We Are Called To Reach Out To The Troubled And The Lost

3/9/1996

After attending a retreat today, I headed to Vermilion to attend the evening mass followed by the healing service.
When being prayed for I began to experience the feeling of going upward again. I actually was on my tiptoes bracing myself on Kathy’s arms. She sang and praised the Lord ever so beautiful in tongues. After I came down, she asked the other lady praying what was the interpretation that she was hearing and these are the words, “Oil over troubled waters, the balm of Gilead.” Kathy shared with me that they were songs of praise.
Thank you for last night, placing that very troubled woman in my path that I could share with her that this is lent and she must not give up hope for we all know what comes after the crucifixion. The glorious and ever-beautiful resurrection. It felt so very natural to take my hand and wipe away the tear falling from this woman’s eye. It came so natural and so did the words of instruction that followed. For her to read one chapter a day starting with the New Testament. As I am needed, send to me the troubled hearts that want to open their hearts up to you my Lord. I will listen to Your guidance and pass it onto to the one in need.

3/10/1996
Before attending mass today, I was on the stair stepper. Instead of speaking in tongues this day, I was shown a vision in which I began to weep and asked if there was anything at all (in the form of fasting and prayer) to help these lost souls. There is to be no mercy on these souls this time. The word “cyclone” came into my mind. Even though that word came into mind, the scene looked like a funnel cloud and the earth was split, cracked, and opened up. There was an opening.
It was explained to me that when Christ Jesus comes again, the figure representing satan and all of his followers and worshippers were in this funnel cloud heading downward into the earth. This time the earth is then sealed up and there will be no mercy, repentance, or forgiveness. The words I heard were something to the effect “The first time satan fell from heaven it was bad, this time and then I kept hearing 2x’s, 3x’s, all the way up to seven times, It will be seven times as bad as the 1st falling out of the bad angels. A very long list was shown to me and this being the reason why. For all of the terrible acts, corruptions, bad deeds, etc. he performed and brought others into the worship of him, being satan. This was very awful and powerful.
Those that are of the Lord’s goodness, sweetness, and love will not be a part of this funnel cloud going into the earth and being sealed up forever, never to escape. It was shared with me that I will be led to others to help them be saved and turn back to the Lord. No prayers, etc. by me on behalf of others will set them free of this happening that is to come. The only way I can be of service is to speak of the Lord, Scriptures, and repentance to these lost and confused souls. They themselves must do the work and turn to the Lord on their own I agreed to help, as the Lord needed me.


4/20/1996

I am guided to place on paper words that the Lord wishes to share with the youth. Our beautiful, blessed youth. The young that touch our dear, gentle Lord’s heart the strongest.
Let me share with you this day a special experience, the experience of giving life to a child. The child grows and is nurtured in the mother’s womb by the blessings of the Lord. All that the Lord creates and breathes life into is of goodness, love, and beauty. For He does not create ugliness. How He shines down upon the life of a child. He can look into the tender, ever-pure heart of a child.
When our Lord creates this beauty it causes such sadness when He sees one of His children stray away from the truth and goodness of the Lord. Only attained by getting to know the true Lord through the Scriptures. As you can imagine in your minds eye. As you read Scriptures not only are you learning of truth and how to live your life, sit back in stillness a few moments. Ask the Holy Spirit to come into your hearts and fill your being with a taste of what it was like to journey with the Lord Jesus Christ as He walked the earth with our ancestors.
Go ahead, close your eyes, open up your heart to the Holy Spirit. Let the Holy Spirit inspire you as we walk on a journey together. The story we will share together is of the one where Jesus multiplied the loaves of bread and fish. How did this miracle come to be? Through the faith, sharing, and the love of a child. A child whose mother or it was possible father packed their child a lunch for the day. Probably never thinking anything of it at the time. The parent was packing the very lunch that would become a very important part of a miracle that the son of God would perform that very day.
Our Lord performed many miracles, on this particular day He was confronted with the thousands of people that came to listen to Him speak of the goodness of God. Our ever-compassionate Jesus did not have it in His heart to send these followers and students away with their bellies empty. Their minds were nourished with His words. He, in all of His divine power could have asked His Father to just let there be food and there would have been food.
Ah, He chose to go through the child. The child gave of his food to assist Jesus in this great miracle. Now, just try to imagine his parent’s reaction as he walked through the door later that day and shared this story with his family. The meal that was given to him in love was then used through the act of love, by giving it up to help Jesus. Through Jesus’ love, to feed His people, His flock.
Our Lord does not physically walk the earth with us now, but He is ever willing to come into each of your hearts and journey through the Scripture and show you how to be a good Christian. The Lord calls to each and every one of you. Give Him your hearts, minds, bodies, and beings so He can mold you and fashion you into the disciple and leader that He wishes you to become.
Remember, being a Christian is very tough in our world. Sometimes you may be called upon to help a less fortunate person, give a smile to someone who is suffering or just sad, and give a lending hand to one that needs help. Sometimes you will be called upon to just be a listener, that is ok too. You must treat others as if they were Christ Jesus walking the earth this day. Always remember and know that the Lord is ever-present and is constantly there for you. In times of happiness and times of trouble. Never, ever be afraid to call His name, say the name, “Jesus” there is true power in that name.

7/5/1996

We need to love the sinner and hate the sin…There is far too much corruption in this world of ours this day. Much pain and suffering shall be cast down upon those that choose to fall from the presence of the Lord and not listen to the word of the Lord through Scripture.
A time of very grave trouble is about to be cast upon My earth it will mainly be focused upon the United States of America. The country above all other countries, that has “freedom” too much freedom. For your gift of freedom has been used in many wrong ways: corruptions, deceit, money being taken from the innocent, and trusting. Above all My most precious gift given to you, the freedom to worship Me and many have chosen to worship things of this world and not the things that are of Me. This brings much pain and suffering into my heart for I suffered and died on the cross so that My precious children could live and sing praise and worship My Father.
I implore you to please repent and turn your hearts, minds, and total being to the Lord. The ever loving and gracious and merciful Lord. The savior that stretches out His arms to cradle all who are weary, full of pain and lost souls. I implore you to come to Me with open and loving hearts so I can dwell within you so you will one day be praising My Father in eternal paradise.
As I take the pen from the paper, I’m being shown a very beautiful green apple (that is polished and very shiny) with several holes in which worms are coming out of the apple through the holes.
Please My dear and precious children to not fall into the trappings of the evil one. You must examine thoroughly by means of using your heart to feel if what you’re involved in is of the Lord and not of satan disguised. The green apple looked ever so luscious and inviting until you examined it up close and found it to be filled with worms.
My arms are always there to hold you when you stumble upon evilness. As you become enlightened, I am there to catch you as you run from the evil. Evil is kept at a distance from reading Scripture and clinging to the words of Scripture. Not only does it remove evil from your homes and places where you work, continued reading and learning of Scriptures along with kind acts to others in need will keep the evil one away from you and your family.
Never be afraid or too weak to call upon My name “Jesus.” There is true power in My name. Every knee shall bend on the earth, above the earth, and below the earth. Say it over and repeatedly in times of trouble and despair. Call out to Me with open hearts so I may take your pain away and fill that heart with My total holy love.
Know that peace comes very soon to those that follow Me.

7/16/1996

As I sit in the living presence of the Lord He placed an image into my mind to place onto paper. In the center is a sun. I was then guided to draw the heart around the sun. Then directed to place arrows going into the heart and then my final direction was the swirling image to come from the center of the sun.
My dear children in Christ, again, I implore you to turn from all of the evil that surrounds you and at times even smothers you from My love. My child know that with all that comes to you from evil all shall return to you in the form of much suffering and the losing of all that was gained from the evil.
Look at the drawing, study it. This is how the evil one works in disguise. You feel the warmth from the outside, almost it can be blinding at times. It pulls at your heart like the strings of a harp. When listened to and absorbed it brings you to a swaying with the music. As the music plays it calms the mind, there is inner peace momentarily. Be cautious of this My children, for that is how satan and his many worshippers act at this time as they prowl the earth. They are looking for souls and open hearts that are longing to feel and experience the spirit. Many innocent and trusting souls are searching for the peace and comfort of the Holy Spirit. Yet they become confused and trapped with the other spirit, being that of evil.
As time marches on the inner peace slowly falls away with each arrow brought into your heart. The arrows represent all that’s been accumulated through evilness and deceit. All being bought against Me not from Me. As you continue with the diagram, the swirl that comes from the center of the sun and breaks through the barrier and things accumulated is the Spirit, the true Holy Spirit waiting to catch you in the midst of the whirlwind and set you free. As you begin to lose one by one the arrows (or things accumulated during that time of darkness and despair in your life), you will feel the true presence of the Lord capturing your open heart. Crying out to Him to forgive you and set you free. Praise be the Lord now and forever. Amen.
Let go of the things that hold you back. Our ever-loving Lord is always there to pick you up, cradle you, and welcome you home again. Material items are just temporary on the earth. Acquire spiritual items, for these are the true gifts given from the ever generous and gracious God that will bring us into His loving arms eternally. Raise your eyes and hearts up to the Lord and do not let go. He will be your rock, your strength. I am being shown a bulldozer now. He will clear the path of all obstacles that block you. Therefore, your path will be free and clear to do His work, His will, and wide open to receive His love, blessings, and grace.

Lying Starts With One Seed Of A Lie Planted And Then Grows

1/28/1996

It all starts with one lie and from that lie it is like…I am being shown a tree with many branches. The trunk is the central or main lie in which the other lies stem from. It starts initially as a sprout in the ground and grows but in this instance, it grows out of need not out of love and being nurtured. How shall I describe this? The one lie leads to another then another and so forth, each one is told to cover the previous lies, etc.
I can only imagine the feeling of the person that is doing all of this to themselves and others. There must be no rest for them. Their mind must constantly be “on” never shutting off the clutter noise. Always having to remember what was told in the lie to keep the story up, that poor, poor soul. We need to pray for these people that their hardened hearts turn to the Lord, so their rest and peace will come to them. What an awful and burdensome life they are living. Please, dear and merciful Lord bring rest to these souls.

2/18/1996

Many times of sorrow and sadness are here and much peace has come in the midst of all of this. A calmness, a gentleness if that makes sense. I am being shown a big, full, beautiful sun with rays coming off of it. There is warmth and a soothing from this sun. It makes me think of the words that come to mind “renewed hope.” Yes, that is what I feel and that is what I am experiencing at this time in my life.
Throw me a fast ball for I will catch it. These words could not have been written one year ago for I was not strong in my faith, love, and devotion to our Lord. The King of Kings, my Lord, my Savior. It took one complete year of not working and learning to do without certain objects that I have grown accustomed to. I was always the giver of gifts, not the receiver. I have learned that I still was a giver, but the gifts not necessarily being of high monetary value always. Gifts of thought, from the heart. I always thought that for a gift to really be good it was based on monetary value. Wrong, some of the most beautiful gifts given and received this past year were not always of monetary value.
A beautiful, gentle smile comes to mind. For without the gift of a smile or even a hug one could feel lost and not connected. Many times throughout this past year, I gave these gifts and received these gifts with an open heart. Ah, the pleasure that one‘s soul feels when they finally open their hearts to the Lord. To let Him smile down upon them and feel His ever-strong presence when He embraces them.
That my friend that is what it is all about. Some of the best gifts given and received are not to be bought in a store but they are to be bought out of sometimes many, many tears, sacrifice both spiritual and in the form of fasting. Know that our dear Lord accepts all that we give and present to him. For He is the most generous giver of them all.
Remember, Him being the giver, we must not always be so eager to ask, ask, and ask for things but we must also be open and willing to give to Him also.

3/9/1996

I learned something very important about the gift of discernment of others today. Father suggested sharing information on another with what is given in discernment of that person. Use the rule the medical profession follows; date, time and place it occurred. Only speak of good of another. The words that keep coming to mind “If you don’t have anything nice to say about someone don’t say anything at all.” Father shared a beautiful insight with me…the gift of discernment is knowing when the time/opportunity is right for you to speak with the one that you were discerned about. It could be that moment or 25 years down the road. I liked what he said next, with many acts of kindness done in between. Thank you dear, sweet, and trusting Lord of mine. You taught me this day of “discernment,” now with your help and guidance I will be able to use this.

Personal Note Before I Continue Sharing My Writings

I was a Catholic when I began receiving the writings that I am sharing with you. At the time I read a book by Benny Hinn and I remember crying as I read a prayer at the end. All of the visions (I referred to them as "bleeps"), praying in the spirit , and the journal entries were happening in my life because I became born again. At the time I did not even know what that was or meant. I would share these things happening to me and the priests would send me to Catholic priests as my Spiritual Adviser's.

I received the best piece of advice from one of my adviser's. He told me to read one chapter per day starting with the New Testament. That would allow me to learn about Jesus. I took his advice and he was very wise in telling me that because I did get to know Jesus through the Scriptures. It was not until I began to attend a non-denominational church (a few years later) in which I took a class on evangelism that I was questioned as to when I became born again. I was actually learning what it meant to be born again and if I didn't have my journals to research I would not have been able to trace back the time in which I became born again. I do not have an actual date per say but I know it was in the Fall of 1994. After I received this knowledge the Holy Spirit nudged me to go and get that book in which I read a few years earlier. With having my knowledge now I was able to recognize the prayer that I cried when I said it as a prayer of salvation. God is so awesome and faithful. It was all in proper timing that this was revealed to me.

Please know that my earlier writings were written without being trained in the Bible. I was a young woman hungry for the things of God and He saw an open vessel in which He could pour into because I would let it flow out of me for people to be ministered to and blessed by the words.

1/15/1996

During prayer, I was guided to place my hand upon my heart and then I began to pray in tongues. Many words were said with very little pausing, then my final word was “amen.” Then the English translation came to me. There were beautiful words shared with me and how I was prasing the Lord. I also asked (in tongues) for guidance. I was then told to see the image in my mind…This is what was placed before me in my mind.
A white picket fence with the gates closed and then the gates were open outward and I was shown little critters with long, pointy fangs. These critters did not and could not cross the threshold; they remained outside of the fence even with the gates open. Then I was shown an incredible stream of bright, white light flowing through the space between the opened gates flowing outward.
The critters were almost blinded by the light. They were covering their eyes, leaving, and walking away at the same time. This is where a further interpretation was given. The light is the spreading and preaching of the Gospel, the word of God. Along with good deeds and kind actions, living out the word off God in our lives. It is ever powerful and cleansing, it removes the darkness that sometimes taunts us and tempts us. Do not be afraid to preach and speak the words of God, for the beautiful, bright light that was shown to me was overwhelming and mighty powerful. Not only does it keep the darkness away it is ever powerful in removing the darkness and chasing it away.

1/28/1996

When a husband and wife are intimate with each other, it is to not only to derive pleasure and create children. It is a chance to help heal each other and nurture each other. I am being shown three circles entwined. The two become one and when the seed of life is planted the most beautiful miracle of all is created.
The child comes in many shapes and forms. Each one is unique in itself, no other to compare to or with. Never, ever is one created “perfect.” We are all designed with strengths and weaknesses, which is fine. Even the child that is born with or goes into illness has gifts bestowed upon them. This is when we ask the dear Lord to show us and guide us as to how to see the gifts and focus on them, so they can flourish.
When the time comes, the Lord calls on some of us to give up the weak points in our lives. We must say loudly “Hear I am Lord, I accept this challenge.” He will do the rest. Sometimes the giving up of the weakness is in the form of death, which only means the beginning of eternal peace and happiness. The other point being, giving up the weakness is allowing the Lord to heal and then proclaim this healing to others. Shout gladly, the glory of the Lord. For the weakness was healed and the strengths will continue to grow and flourish.

Sounds of Heaven Memoirs

1/14/1996

A book was given to me on “Blessings and Curses” that I read last weekend. The end of the book had a prayer to read it silently. If your heart was tugging at you and urging you to pray it aloud then follow the Holy Spirit’s lead and read it aloud. One was to complete the prayer and ask that any curses be removed and lifted. I completed the prayer last Sunday.
On Monday my newness of life began…This was the first of the “bleeps” to come to me. This is the only way to describe it. I am awake and a flash of a picture comes into my mind, it is ever so clear and vivid to me, as in the details.
I am in Vermilion and what I see is if I am on the west side of the bridge (the bridge you cross to go to McGarvey’s.) The sky is white and I see one bird in the sky…as this comes to be the presence I am feeling is calmness and peace, it was quite beautiful.
As the day progresses I am beginning to pray in tongues. This mostly occurs while I am praying my rosary. Somewhere during it, I am guided to go to my heart and hear and speak the words after the words come and I speak them. There is always a pause and in English, I am given the explanation of what was spoken on my lips. My life sees so much beauty when I look at life through the eyes of prayer. In the middle of total ciaos a calmness and peace comes through.
The next day as I awoke my second bleep comes to me. The same white sky, but not just one bird in the sky. This time there were a few (three, four, or 5) birds in this white sky. The same place the river between McGarvey’s and the other side (west side) of the river. I am looking down (meaning standing in the center of the bridge or if I am looking down and seeing what I am about to see taking place on the bridge itself…I see a big ball of flames, red and red-orange with smoke coming up, but not a lot of smoke. More flames that anything, red and red-orange in color. I keep wanting to write the word “bellowing.” These flames don’t have points to them but they are more of a rounded flame. Even though it is a fire, the way it is burning reminds me of a cloud.
Later this evening after my prayer time was completed I went to this journal to incorporate the definition of the word I wrote about earlier this day. “bellowing” my American Heritage Dictionary (my pocket calculator, spellcheck, dictionary, and thesaurus all in one) listed the word bellow as “to roar in the manner of a bull. To shout in a deep loud voice. The thesaurus listed this “roar, clamor, bawk, call, shout, cry, yell, holler, bawl, whoop, bluster, halloo, vociferate.”

12/23/1995

“God is love and anyone who lives in love lives in God, and God lives in him.” These words are ever true when you look around you will see His love and beauty at work in your home, in all of your journeys Christ is present to touch and heal your lives. Blessed be the Lord, our king of all kings for this time.He will raise us all up from our troubles and problems. Let Him into your hearts, homes, work, and lives in good and in bad times. He is the Savior of us all; just look into the eyes of someone you love and the gentleness you see is the working of the Lord through that person. If when you look into their eyes and you see emptiness pray for them and ask the Lord to bless them. He can do anything and in the name of our King, miracles can and do and will continue to occur. Never ever give up hope, for when you lose hope you lose love and you leave the Lord out, never do that. Instead, proclaim His name and praise and love Him in your heart.

Sounds of Heaven Memoirs

Many years ago, I was going through a very challenging time in my life. It was during this period that the Holy Spirit would give me visions and speak to me about things to come via writing in a journal. I kept these writings throughout the years and now I am released by the Holy Spirit to compile them in a book form for the people to be able to read.

Throughout the years, I have shared these very journal entries in ministry to others; over the radio; and submitted some of the words to those in the prophetic arena. My prayer is that you will be blessed through these journal entries. I truly trust that the writings will help people in their walk with the Lord or encourage them to start a walk with the Lord.

10/27/1995

Many times of trial are coming to many on this earth. There is much disbelief in the Lord and teachings of the Lord. This saddens the heart and much peace must come and be passed on to many. Like the links in a chain, a chain that is connected into a circle. When one shares love and compassion with a fellow human being, it is then passed onto another and so forth. The peace is our salvation, the everlasting salvation. Do not be afraid to live like a Christian and proclaim the words of the Gospel, the word of the Lord. Sing from your hearts and praise His name, His most blessed and holy name. For praise and honor of our Lord, along with true acts of kindness and love is what brings forth the peace.
Rest, rest, rest, that is what comes from sharing the words and work of the Lord. It can be a very lonely and at times a sad life when one chooses to accept doing the Lord’s work. but amidst the lonesome times and trying times comes an incredible peace that fills the heart and soul. Almost as though one feels the arms of the dear and gentle Lord around you. Letting you rest in His presence. God is wonderful and fills us each and every one of us with grace. How can grace be described? An incredible warmth wells up inside and an abundant feeling of love fills your being. Like resting on a fluffy cloud and looking out to the great beauty and wonder of this world, that God was ever so gracious to create and share with us.