I Hope I Did Not Confuse The Prophet Last Night. He Spoke A Name That Connected With Me And I Did Not Resond.

Last night a name was called out by a prophet at church. It was repeated a few times and I did not respond to the call. I will explain it in a bit. This morning I called my spiritual mom. Thank God He places people with wisdom to come alongside of us and mentor us as spiritual parents. I have known this godly woman for many years now and she has helped me tremendously in respect to things of the Lord. I shared with her what happened last night and why I did not respond. See, this is wisdom. She told me to repent to the Lord that I did not respond and receive the blessing with responding.  In His time He will reveal to me the blessing I missed last night.
Let's back up now. Last night a name was called a few times with no one responding. I leaned over to my friend and said that is the last name of my great great grandmother. The one that brought the 2% European Jewish into my family blood line. I proceeded to tell her I was not going to respond because I did not want to risk falling in the spirit again and no one there to catch me. I know you may think that is a silly excuse but I am still sore from my Friday night experience.
You may condemn me and that is ok with me. I am the one that missed the blessing but I just did not want to risk hitting the concrete floor again. There is definitely concrete under the carpeting, I felt it the other night. God is faithful and when the timing is right He will reveal to me what I am to know.
If I see the prophet tonight I will let them know that they were correct in calling out that name as they heard it and it was I that did not respond. I know what it is like to step out in faith when Holy Spirit gives you a word. No matter how many times you are used in this capacity I am sure it is by faith that you call forth what you are hearing or seeing in the spirit.