I tend to be drawn to the number 5 and I do believe it is due to a connection with me being born when I was actually born. My mother has told me on a few occasions that she went into false labor with me 5 times. Wow, I never had that privilege. I was 2 1/2 weeks overdue with my first born child. Hum, in one instance 5 times thinking I was going to be born on a certain date and not until God said it is time for this child to come forth and breathe outside of her mother's womb. The other instance the reverse, a child waiting in the womb of her mother to come forth when that baby girl was to be born and breathe the breath of air/life outside of her mothers womb. Very interesting, I am intrigued by this are you?
Technically she was 20 days overdue. Projected due date was 8/16 actual day of delivery 9/4. Thank God I filled out a pregnancy journal just found some interesting info while reviewing it now. No one would listen to me except my mother when I told them I thought I was pregnant. Yes, I knew almost immediately as I wrote in the journal. This is interesting under the section when it asks what your feelings are about the sex of the baby I wrote this...We (my former husband that is) were both neutral and we just like it to be healthy. I felt that it was a boy all along and my former husband thought it was a girl. I had a vivid dream that it was a baby girl. Don't tell me God does not speak to us through dreams, He spoke to me way back then, very interesting do you think so?
More statistics...first prenatal visit 1/16; due date was supposed to be 8/16; 2/11 baby's heartbeat was heard the first time; it was March/April when I first felt movement of the baby inside me; I apparently lost 1 1/2 bags of blood because the uterus grew so big they couldn't contract the uterus fast enough when they opened me up with the caesarean. I do recall that there was talk of me possibly having to have a blood transfusion, thank God that did not happen. The operation began @ 12:30pm, my daughter was born @ 12:37pm and the operation ended @ 1:15pm. I was in the recovery room for 3 hours. I remember I think I requested for them to stop giving me morphine because I felt spaced out from those shots. I do not like being not in control and I even think I told my obstetrician to not give me that at all for the birth of my second child. I remember that so very vivid now, a spaced out feeling I would rather had some pain then experience that. And those shots hurt to when they administered them also.
This is very interesting. I wrote down two names we wanted for this child. My son was definitely destined to have the name we gave to him years later. Only two names were written in the journal. My daughters and then my sons name. Yes that is correct. His name was already decided upon 4 years prior to him even being conceived or born. Imagine that, see how God works? I do recall tossing around a few other names when I was pregnant with him but we came back to the destiny name so to speak.
I felt cheated not being able to be the first one to hold my daughter considering my arms were stretched outward for the operation. I did write that I felt a very warm feeling inside when I said hello to her and she immediately looked at me she knew my voice even though I was nervous about this operation being performed on me right then.
Here we go with the number 5 again. I was in the hospital 6 days because of one day being induced for labor. She was in the hospital 5 days?
Let's go to the "A to Z Dream Symbology Dictionary" by Dr. Barbie Breathitt to research "5."
There is much that pertains to my life under the number 5. Let me share what stands out for me ok. "Life of grace, Lk 7:41-42; anointing joining heaven and earth, favor, freedom, action, redemption, bold, spontaneous, daring confident nature, humanity, atonement, the hand, five -fold ministry offices, Ep 4:11; five natural and spiritual senses need to develop more spiritual sensitivity; take a higher path to alter your destiny; new song." Now onto the same dictionary but the section that references the Hebrew numbers ok. " Hay 5: Behold God to reveal the divine nature of God and His creation; Name of God; repentance and mercy; creative power; grace; breath of God; window; new perspective; symbolically represents arms extended; God is our ever present help in times of need."
What number do you tend to be drawn too? There may be destiny meaning connected to it, research it.
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