What Did You Do On Pentecost Sunday, This Is What I Did.

I was up early that Sunday and I baked. Oatmeal squares with the flavor of blueberry. Oh, my goodness, the cost of pie filling and jams sure have gone up in price at the grocery store recently. This is what I did, I used blueberry pie filling then sprinkled fresh blackberries, raspberries and blueberries on top of the filling then the oatmeal crumble on top of that and they all meld together wonderfully when they bake in the oven. Since I'm staying away from sugar and my mom will no longer be coming for visits with me, I used the Amish made rhubarb (she loved rhubarb and made the best homemade pie crust when making strawberry rhubarb pie from scratch of course) jam in a little section with fresh raspberries over the jam portion. I was meeting up with friends late that afternoon to go to the worship/prayer gathering on the square in Franklin, TN. I watched Jimmy Swaggart on tv in the morning. I tried out my new Hurley beach wagon as the mode of transporting camp chairs to sit in, water bottles, and my hand-held percussion instruments to worship with. So good to gather with friends and fellow believers in prayer and worship.

It was cloudy and there was a bit of coolness and breezes in the air. We arrived and it was not what I expected to take place. There were clusters of people throughout the square praying and worship. We found a place to sit temporarily in the street to begin with (the street was blocked off to traffic.) It was mild sort of worship the style sort of like kumbaya type worship. I went in between 2 different groups and as Holy Spirt led I played the rain stick. It just was not radical enough for me or upbeat tempo enough for me. I think I apologized to my friends for coming to this because I thought it was going to be a set up like the 12 different worship groups were going to be on the main platform area and we were all going to gather together in one spot for prayer and worship. I inquired and was told they would all be gathering in about 25 minutes, so we agreed to stay and get seats moved to the sidewalk area now. I saw an older woman that was playing a tambourine and shared how I like more exuberant type of worship and she agreed with me. Hold on now because I am about to share with you what happened, and we were so glad we stayed because a mighty wind/move of God took place right on the steps of City Hall. I kept thinking the woman playing the tambourine resembled a dear friend of mine that was older, and I would visit with her when I lived in Ohio, but she has been in heaven for many years now. She sure did look like Mary Flynn. Moments before we all gathered together, I hear the sound of a shofar blowing. It was a powerful and strong sound coming forth right behind us when the tambourine woman was now blowing in the shofar. I do believe something broke in the spirit realm in that moment. In retrospect thinking the next day I pondered that God could send an angel in human form to jump start this gathering and He sure could send one looking just like my friend Mary.

Then she is up by the steps of City Hall, and they ask her to blow the shofar, and in the microphone, they announced that once the shofar was blown, we were to all gather together in the area where the sound system was set up. The people were gathering. We had a good view before the space was filled up with people gathering to worship & prayer. Next, a white-haired man begins to speak and reminds us of what happened on Pentecost when they all began to pray/speak in tongues and he admonished us to start praying in tongues right on the square in Franklin, Tn. Power was flowing when we began to pray out loud as a group in tongues. I would be explaining things as they were happening to my 2 friends of what was going on. Then the praise/worship picked up in tempo and I had freedom to worship with a rain stick and some small percussion instruments. My friends each had one too to worship with. A lady next to me I sensed she was clapping and exuberant and offered to her if she would like to use one of the handheld percussion instruments and she gladly said yes. She said a few times pointing to me that she found her sister (meaning common spirits that is). There were times right there on the square the GLORY shout came forth out of me. I explained it to that lady, and I said sometimes it will well up inside o you then you release it out loud. For her it was the word hallelujah. The momentum is still picking up.

My all-time favorite portion of this gathering was when a born-again veteran shared a bit of their testimony. From that they were led to do an altar call. Four people responded to the invitation and then after he prayed with them prophetic blessing words came forth. To God be the glory 4 people gave their hearts to Jesus right on the level area above the steps to city hall. Then there was a spitfire person praying and I totally understood the deliverance type of words they spoke forth. See, what I thought was a lemon from the start actually turned out to the sweetness of lemonade so to speak when Holy Spirit swept across that place with wind and fire. So glad we stayed until the very end. I felt led to go up to the organizers spouse and share with them that the gathering was beautiful. I did say it was slow to start but once we all gathered together it was beautiful. She asked my name, and I gave it to her.

I then went to dinner with my friends, and we met up with her daughter, son-in-law, grandson and husband and we had dinner together.

Oh, back to the blueberry squares. Made a plate for my friend's family and a small plate for Don Finto if he was there to thank him because it was his ministry that sent me the email telling me about this gathering. They announced he already left so that plate went to my friend's children to enjoy. It is a long drive in the night driving back home. I usually don't do that because even the highway heading home tends to get dark with less highway lights. It was worth every bit of leaving when I did to be able to fellowship with others.

I know I received some sort of Holy Spirit impartation because I had a 3-part dream early the next morning. Destiny type of dream all interrelated. The last part of the dream I saw a digital clock image of 10:45AM so when I woke up, I thought to myself wow, I never sleep until 10:45AM. In actuality it was 8:55AM when I looked at the clock and was still amazed, I slept in that late. I knew I was given the time in a dream to search out in scripture a chapter 10 verse 45. I found it in Acts 10:45-46: "All the believers who were circumcised and who had come with Peter were amazed that the gift of the Holy Spirit had been poured on people who were not Jewish. They heard these non-Jewish people speaking in other languages and praising God."

You can't tell me God doesn't speak to His people through the word of God, He just did via a dream and then scripture to back it up. I told you my Holy Spirit adventures are fun and full of life.

It Is Too Soon For Me To Attend Another Funeral, I Am Not Ready & Cancelled My Flight To Ohio For This Week. May I Share ...

I was booked on a flight heading back home the end of this week. I am just not ready to go through this again with another loved one in my life. They are in heaven, and I recently had the blessing honor of visiting with them while still alive when I was in Ohio for my mother's celebration of life services/gatherings. I struggled with this a bit and then realized it is not in my life right now. I am still going to the chiropractor for treatments from the auto accident when someone hit me from behind. The logistics of this, this time around are just not there. I would have to do this on my own because no one is here physically to help me out. Meaning loading luggage into my car; taking the luggage and placing on a shuttle to the airport from the parking garage; getting it in the airport; then the same thing once I land in Cleveland to get a rental car. Not right there in the terminal but you have to go offsite to get the car. That is just 1 way then there would be the return flight back home. Too much luggage lifting for me as my close family & friends know all so well, I do not pack light luggage. I just never know if I want to change my outfit agenda to wear last minute. So, I pack extra outfits. I often say if I were travelling oversea, I would probably be better off shipping it in advance of my trip. Point is, I do not pack lightly, and I can laugh at that truth. So, for all of you light packers of luggage out there have a bit of empathy on me ok. When I first told my daughter I didn't think I was going to come she said to me to pack lightly like using a duffle bag. I think we laughed because we knew that was probably not going to happen.

My former mother-in-law (I am not going to refer to her as former because she was the only mother-in-love I ever had.) I wanted to originally fly into Akron/Canton airport and drive in from there because it allows me to drive past the rest stop area in Bath, Ohio where Jesus performed a miracle on me and healed me right there. It is always good to look back and re-visit those places where miracles take place. When I would fly into that airport, I would stop at Harry London's Chocolates near the airport and get some chocolates for her. She loved chocolates and sweets too. So, I researched a bit and found out Harry London's was sold to Fanny May chocolates, but the former CEO was the grandchild of the London family and created their own chocolate company still in Canton Ohio area. I did a further search with All City Candies and saw a video comparing Harry London buckeye candy to Fanny May's version and Waggoner's chocolate version. By far they said Waggoner's was the closest to Harry London's. Further searching brought me to call Waggoners after inquiring via an email how their buckeye candies are comparable to London's. I ordered a variety 2-pound box with heavier on the buckeyes and sent it to my daughter. With the intent of allowing the people coming to the funeral to enjoy grandma's love of chocolates. She said she will put them out at the wake for people to enjoy. She tried one and said it was good but did not know what to compare it to like her brother does. He knows buckeye chocolates because I used to order them around the holidays from QVC. I think it was a 5-pound tin variety of flavors when they used to sell Harr London chocolates. If I remember correctly one year the factory maybe had a fire so they substituted Giannio's chocolates in the holiday tin. I started ordering them each year and would give them out as extra treats with Christmas gifts. They even sell that brand in bulk at Bernie Shulman stores. Well, I come to find out recently that my son really never did like the substitute brand in comparison to London's chocolates even though both were made in Ohio.

That caused me to go on the search for Harry London quality candy. The real test will be when he is in town to taste the buckeye from Waggoner's to see if it is pretty close the London's buckeye. Oh, what we will do as a parent to bring happiness to a child. It is my pleasure to do that, it really is my delight to bring smiles to their faces (my children and friends that is.) I am blessed to be a blessing to bless others. I picked up the other day a Lawsons Chip Dip for my friend's family to try when I will see them today. We plan on going to a worship/prayer gathering in Franklin. I have wanted a collapsible wagon for quite some time now. I drove into Nashville yesterday and actually purchased the only one left in Hurley brand @ Ollie's. My friend told me that is a great outdoor line of products and to get one for 79.99 was a good price. Well, it got even sweeter because literally yesterday I received a coupon from Ollie's giving me 20% off of one item purchased. I will use this wagon for transporting things like my camp chair and handheld instruments when I go places. I can put a few camp chairs in it today and it even has drink holders too. It is a beach wagon, and do you like the colors of the removable liner it came in.  Ollies also had Instant Pot duo of pressure cooker/air fryer. Since I was not going to Ohio and spending $ on a car rental I purchased one for both of my children and one for me also. My daughter is so kind and considerate when I first asked her if she would like one. She responded to me she would take my old one. I like the fact that I will no longer need to use 2 separate appliances since they are built into one appliance. I would like to try the dehydrator feature. She said she would try that to dehydrate stuff for her 2 bunnies. My son was gracious also with his response to me. He would like one if I bought it as a Christmas gift for him.

I am a generous person I share what I have with others be it lean or more prosperous times in my life. I really do and you know that if you know me at all.

Next subject at hand now. I know I hear from Holy Spirit when He speaks to me. Last night I watched Up To the Mountain with Jacobs Tent from Cleveland, TN. Paul Wilbur, Joshua Aaron & Marty Goetz. I am playing it again right now as I am composing this. For a few days now I have been playing in my home the instrumental only of Prayers for Israel by James Goll. I watched a replay of the other day with their Esther fast for Israel and whomever those ladies that were in the video with James Goll missed the mark that day. How do I know I hear from Holy Spirit? That very morning early Holy Spirit had me read all of chapter 62 in Isaiah. So, as I am watching the replay later in the afternoon, he states in the beginning they are to read the whole chapter that day. That was my confirmation and yes and amen to that. Not one of those ladies that day followed through when he was asking them what was standing out to them. They did not read the entire chapter that day and I do not know these women, but they missed the mark that day, but I heard Holy Spirit way earlier in the morning and read the entire chapter that day. Then there was revelation about minerals or something like that that will be discovered in Israel. In that moment I heard Diamonds. I was watching a replay not live time. Then one of the ladies mentions diamond, I heard it way before ever hearing her say that and I asked Holy Spirit to let me be the one that has Jewish blood in her to find the diamonds in Israel because He knows I would be honorable in the find and not prostitute the find but find with integrity and respect of the people of Israel. Sometimes Holy Spirit sets up things just for you to bring confirmation that you are hearing Him. Praise goes all to God.

On the same day I received back my repaired car from the accident I strategically received in the mail that very day the paid off title to my car. Debt is paid in full imagine that. I think that is some sort of prophetic story in that.

Back to me sharing how I am not just ready to attend another funeral now. It is still fresh within me the healing of my mother going to be with Jesus. I brought 2 music CDs with me on that trip to see her and played for her. One was the Christmas CD and the other was by the Larson family "Here We Are." I had the pleasure of being able to listen to music again in my car with having a CD player. I played that CD on my journey driving yesterday. It hit me and I cried off and on while listening to it. I played those very songs for my mother in her last moments here on earth. Our special time together through the night I stayed up with her and did not sleep. I talked and shared, and it was truly a special time for me in my life. She is in heaven along with her dear friend, my mother-in-love and they are rejoicing together now. No sickness, but life and joy filling them in heaven. I wonder if these waves of crying and missing them even though I know they are in a much better place will subside. I am most better off sending chocolates for others to enjoy and have the sweet memory of seeing her alive the last time I was in Ohio and not the memory of her now that she is deceased if that makes sense.

I think Marty Goetz & Paul Wilbur have Ohio connections. Remember for 4 years I lived at a university location right in the heart of a Jewish community. God knew all along that one day I would discover my Jewish heritage I think that is divine destiny worthy stuff do you agree. Peace to all and most important I pray for the peace of Jerusalem, AMEN.

I just posted a picture and gentle sentiment words to the obituary. This is what I shared:

"I will always remember the many trips Betty would take with my mother and some with their shared grandchildren together and even with my mom's grandchildren they did not share. These children would also lovingly refer to her as Grandma Betty also. Many memories for the children to always have tucked away in their hearts forever to bring a smile or two to their faces when pondering upon them. Betty was most kind, loving, generous and always had something nice to say. "

Now, it has to be approved before it gets published. I am ok if it does not get published because I am sharing the heartfelt sentiment with you all today to honor this woman.

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While there also catch the word brought forth by Kathi Pelton. Much wisdom is out there sometimes you have to search deep to find it. Once you find a timely word then being it forth to share with others. Apparently, it is showing that the share a word section (add this service section) will no longer be available via Oracle after 5/31/2023 what is that all about? It states it was a business decision they made. 

Local Ministries Are Pushing A Tent Revival Gathering This Weekend. Not Me, I Was Burned By One A Couple Of Years Ago, I Learned From That Experience. I Will Be Attending A Worship/Prayer Gathering @ A Local Square On Pentecost Sunday. That Is Where Holy Spirit Is Drawing Me.

I attended a tent revival a couple of years ago and then it met for weeks on a Friday evening at a local church. It was good at times but trust me when I say there was a point when I was casting my pearls before swine. I do not like using that phrase but that is what happened. Not everyone in ministry is up and at am so to speak. When you connect with someone you will then see who they really are by their actions or lack of action. If I said the name, you would know who they are, and I am not here to name names. I followed this revival for many weeks and was most thankful that I was able to worship with the rain stick. I think in one of the meetings they even called out if Holy Spirit had a song via the rain stick, Imagine That! There was a service, and they were REALLY struggling with casting out a spirit from someone. Holy Spirit spoke to me ever so clear it was a spirit of suicide. I think I even spoke it out amongst the people. They didn't get it. They were struggling so much with this person and quite frankly, it was an easy fix, cast out the spirit of suicide. They kept struggling and so Holy Spirit in order had me walk up to one of the minister's parents and whisper to them it was a spirit of suicide. They never did anything about that and kept on struggling with that person. If you are called to deliverance ministry, it should not be a struggle to cast out spirits. No yelling or pleading. If you know who you are in Jesus, you just do it, very simple. Holy Spirit hand feeds you the very words and insight also.

So, I was at an event at the end of that Summer and spoke with the one minster that was there for this particular women's conference. I shared of my extensive deliverance training and how I helped set up a deliverance ministry at a church I used to attend. They asked me to email them my deliverance training experience training, sort of like a resume pertaining to this. After reaching out a few times to the minister with no response I knew that act was going nowhere. I literally cast my pearls before swine. As harsh as that may sound, I did. I have natural God given gifts that I do operate in, and deliverance ministry is one of them. Why do ministers pretend like they are caring but they may have an ulterior motive. Possibly someone asked them to get that info for them to see with no intention of allowing me to operate in this ministry.

See, local ministers are pushing a tent revival, of some sort this weekend at a certain location. I received an email with a short video clip speaking of a worship event being held on a public square on Pentecost Sunday. I am a worshiper and that is where I am drawn to. Yes, many will attend this tent gathering because influential ministers in the area are promoting it but guess what. It is not about who will be there the who's who of the ministry field. It is about attending a gathering where there are no mainstream preachers/speakers or even main well know churches sponsoring it. Just worshipers gathering and prayer together. There is power and warfare power released when the worshipers gather, and worship Jesus coupled with prayer. If you are a true worshiper, you will be in worship heaven so to speak at this gathering. 12 acoustic worship groups gathering. What I loved the most about this promo video is they said bring your hand-held instruments. Do you think the rain stick is classified in that category. I will be attending with a few friends that early evening. It is not about names and the who's who but about worshipers gathering to lift up the name of Jesus. There is powerful warfare that can take place in the form of worship. Let the worshipers arise and sing forth the praises of God and watch the walls come tumbling down.

Trust Holy Spirit and He will direct your path and show you if and where He wants you to be on Pentecost Sunday. I wait with great anticipation and am willing to drive over an hour away for this.

I Had A Very Special Moment Early This Morning 5/24/2023 With Holy Spirit. Deals With The Tribe Of Benjamin & The Daughters Of Zelophehad.

It was early this morning, 5/24/2023 in prayer. I was led by Holy Spirit to look up in my bible Numbers 27 and then pray out loud with authority in my life. Reminding that my earthly father no longer had sons since they died and remaining were his daughters. I petitioned heaven from the same perspective that Moses sought God for these daughters. The will of my father's estate was out of Godly order, and I still believe in faith and with tenacity for I do not quit. It will be returned to us along with a 7-fold increase from what was stolen from us by the enemy. Then I did a little searching for the tribe of Benjamin. in Joshua 18 Why Benjamin you may ask. That is simple, the relative in my family that brought the Jewish blood into our family bloodline had a maiden name of Benjamin. I cannot help believing that I am somehow coming down the family bloodline from the tribe of Benjamin. A Jewish woman that knows who she is in Jesus. The version I have of one of my bibles actually lists what territory/land Benjamin inherited. The old-time name of one of the cities, Jebus, is updated and it is the city now called Jerusalem. I come from a tribe in my family bloodline that was given as part of their inheritance Jerusalem. Imagine that. Of all the tribes I land somehow in the line of Benjamin and of all the land given to the tribes Jerusalem just happens to be in this tribe. I had absolutely nothing to do with this. I do believe it is divine destiny in the making of this. I was also told I qualify for Israel Alliyah (I think that is how you spell it) because the Jewish bloodline comes from the maternal side of my family.

This is interesting. Years ago, my father sent me on a pilgrimage to the former Yugoslavia during the Bosnian war to a place called Medjugorje. I think I mentioned this before, but the original trip he wanted to send me to was Israel and something fell through so that is how he sent me to Medjugorje instead. It was an all-expense paid trip even with travelers checks for spending money. See, he felt a little bad that the Israel trip fell through, and I do believe that is the only reason my father sent me on a trip that added on 3 days in Rome. So, not only the will was messed around with, I am adding on in my petition to also bring forth the trip to Israel I was supposed to go on. I have faith and great faith at that. Not just faith but the actual gift of faith and that is how I can pray for another and actually see the prayer done once the words in faith come forth.

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I Was Going To Go To Franklin Yesterday But Decided To Stay Local, Lay Out in The Sun & Read.

Yesterday I thought I was going to go into Franklin & return an item to Trader Joe's, but you know what? The unction dissipated and I stayed around home. I planted a lily that is already coming forth in a patio planter into the ground in the backyard. Watered my plants and I had a book I was reading and felt that yesterday was the day to finish reading it. I literally only had a few pages left to read. I am most thankful I took that book with me and read it while also laying in the sun to get some good old fashioned vitamin D from the sun. It was a lovely day not too hot outside sitting in the sun. Hearing the gentle sound of the wind chimes as a breeze would come now and then. Jeff Jansen will have been gone almost a year this August from the earth but is in heaven and I have found his words still reverberate in the earth. Meaning, they are still alive and relevant on the pages he penned in this very book, "A Preparatory Guide to a Life of Miracles! Revival of the Secret Place."

I am going to share them with you because if they impacted me yesterday, then there is a good chance they will touch your life today. Page 67: "Every time we go through a trial season and we overcome, something is solidified inside of us. We're not only filled with the Holy Spirit, but we also begin to operate in the power of the Holy Spirit. If we're in a season of difficulty, oftentimes a season of promotion is right around the corner. Jesus left the desert in the power of the Spirit completely ready to start His ministry." Then on page 68 the final paragraph states: "We must draw close to the heart of God and allow Him to mold and shape our character. We must receive the baptism in the Father's love and let His Word wash over us. We must embrace the presence of God and lean on Him completely in those seasons of purification and purging. Why? Because when it's all through, we come out in the power of the Spirit, as gold refined by fire-commissioned into our Kingdom destinies that will turn the world upside down!"

A job well done Jeff, well done indeed. A few weeks ago, I spoke briefly with a minister that came to Jeff's church a few years ago along with his wife. Another local prophet was also there. Jeff, James Goll & Wesley Campbell all sat on the platform and shared about the last hours of Bob Jones life here on earth. I felt compelled to share with the minister that day about Jeff still not having a grave marker at his grave. I briefly shared how I would go, and plant money seeds tucked under his cheap, plastic temporary grave marker. Seeds planted in faith that someone would get this prophet of God a proper grave marker, to at least show he lived on this earth. The minister inquired why not reach out to the church/ministry about it. I said my time of putting into this is now up. I said I no longer live in that region because I moved. My job was done with planting monetary seeds in faith that he will get a proper grave marker.

When I saw this minister, I really wanted to ask a simple question, but Holy Spirit directed my words elsewhere that very day. I get nothing out of a grave marker being ordered and paid for or not. I follow Holy Spirit instruction even if it goes off of the acceptable path others may see it as. Sometimes when you are blazing a trail you do not have time to think of proper protocol so to speak. You speak the words to come forth and then you move on. The words given have been released and your part is now done. Sometimes prophetic acts are played out in that same manner. Release the act and then move on.

There has been a question I have had rumbling inside of me for a few years now. You may think I am a bold woman of God but in some instances not so much so. It was that very weekend I made mention of, and I did have a couple of opportunities when speaking with Jeff briefly to ask the question but quite frankly I did not ask. So, now this other minister is before me and again I did not ask the question. There were 3 men of God sitting on the front row in one of the ministry sessions that afternoon as I recall. One of the main speakers was on the platform speaking and then all of a sudden, all 3 men at the same time leaned forward in their seats and looked to the right where I was sitting, and no one was seated around me that day. What was that all about? Some secret type of code or recognition or confirmation? In the moment when it happened, I thought to myself is something wrong with me that at the same time they all 3 looked at me. There is 1 more minister left that I could ask the same question, but I do not think that will happen. How do I know that. Well, at a women's conference a few weeks ago in Nashville I was seated with my friend. That particular minister walked past me and gave me a not very nice look at all. My friend even commented to me, and she did not know what to do in that brief moment, but she smiled back at him. Ministers are not always what they appear to be if you are sensitive to Holy Spirit, He shows you sometimes who they really are. I am thankful for that very thing in my life.

No more negative thoughts let's move onto the rest of my afternoon story from yesterday. I heard in the distance a plane in the sky. That was followed by me hearing someone say whoo or whoa which caused me to then look up in the sky. It appeared to be several people just did parachute from the plane. There were several of them in this group. The sun was in my eyes so I couldn't capture the group all together as they were floating down in the sky. I did get 1 picture. I told you I now reside in a place where rest and relaxation are a reality. I wonder if they were locals or just spending the day out here for relaxation. I really want to explore if there is beach access to either of the lakes out here. I can see myself sitting by the water and either reading or even bringing with me a small canvass and some paints and let's see what Holy Spirit wants me to paint. It would be some sort of prophetic creativity because that is how He works with me.

This is what was drawn on the board at my chiropractor's office. Sure does speak truth doesn't it.

I asked the staff if I could take a picture of this to share on my blog before I captured it with my camera.

I Am Most Thankful For Having A Chiropractor That Prays For Me Even When I Do Not Verbally Ask For It. He Senses & Then Follows Through. Let Me Share About Yesterday 5/20/2023.

I had my appointment scheduled for early yesterday morning 5/20/2023. I drove about 45 minutes in normal traffic to get there. About18 or so miles away there was a truck jackknifed off of the highway into a wooded area it looked like. Traffic began to slow down because my guess it might have just happened. I prayed and also thanked Holy Spirit for having me leave my home when I did to not be in the midst of this accident taking place in the rain. It must have been a serious accident because when I was heading home a few hours later, I noticed the same location of the accident was now backed up in very slow-moving traffic it seemed like for miles away from that accident.

I am at the doctor's office, and it has been a bit much for me lately. Finding out my beloved mother-in-law went to be with Jesus and literally weeks from the time my own mother went to be with Jesus. My children have both had to say goodbye to caring, loving, influential women in their lives within a short span of time. I shared briefly with my doctor and inquired of him which would be the best mode of transportation going to the funeral for me. I agreed with him a plane flight is a lot better than driving 9 hours by myself this time around. He finished the chiropractic portion of my adjustment and as he was using an instrument on my back he then began to pray for me, my children and my family in regard to the funeral and the loss of 2 grandmothers. I felt a burden lift from me and I was then able to get the chores done on my list before heading back home.

During my drive time I happened to pick up a Christian radio station and 2 songs touched my heart. Let me see if I can find them for you and they will bring comfort to you also. While back in Ohio for this shorter stay then my last visit weeks ago I told my daughter I will cook for her. My son wants me to find Harry London's chocolate buckeyes because he likes their chocolates. My mother-in-law loved her chocolates so I am in search of getting some so others can enjoy sometime during the funeral services to honor her and her love of chocolate. I never dreamt in a million years that I would be back in Ohio so soon after being there for my mother's celebration of life services. Saying goodbye is really saying hello to a time when we will be joined together in heaven for all eternity.

Oh, this is very important in my drive home experience. It was raining and I am now on the country road portion of my drive home, and I begin to cry. Not tears of sadness for the recent loss in our lives but because I have been so busy since my mother dying that I haven't had real heart-to-heart chats with Holy Spirit. I asked Him to forgive me for my busyness and I began to speak blessings over the farmland crops I was driving past. For bringing me to such a beautiful region for peace, restoration and a place where I get rest. 2 lakes not far from me as He has me tucked away. I thanked Him for the Christian couple that are my landlords that look out for my well-being. I asked Him and I do not even know if this is possible in heaven, but I asked anyway. Please honor and bless both of my children's grandmothers that very day for loving us all so very much and taking good care of us, that those things will not be forgotten in our lives. My children remember when the divorce took place how both Nana & Grandma did things for them because they somehow saw a need to bless the children while they were walking through the divorce process and well beyond that too. How many of you can say both of your grandmothers took you on the same trips all together and even some trips with your cousins too as a part of the trip? How many of you can say that your cousin's grandmother treated you as if you were also one of their grandchildren. So loved that you tenderly referred to them as grandma too when talking to them or referring to them. This is the kind of love that was personified in both of these women. They sure did love well, didn't they?

So, I will be seeing people I may have not seen in a bit of a while and then seeing others I just recently saw. God works all things out doesn't He. I cried when hearing both of these songs on my yesterday journey.

Cain "The Commission"

Looks like it was recorded live in Nashville @ The Belonging Co Church

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I Must Share This Little Video Clip Of The Talking Donald Trump Figurine I Randomly Took A Video Of.

I felt inspired one day to take a short video clip of the figurine and this happened to be the verse he spoke when I pressed the button. Of all the 17 phrases this is the one that played. When my mom died and planning her celebration of life services, I totally forgot a very good friend of mine was celebrating their 65th birthday. I got this Holy Spirit idea this past week, so I went into action mode. I ordered one of the same figurine's and had it sent to them. We also grew up on Lawson's Chip Dip, so I purchased a gift card to Circle K for her to get some chip dip for the belated birthday celebration. I also tucked in her card 2 Russell Stover's pieces of chocolate, one being confetti cake flavor. In her card I told her the guest of honor will be delivered to her home to keep a lookout for it.

Holy Spirit is most creative isn't He. Even weeks passed by He reminds me to celebrate her belated 65th birthday. True friends stick together in the ups and downs of life. True friends are to be distinguished from "user" friends or so-called friends. What do I mean by that? There are people out there and yes, even Christian titled so called ministry friends that will use you to attain their goals and platform all under the auspice of putting on a good show to be your friend. Be careful, be very careful because they truly are operating in the guise of a wolf in sheep's clothing. Oh, they are smooth operators they really are. Hey, would that be in the category of a jezebel spirit? Think back in your life. Have here been times in which you were in pain either physical or emotional and that supposedly friend starts to come around and try to comfort you? A true friend will, but a false friend will take advantage of the situation and get their claws/hooks in you when you are weak and down. Sometimes they will speak things to you telling you to keep away from this one and that one and even try to dissuade you from the course of destiny in your life because they are not the central focus in that picture. Think back and you will see how they slithered their way into your life and attempts to alter divine destiny in your very life.

Why am I so much talking in a warning tone today? Probably because I see this in action and when I do it makes my stomach churn because pain is real. When dealing with physical and even emotional pain one can become a bit distracted. Things you wouldn't normally say spew forth from your very mouth. You then have to repent and ask forgiveness of the one you spoke the ugly words to. Both pains can cause one to throw up their hands in the air in a motion of just not caring about really important things in your life because you just want someone else to think about it or take care of it because you just may not be in the right frame of mind. If you have a kind heart you can easily be taken advantage of. I know this may be some harsh words to take today but I had to repent of some ugly words I spewed forth in the past months to a family member while dealing with my mother's last will and testament. I can see how money can cause people to act differently. How the almighty dollar will try to speak louder over the person then hearing their words/heart spoken. Be very cautious because people are not only rising up under this deception but are gaining power not for the good of God. Their power is rising up because they want their agenda fulfilled and they just may be using you as the catalyst to launch their own agenda. Maybe their agenda may appear to be godly on paper so to speak but is it the same agenda on paper for your life? Or are you just being the patsy so to speak to get their agenda completed and then leave you in the dust so to speak once their agenda/power is fulfilled.

There is much to think about and ponder today so take it under advisement with Holy Spirit. He will show you when and how to repent; get enough strength and words to cut off these false agendas; and get back on track with divine destiny being fulfilled. Also seek Holy Spirit to see if blinders need to come off of your eyes and heart so the true truth will be revealed once and for all. Final suggestion for this very day. Bless others as you would like to be blessed. You know, a kindly word and smile too.

Oh, this is kind of funny. I purchased weeks ago the chip dip and a bag of chips for the Circle K employees to try the chip dip and to bless them. See, if you sample an item and like it, it just may be easier to sell. I see now when I go into that particular Circle K, they make room for a few of them in the refrigerated section near the register. I inquired and guess what, the chip dip is now selling much better than being kept in the back cooler and a customer has to request for them to go in the back cooler to get some for them to purchase. Have you tried the Lawsons Chip Dip yet. I know they carry it at a circle K in the Manchester, TN area. Go on a treasure hunt today to locate and get some Lawsons Chip Dip, you will be glad you did. I trust that brought a smile on your face today to break the serious message inside of this blog entry.

Here Is The Title Happy Church Writing I Mentioned. Maybe It Is Time To Re-Visit Again. I Received These Words On 11/10/2007 @ 9:29AM

 11/10/07 9:29 AM

The TITLE Happy Church

As time draws near and is eminent that I will arrive to claim My people, the church seems to get more and more out of control in things that are of Me and more and more in control of the things that are of them. There will be a start of a mighty awakening and shaking of this thing that is called the church. I strive to let My people know first of this move of God and then it hits in a mighty clean sweep of the Hand of God to clean up and sweep out the false prophets, apostles, evangelists, bishops and Dr.'s. The ones that will be swept out are the self-proclaimed with titles that they bestowed upon themselves and not by Me saith the Lord of Hosts.

The offices have been placed in the church to be used to help the church and give order to the church not to prostitute the church. How many churches would knowingly allow a witch to preach from their pulpit? With the latest craze in the church of the self-proclaimed titles everywhere, is this not what the church is doing? A person will be known as a pastor, teacher, evangelist, prophet, and apostle not just by the title that they bestowed upon themselves but by the true test...the fruits that come forth from them. Examine those that you put in the pulpit to speak to the people that you have a responsibility over, you would not knowingly put a witch in your pulpit to speak over your flock, then why would you not test the waters of those that you so randomly allow to speak over your
people that are not truly operating in the office that they profess to be
operating in?

Church wise up now, this is the greatest hour in which you are living in, don't be fooled, use wisdom and knowledge and seek Godly counsel before you prostitute the pulpit.

As an outsider looks upon the church, and they attended further schooling and study and even the financial expense to attain a doctorate and they see the church that seems to have more Dr.'s in their titles now more than ever, they must wonder how did this one and that one attain their doctorate without achieving the same things I had to do to attain mine. Not very credible now is it?

Drop the titles and pick up the office that you are called to in the church and let My might and power flow to those looking in and cause them to be captured by My heart and presence saith the Lord. Repent and humble yourselves before me and your congregations and the people that got sucked into the false words, etc. spoken.

The people also have a responsibility to attain knowledge and ask pertinent questions and test the spirits, and that is what they are that cause harm to My church. All must repent and ask forgiveness, those that gave themselves titles without the unction from Me and those that didn't do their homework and accepted things and words, etc. from those that are not operating in the offices I called forth.

This cleaning up will happen in the spirit just as you see it happening in the natural realm in regard to the mortgage industry. There were those that took advantage of people and now they are losing their home. These very people had an obligation to also do research and know what they were getting themselves into before they signed the "too good to be true" paperwork for the loan. As the nation can see now, the bad are being weeded out of this industry and the true are going through the fire to be cleansed. As the industry will rise up again, the true will be standing to truly help the people. As it is in the natural so shall it be in the spiritual, saith the Lord.

Do Not Give Into This Trick Of The Enemy. Being Pushed Into A Corner By A Minister/Ministry To Get Ordained With Them. That Is Not Biblical, May I Share My Recent Experience.

I must be blunt with you and reveal what actually happened to me recently @ a woman's conference held in Nashville. At first, I thought to myself maybe they are right. Something did not settle right with me as time went on, this is one of those moments you just might need to sit on it so to speak before taking action. I think I even shared in either a follow up questionnaire or wrote a comment after taking a class recently. I just may go and get ordained. I was at the bookstore during lunch break time from the conference. I was speaking with the minister's spouse, and I inquired if they will be having the ordination weekends by any chance in Nashville. The response was no on their schedule, and I shared how I completed all the ordination requirements in 2014 but never went to get ordained. He actually quizzed me a bit if I knew how to distinguish a covenant and renounce certain covenants one may have with another. I was able to answer the question because I am trained in deliverance ministry and have gone through deliverances and renounced and broke off certain covenants in my life. Covenants that needed to be broken so as open doors to the enemy could not have a legal right to remain.

The minister then is at the table, and I propose the same question about having an ordination class in Nashville. Apparently, it is very costly. They responded it needs to be sponsored by a church or someone can sponsor it, or the final option was for me to sponsor it. I replied that is not doable for me to pay for. I shared how all the coursework had been completed since 2014 but I never went to TX to get ordained.

They spoke something forth, and I asked them to repeat it to me. I even at one point asked them to say it again so I could write it down. This is what they said to me, and I wrote it down "Assignment of death over your destiny." Meaning it will not be removed until I go to TX in the Fall to be ordained.

I kept what I wrote down and I still was not at peace with this whole ordination thing, so I called my wise spiritual mom in Ohio and shared with her. She told me a ministry that ordains others doesn't necessarily mean it would be recognized by mainstream religions or ministry's and getting validated by having ordination after my name may only be good within that particular ministry.

I read the word spoken to me to her and she responded something to the effect God does not bring death over your destiny God is your destiny and He brings life. In that moment something clicked with me that the minister was speaking a word curse over my life if I did not get ordained through their ministry. Quite frankly, I didn't even understand or conceive it to be right when the words were spoken to me in the moment that day. I was perplexed that I would be going against my very own destiny if I did not get ordained through their ministry. Whatever happened to speaking life into a person's life and not speaking death?

Could it have possibly been a ploy of the enemy to try and grip me with fear? Yes, even thru the words of an international minister! You know the bible states that even the elect will be deceived in the end times. My spiritual mom also told me to reach out to the deliverance ministry I was trained by to see if they heard anything about the ministry trying to speak death on my destiny. Point being, don't just take someone's word and do a little background research on the ministry before committing to getting ordained with them. I'm not going to be pushed into a corner in regard to getting ordained, not in this intricate season of my life. I do not feel the green light telling me via Holy Spirit to get ordained with them in the Fall. I will trust Him because He knows all the intricate details. I do not need to have a title after my name to walk in ministry because I have been doing that for years now. I actually ministered to a pastor at that very same conference. I ministered this past weekend with a neighbor. Ministry is a daily part of my life. I do not need a title to validate who I am and what Holy Spirit calls me to do.

I am being reminded of a writing Holy Spirit gave to me years ago. It was titled The Title Happy Church or something to that effect. I think I may search it out and share it again on my blog with you. Do not get all caught up in titles, be cautious ok.

Final concluding thought. I closed any doors that may have been open by the enemy with this minister/ministry. Broke ungodly soul ties with them and drew a Jesus Christ bloodline between them and me.

This Is What I Bought As A Mother's Day Gift To Me, Do You Like It.

I was recently talking with a friend of mine and told her about the talking Donald Trump figurine I bought. After talking with her I realized I totally forgot about a big milestone birthday she had around the time of my mother's death. It totally slipped my mind at the time with all the busyness that the death of a loved one can bring into your life. I got this Holy Spirit idea to send one to her as a belated birthday gift and that is what I did. I hope she likes it when she gets it in the mail. Gee, maybe I should get her a Circle K gift card for her to also get some Lawson's chip dip to enjoy too since she worked at Lawson's during our college years. Holy Spirit I love your creative ways, I truly do. Thank God ministries are not ashamed of selling uplifting items like this. Every time I press the button and hear a word of encouragement it brings a smile to my face.

Yesterday, 5/17/2023 Another Mighty Woman & Influence In My Life & Our Childrens Lives Went To Be With Jesus.

I should have sensed something was up because I had a dream in which I was attending a funeral. I sort of dismissed the dream. Meaning it was during that time when I kept getting up from bed during the night. So, each time I would get up I hurried back to sleep so as to be able to sleep again and not be up the entire night until morning. It was the night leading into yesterday that it seemed I was up just about every hour during the night. Literally I would look at the clock, and it was only about 1 hour of sleep I had before I'd been up again. I remember it got to the point of slight frustration and did not know what to do so I prayed in tongues sometime during this night/early hours of the new day dawning.

The evening before one of my children called me to let me know about their grandmother, my former mother-in-law's condition was rapidly deteriorating as she was approaching her transition into heaven. She was a great friend to my mother throughout the years and to myself also. Even after my divorce she and I remained friends. When I would go to Ohio, I actually stayed at her house sometimes. You may be thinking to yourself how did that happen when you were divorced from her son? Friends that are true friends remain friends don't they. She would go on vacations with my mom and sometimes with them and our children too. My mom would have family dinners and invite her, my former husband's aunt, uncle and great aunt also. If a divorce has happened in your life, I am here to share that it doesn't always have to end in no communications with the former family you married into.

There was a particular time I went to Ohio for a visit and stayed with her and it was around my birthday. She insisted on paying for my rental car as a birthday gift to me. I said to her before I graciously accepted the gift what would your son think. She responded that she did not seem to be concerned because it was her money to spend how she wanted to spend it. See, I was concerned about her maybe going out on a limb so to speak with her son. She was concerned about blessing me. I knew she loved sweets and chocolates, and I would try to stop @ Harry London's Chocolates after leaving the Akron/Canton airport to bring to her. Throughout the years I would still find ways here and there to send a few sweets to her. She was kind, loving and an exceptional grandmother to our children and she prayed too. I would sometimes cook when I visited her, or I recall cleaning her oven for her on one of those visits. It was a self-cleaning type of oven, and it got very hot on the surface area of the stovetop. Well, the iron was resting on top of the stove, and never did I think to remove it while the oven was cleaning. The heat actually melted the bottom of the iron. I told her about it and offered to get her a new iron and she was like no big deal that she would just go and get another one. No yelling or making you feel bad about melting the iron. That was the easy-going kind of nature she had.

When we were first married, I would go shopping with her to stores. There was 1 time we went to Ted Jacob's in North Olmsted, and it was evening time and the store checked to see if what I wanted in my size was at a store in Lorain. It was and I asked her if we could there right then and there. Even though she may have been tired she said yes and there we went. Lorain was not just right around the corner from where we were at either. She loved well, she really did. She taught me how to make Dijon chicken, swiss steak and city chicken also.

So thankful and blessed I was able to visit with her when I was in town for my mother's celebration of life service a few weeks ago. I did bring her a few chocolates and chocolate pudding she was liking at the time. She looked frail to me at the time of our visit but lasted from near the end of March until yesterday early morning somewhere between 3-4am. I am most thankful for the time of prayer I had on her behalf the night before with one of my children. We prayed for grandma's transition to heaven to be easy, her children and grandchildren and whatever else Holy Spirit put on our hearts to pray about. 

Before one of my children called me with the news, I should have known something was up because it is highly unusual for the mourning doves to just keep cooing yesterday morning when I had the front door open. I saw them once as I moved into my new place but never really have heard their gentle, peaceful cooing since then. They came I do believe to soothe the soul even before I received the news. God is faithful isn't He. Then all day long I literally heard the wind chimes I have in the front yard chiming it was like nonstop all day long. I love the tones of this particular windchime. It was as if an angel at times was out there gently touching it because at times it sounded like it was being shaken more so than wind causing it to create the music. My heart goes out to our children because within a few months they just had to say goodbye to both grandmothers. As we may be saddened here on earth, I know there were glad shouts of joy as she entered into heaven. That is what life is all about where you will spend all of eternity isn't it? I remember a poem a friend sent to me years ago when my father died. You probably already heard of this before. When a loved one dies, it is likened to a ship sailing away and there comes a point when you no longer see it in the distance. In that moment the others in heaven can see it coming in and there are glad shouts of rejoicing as they are welcomed into heaven. That is what life is all about.

Until we meet again, peace be still to a life well lived.

Word Of Hope & Encouragement: Hank Kunneman: "There Is a Great Vindication Arising in the Land!"

Hank Kunneman: "There Is a Great Vindication Arising in the Land!"

Mom, I Think You Would Have Been Pleased With The Way I Spent Mother's Day Today, 5/14/2023

I spoke with both of my children today. I did bake the cupcakes and I will include the recipe in the event you may want to make them one day. No cake mixes for this but homemade recipe. Do you know that it sure is tempting to try the frosting but with staying away from sugar it kept me from trying even a morsel. I set some aside to take to work. Froze a few in the event I have company and I can serve them to them. I then went and visited with 3 of my new neighbors, all mom's so it was perfect to bring them cupcakes on Mother's Day. I frosted some with just the frosting. Then others after frosting some I placed lime zest and sprinkled with kosher coarse salt. One neighbor I was asked to share a bit of my testimony of my faith journey. I did and she asked me to pray for her and a few family members, I did pray right then and there. Visited briefly with the other 2 neighbors.

I watered all my plants, and I am going to share with you, my variety. I hope you like them and may I encourage you to bake this recipe and share them with family and neighbors.

Gardenia

Hosta came back after the Winter.

Hibiscus came back from the Winter.

Chives, parsley and another variety of chives.

Lily and another variety of flowers I grew from seeds.

Red peppers, flowers & chocolate mint

lavender

Peony growing from a bulb planted.

sweet 100 cherry tomatoes

green beans

Carnation that survived the Winter along with flowers from seeds planted.

cucumbers

Another variety of cherry tomatoes made for a patio.

Hummingbird windchime, another windchime my new bumble bee shepherds hook and honeysuckle thriving after the Winter.

Another closeup of the honeysuckle.

And this is how my garden grows ...

It Is Mother's Day Today, 5/14/2023. My Mother Has Been In Heaven Since 1/14/2023.

There will be no phone call made or even a visit today to see my mother because she is no longer here in an earthly body to do so. I even went to two stores today to find pretty colored carnations for me to have in my home, found none. I will follow in the steps of my mother and bake today. I went through my recipes and settled on making strawberry margarita cupcakes. There is no alcohol in this recipe. Think of strawberry homemade cupcakes with a lime buttercream frosting. Then you decorate with lime pieces or lime zest and kosher coarse salt. I am proud to have part Jewish running through my family tree which includes me.

I know there are a bunch of people praying for Israel. Do you think they are praying for me to be included in those very prayers because of my Jewish heritage? That was a random thought I had recently. I have a slight regret in life, I wonder how my life would have turned out if I knew of my Jewish heritage as a child and if we as a family would have celebrated it. Seems like a lifetime almost wasted without having that knowledge as a child. Would I have still been raised a Catholic or a little Jewish girl celebrating life. Would my life changed, and I did not attend a Catholic university or was I destined to attend that very university placed right within a largely Jewish population/neighborhood?

I guess these questions will have to rest since I cannot go back and change my life and re-do it now that I am approaching 65 years old. I like living so far, away from the busyness of the big city. Since I can no longer share my patio flowers/garden with my mom and then she would share with family & friends You all are going to have to see my gardening pictures, I trust that is ok. Only thing now is to seek out which lakes by me have beach access so I can go to the water and rest and read and write too. I think it is time to sign off for now and get started baking.

You Must Watch This, TRUTH Is Shared

You must watch this and listen to truth being spoken Friday evening 5/12/2023. Especially watch and listen to the sounds of space (stratosphere) of The Rocks. It is about the 1:26 time frame into the video. Most Important. 

https://flashpoint.govictory.com/episode/flashpoint-may-12th-2023/

May I Share A Little Bit More About Attending Flash Point Live Yesterday In Madison, TN.

The drive there was a rainy day with heavy rain at times. I am most thankful that I am still in the SUV rental while they are still working on repairing my car from the auto accident that happened weeks ago. Even in something as mundane as the inconvenience of having the car getting repaired, I can still see the blessing in it. I have been given an SUV that is basically a newer vehicle, it might be a 2022 or 2023 to use in the meantime. I am able to go and do things and not add miles to my own car with having unlimited mileage usage. Another blessing in this rental is they registered it as being on empty when it was given to me even though it was a full tank of gas so I can then return it on empty and not get charged for it. Do you see the blessing tucked away in that. I must share this with you that I am not crazy about new cars on the market now because they do not have CD players in them. I am a worshiper and I tend to play worship music in the car. It was suggested by my one child to download music to listen to while driving. That is too much for me when all I had to do was put in my worship CD and go in my car. I like modern conveniences but really, please listen and maybe cater to the older generation because aren't they still the ones with the income to purchase these new vehicles? Just my thought on the subject.

Well, another thing in regard to new vehicles. My current car lets me click on the car fob to lock the car and I can hear the beep noise to find the car in a parking lot. The rental does not even make a sound when you select the lock section on the fob. Yesterday I left the gathering around a little bit before 4pm to head back home for an appointment I had @ 6pm. Cornerstone church has a pretty massive parking lot and there were many white colored SUV's parked in it. It was slightly raining, and I found myself walking around in the parking lot trying to locate the vehicle I was driving. I even hit the panic button on the fob to see if that would go off so I could find the car to head back home. That did not even go off. I then said Holy Spirit help me find the car so I could get home. He did. I was over 1 section further from where I parked and then headed in the right direction and found the vehicle. So, I do not know how the people that work in Nashville or reside or commute in that traffic like sitting in traffic backups. Baffles me. I should have been home in 1.5 hours, and it actually took me slightly over 2 hours to get home. The more I have been in the Nashville region recently makes me even more glad that I moved further away from Nashville.

I really never really connected before with Hank Kunneman ministry prior to yesterday sitting under his teaching. I will now because I found him to be a kind and prophetic minister also that has a great sense of humor and can impersonate the voices of other ministers. He brought forth a very serious message with humor tucked in here and there. How did I witness the kindness of this minister? I sat on the very end where the guest ministers would come out on stage or come down the steps to go to their seats. As he walked out with his son the entire row right in front of me, he shook hands with and even stopped to have a selfie taken with a few of the older people sitting on that row. You just don't see that much anymore do you.

Since it was raining pretty heavy during the lunch break, I decided to not go and run errands during that time and stayed in the building. What a novel idea that they had several good quality food trucks for people to purchase lunch. The lines were so long I opted to get a decaf coffee and package of crackers from the church coffee bar, and I brought a banana with me. When the lines settled down, I did get a cheese quesadilla.  They kept announcing a special surprise guest was going to be speaking in the afternoon. People were wondering if it was going to be President Trump or Tucker Carlson, it was neither of them. It was Riley Gaines, the young swimming athlete. I was not that interested in staying to hear her speak and I graciously left as they were introducing her to the platform. Good thing I left when I did because of Nashville traffic. Another thing, there are way too many big trucks on the highway anymore and some of them are not driving so good. It is as if they think they are the size of a car and maneuvers like so. They take up way too much space on the roads also. Why can't we just go back to transporting things/goods via the railroads and less highway transporting.

While there I purchased a few items as a Mother's Day gift to myself. From Lance Wallnau's table I just had to get the Donald Trump with a flag Talking Figure (says 17 different lines in President Trumps own voice). I love it. I also bought "The Scepter of Esther How to Access Throne Room Power" DVD that came with "The Billy Graham Prophecy" book. Then from Jessee Duplantis' table the book, "The Hidden Help the Mysterious Work of Angels in the Bible and In My Life." Why do I do so much better when I attend these sorts of conferences with both male and female as opposed to mainly women conferences? A mystery yet to be unveiled in my life. Even though I endured rainy weather and traffic jams I was most glad I attended this very conference. Mind you, there was no entrance fee to attend this, and an offering opportunity was given to seed money into this. I gave in that offering. Another hidden treasure tucked in yesterday. I felt led to read a prayer tucked inside the cover of my bible to pray for your children yesterday morning. That prayer came from Kenneth Copeland ministries years ago. Kellie Copeland was in attendance greeting the people and encouraging parents and grandparents to not give up hope on the younger generation. The older and younger generations will come together for a mighty move of God. I do not pray that prayer on a daily basis, so I do believe with me feeling led to pray it and then seeing their daughter there yesterday was a confirmation I was to be there also. God is faithful and greatly to be praised isn't He.

Look Where I Am At.

Weeks ago my spiritual mom back in Ohio encouraged me to attend this Flash Point Live gathering. I tucked it away in the back of my mind and Holy Spirit nudged me to go attend and that is how I am here today. Lance Wallnau is presently speaking. I found favor with shuttle service driving us right up to the door. Then greeter seated me on the 2nd row. Do you think this is a Holy Spirit divine appointment that I am supposed to be at?

Another greeter complimented my hippie style outfit I am wearing today and the shuttle driver asked me if I embroidered my jeans. I responded no but this older gentleman shared that he used to do that. Imagine That!

Lesson Being Taught Today, Deals With Prophetic Warning Dreams Of People Operating in Thievery, Yes, That Is Right!

Months ago, I received 3 prophetic warning dreams of 2 particular people in a ministry that are stealing from the ministry. These people are good at covering up their misdeeds and hoodwinking the main minister. Familiarity with someone is the breeding ground for trusting a wee bit too much and letting down your discernment of spirits. So, I have recently seen these 2 particular people getting elevated and singing of their praises so to speak. When I see this, it causes my stomach to churn and I think to myself that maybe I missed the mark in the dreams I received, I was wavering if I missed it somewhere. After all it was not a random dream but a total of 3 separate dreams of warning with these 2 people in each dream given to me. I think I may have shared bits and pieces of these dreams with you via my blog. I have them written down in one of my journals.

It became a burden to me getting these dreams so much so that I asked Holy Spirit to not give me anymore warning dreams of these 2 people. Holy Spirit honored that request of mine until something happened yesterday afternoon. I repented to Holy Spirit for asking Him to stop the dreams of warning. I then without anyone knowing of this request petitioned Him to give me a dream last night be it either another warning dream if it is still going on or a vindication of them dream confirming the other dreams were not of Holy Spirit.

I was given a 2-part dream I woke from early this morning 5/12/2023. It was another warning dream. First part confirming both people are doing this. Second part I heard ever so clear that the books are being skimmed and the ringleader of this was revealed to me. I was not making this up all along when Holy Spirit was giving me the warnings all along. I wanted scripture confirmation, and I sensed it was going to be the scripture of the old prophet disobeying God in the Old Testament. My bible was open up on my bed and I closed it and let my fingers run over the pages until Holy Spirit told me to open the book. It was the very scripture verse I sensed He was going to give to me. That is not a coincidence that is a God moment in time. 1 Kings 13:11-34.

Lesson learned is first of all do not doubt Holy Spirit warning dreams given to you when He does give them and given with confirmation also. Second lesson learned, if you ask Him to cut off these in particular warning dreams, He will honor that request. The downside of that request is the possibility of the person being lied to was prolonged longer than intended to be because you chose to stop the dreams which could have possibly saved them from further letdown when it does get exposed. Another lesson learned is begin to pray that testimonies be revealed confirming the misdeeds and do not doubt when praying that because you just may see these very people getting elevated in some degree. Your gut instinct is screaming inside of you how can this be. Another lesson learned, humble yourself before Holy Spirit and repent of asking for the dreams to stop and then releasing Him to either give another warning dream or a vindication dream showing the opposite was the case in regard to prior warning dreams given. Most important lesson learned is to pray that the scales be removed from the lead minister's eyes and heart and Lord send in those that will help the ministry heal from this betrayal being revealed. 

Jesus died for us all and He is there to forgive your sins if you repent and ask Him to forgive you and for Him to cover them with His precious blood. He will if you have a sincere, repentant heart. Ask Him to renew your relationship with Him and He will. "Trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding and in all your ways submit to Him will make your paths straight."

I must clarify this about today's dream given to me. No One knew of my inward request of Hoy Spirit and repentance I spoke with Him yesterday that is how the enemy had no knowledge of this request in advance to thwart my request to bring in some sort of enemy induced dream. See, keep your friends close to you and your heart. In my case it is Holy Spirit and He does share mysteries with His close friends. Peace be still to all that read this blog entry. I cannot stay silent when He shows me to share so as to teach others not to fall in these traps but to stay strong in Him.

The Conference I just Attended This Past Weekend, OMG This Will Make Your Stomach Churn A Little In Regard To The Men's Breakout Session.

As my friend and I were talking with the pastor in the lobby that ministered to us we shared about an experience we had at the very church location this was being held at. When I share about it even now it makes my stomach churn. We were there and for whatever reason a well-known male minister felt he needed to confess to the people there that he had a problem with pornography. Yes, there was an altar call in which men and women responded to, but I am a lady, and those words should not have been spoken in the company of women. Why not confess your sin unto males and not in mixed company. When I think back about it, I was not ready to hear such stuff in church. That left a bad taste in my mouth so to speak. This male minister I am sure was healed of this and is currently behind a very big prayer movement taking place now.

Why do men feel it is ok to confess their sins so openly. I get it if Holy Spirit is moving upon their heart to do so. Why then did I feel violated in some respect innocently attending that church service and never believing what was coming out of the mouth of a male pastor? 

The pastor then began to share what took place in that very church building when the men were gathering for their time of ministry. That same churning in my stomach was there again and I was in utter disbelief. Dealt with pornography related once again. Thank God this pastor had the backbone to shut it down and not let the men listening feel it was ok to participate in pornography. He shared how a minister that was on tv preceded to tell the men pornography was ok. That is way off kilter from what my bible teaches me, how about yours? So glad to know there are true men of God out there that will not tolerate this sort of thinking nonsense that pornography in the church frequented by men is ok. Who is vetting these lineups of speakers/ministers for the men at this particular conference.

Gee, I sure have been under scrutiny once or twice for voicing my opinion in truth and the receiver could not handle what I was saying how much more should they be scrutinized for spreading such fallacy to men that are trusting of the men they are being ministered to. Maybe this particular church building needs a complete cleansing via deliverance ministry of some sort to clear the air once and for all. No, it is not ok for men or women to participate in pornography. The church above all else in the world should have their theology right and not be spreading such falsehoods. No wonder why men are not in the church serving with their wives like it should be because they are too busy dabbling in pornography, and I am sure there are probably other things too. Like thinking it is ok to drink alcohol socially. What has ever happened to the living church that has purity. Another thing, no men it is not ok for you to be cheating on your wife, divorcing her for a younger sweet little thing woman. Having sexual relations outside of marriage, sick twisted acts with children. Need I go on and on? Sin is sin and you better make sure you are right with God and Jesus because He is coming again sooner than the church likes to think He is. I do not know the day and time of His return to come and claim Hs people, just look around you and you will see the times and happenings in the world which are all pointing to His eminent return. Keep a watchful eye and fast and pray because these demons I mentioned sense it too and that is why they are rampantly active trying to take away true men of God from their divine destiny and ultimately being in heaven for all eternity with Jesus. Turn from these wicked ways why there still is time left.