Popular Posts

Total Pageviews

Wednesday, January 9, 2019

Please Pray For Me. I Believe My Season Is Up Where I Reside & Seeing Familiar Faces From Home Is Causing My Heart To Tug In The Direction Of Moving Back Home. I Want To See Eagles Soaring In The Sky Again & Going By The Large Body Of Water To Pray & Write. It Was A Supernartural Move To A State Where I Currently Reside & I Knew No One. God Can Move Supernatural To Get Me To My Next Destination Do You Beleive That? I Do.

Well on and off now I have felt this longing to go back home. Home is where I can see eagles soaring in the sky and I can watch big storms coming in off of the body of water where I resided. Do you know it has been since 2010 that I saw eagles soaring in the sky. Once we had a really bad storm coming in to the town where I resided and it was coming in via the body of water near by. I heard the alarms going off in the city and I was determined to run to the parking area of the beach and watch this storm come in off of the water. Most people when they hear the sirens going off in the city seek shelter from the storm. Not I, something stirs deep inside of me to go and see the storm coming onto the land off of the water. I parked the car and this was a pretty fierce type of storm and I knew it was maybe time to head back home when my car began to literally shake from the strong winds. I think there was something strong in this particular storm. As I was heading back home and going past farm land I think it looked like a twister of some sort that went down the field in an opposite direction as I drove past that location. I do not think it was a tornado that touched down in that storm but it was a strong storm.
You may say to yourself why would she chase after a storm? There is the power of God so pronounced when you are looking out at the water and you begin to see the rain coming in your direction. I miss these type of experiences. This same body of water that is most beautiful in the spring/summer also freezes up in the winter. I know it would be back to cold winters with snow. Yep, snow and not just a dusting of snow but sometimes gobs of snow. I enjoyed the lack of snow for almost nine years since I moved from home. I actually have no family that lives here and I have to travel to see any of my family. I think seeing familiar faces from home has stirred this up inside of me again. Possibly my season is up where I reside currently. My work is completed here. I did what God sent me to do. Now possibly time to move on. If it is not back home where Holy Spirit leads me He will show me. Hey I was in my 50's and single and took this adventure with Holy Spirit. So now that I am 60 He will no less take me on another adventure to where I should be. Be it back home or to a new home. When you have Holy Spirit residing in you, you are never alone and He will provide like He so graciously does. Do you ever feel like you have completed an assignment and stirring inside of you to move on to the next assignment?
I fell asleep last night and woke up at around 1am and I couldn't go back to sleep. That is how I found myself writing early in the morning via my blog. Then I prayed there was a prayer request out there. I felt Holy Spirit lead me to read in Joshua. Did you ever get those moments that when you are reading it then leads to another section of the bible and so forth? Well that is what happened. Holy Spirit treasure hunt I like to refer to it as. As you read you get further instruction. That is exactly what happened. He connected my recent experience (the one that brought the European Jewish into my family bloodline) with one of the tribes. I then began to read about the distribution of land to the different tribes. Oh my gosh, now I know why I have this drawing within me to Israel. Holy Spirit spoke something to my spirit in regard to reference to this in the bible.
Years ago my father sent me on a pilgrimage to Medjugorje and I was originally supposed to go to Israel. He switched places due to things happening in Israel at the time. I think it was safety concern for me. Well, I thought about that last night and I do not agree with that story because where I actually went on the pilgrimage was approximately 30 miles from the war location. You would think there might have been safety concerns sending me to that place. I felt no anxiety at all on that journey and I felt peace. It was a time of refreshing for me before I had to face what I had to face heading back home. I don't know if I ever shared this with you about the journey back home from Rome. I heard Holy Spirit so clear to wear an embroidered sweat shirt I loved because it was the letter of the city from which I lived in at the time. The local high school was selling them and they were really nicely embroidered. What I liked was the large initial was actually out of paisley design material. I wore the sweatshirt and sure enough I am waiting to board the plane in Rome and a woman comes up to me and asks me if I was from the city in which I resided. She knew this city. Well, that woman ministered to me on the plane for about 45 minutes on the way back home. If I recall correctly she told me that the trip was a time of refreshing for me because there were going to be hard things I was going to have to deal with when I went back home. Lesson learned...….pay attention to Holy Spirit speaking to your heart ok.
Well it will be 5 years that I lived here just a bit before next Thanksgiving and you know how the number 5 is pronounced in my life. Maybe things are lining up for that to be the close of the season in my life and time to move on. I may minister some via this blog but not actual ministry like my heart is full of. I operate in deliverance ministry and the prophetic and I just want to go to a church that I can be fruitful in and bless the people. Not a random deliverance here and there. Please pray for me since I feel this stirring beginning inside of me. I will move with the winds of Holy Spirit and wherever that will take me is the best place for me to be. I think I need to get some rest tonight considering I have been up since 1am today.

No comments:

Post a Comment