only time I can get a gift set anymore is around the holidays if they bring them in for that. Oh, I remember when I had a Scottie dog if I am not mistaken figurine that housed the scented solid Knowing perfume. That was so nice. See, the solid scented perfume had a higher concentration of the fragrance so you only needed to place a little dab on your pulse points. Can you tell I enjoyed working for Estee Lauder when I did?

God Has A Great Plan, This Video Was Connected To A $25.00 Offering I Was Shown To Place Early In The Day Via Holy Spirit On 8/9/2019.

Early yesterday morning Holy Spirit showed me placing a $25.00 offering into a ministry that day 8/9/2019. So, I am listening to this video of Lester Sumrall. It was around 9:42AM when Holy Spirit showed me what the offering was being offered up towards. I jotted it down. This video is Dr. Lester Sumrall warning of end time church to not forget the pioneers of the faith. He also shared about stepping out beyond yourself is where God lives. There are great testimonies in this video and listen to the word of the Lord at the end of this video. He prays a prayer also over the offering being taken. I felt Holy Spirit tell me that the very blessing was now upon the offering I would place into a ministry that very evening. As a seed offering toward what Holy Spirit showed me it will be planted as a seed to bring forth a mighty promise. Isn't it exciting following Holy Spirit direction? I love it for it is the only life and lifestyle for this gal.

Dr. Lester Sumrall Warns the End Time Church to Not Forget the Pioneers of Faith

Believe it or not, to increase my faith again I also re-listened to part 1, 2, & 3 of his testimony. Great testimonies to increase your faith.

These 2 Videos Come To You Today Because I Asked A Simple ? @ Church Wednesday Night In Regard To RW Schambach.

I felt Holy Spirit nudging me all throughout the service Wednesday night to ask a simple question after the service was done. There is a person in the congregation that used to be connected with the RW Schambach ministry. Inquiring minds want to know is how I look at things. You have not because you ask not is also the child like faith being drawn out of me. I figure when I ask a question the worst the person can say is No to you. No big deal I had not because I asked not is the alternative right? So I approached this person after service as I was getting ready to leave. I shared with them how I have been listening to a lot of the old time preachers lately. Like RW Schambach, Ruth Heflin, the Sr. Hagen, Lester Sumrall. This person when I asked them to share something with me about RW Schambach they replied that I should search out Dominion Camp meeting 1998. They shared a bit of the background prior to the service taking place.
Another hidden blessing was tucked inside of my inquiry. This person actually knows my former pastors in OH. You know there is something about connecting with someone that knows people you once sat under their ministry. At the conclusion I said something like this "You need to bring the RW Schambach preaching to us." They responded they are tying to do that. This person is going to be preaching this Sunday at church. I responded how I work marketplace ministry on Sunday but guess what? I am not scheduled for marketplace ministry this Sunday so I will attend church to hear the word of God being preached by this person. See I had not if I would have not asked right. These are stellar videos. I personally like the part 2 video because you need to go to the 10 minute segment of that video to hear Donnie McClurkin singing with Gary Oliver the Hail Hail song. There are great miracles to build your faith. I used to praise just like this when I was in the choir @ CNC. I really did. There was a child that was legally blind now able to see the tumor is gone. His grandparents brought him there to this camp meeting. Both of these videos are in connection to the 50 years of ministry and marriage to the same woman of RW Schambach. This person also suggested I listen to Charles Capp. I did listen to one and I had to check for his voice sounds a lot like the Sr. Kenneth Hagin.
Preaching like this really does need to be revived in the church. Enough seeker friendly church with people going to hell daily because they are not told the true Gospel message. Truly seek Holy Spirit as to where you should attend church. Do not follow the voice of others or even strangers for they can lead you right down the path of denial and you just may miss the move of God in your very life. The message of salvation through Jesus. Use wisdom and truly discern in this era in which we live in ok.

Camp Meeting 1998 ~ Monday night Part 2 ~ RW Schambach

Camp Meeting 1998 ~ Monday Night part 1 ~ RW Schambach

As I was composing this what do you think I was listening to? Hail Hail Lion of Judah from the part 2 video. Listen it will really revive you ok.