Freely received, freely given. So, why are some ministers out there charging one for an anointing cloth. Is that not equated to Jesus throwing the money changers out of the temple, I am just wondering. So, I am watching the live stream of Glory Bible Study and my heart sinks a bit as I hear what they are offering to those watching the broadcast. Why, why, why? That truly baffles me maybe because I just give things away in my life, I just do. Maybe you may think that is odd or quirky of me to do that.
I no sooner watched the broadcast Tuesday evening and within the next day or two I receive something in the mail from Jentezen Franklin. I did not order anything, but the envelope intrigued me. It mentioned that an anointing cloth was inside the envelope. Do you think that perhaps Holy Spirit is trying to show me a parable of some sort? Things like this do happen to me at times to show me something. I am not here to condemn or point fingers, I am just showing you 2 real examples to allow one to walk in caution in the midst of the believers. Take this to Holy Spirit in prayer and seek Him out if you are to do or not do something.
At times I feel like I am standing alone in the natural that is when I am somehow used to snoop out or root out deception in ministry. Do I like being used like this, not necessarily so but that is the capacity in which Holy Spirit tends to use me at times. Why? Sometimes I feel like I am standing up against big people and ministries or people within the inner circles of a ministry. Like I am receiving dreams of warning, reaching out to others with sharing these very dreams. To the point where I ask Holy Spirit to stop giving me these warning/revealing dreams of particular people shown to me within a ministry. So, I did that and then repented recently to Holy Spirit for asking Him to stop giving me the dreams. It is like I really am out there all alone and they are taking cheap shots at me from others trying to cover up their sins. It is not fun at all.
So, I repented and asked Holy Spirit to speak to me that very night in a dream and let me know one way or the other if there is vindication or not of the 2 people repeatedly shown to me in dreams of pilferage they are taking from a ministry. They are clever and wise in the hiding of the taking of the ministry funds. I heard they are covering deep (burying deep) within the books, and I am troubled by this. So, I have a 2-part dream in which I see both women still doing this. That is the confirmation to me that the 3 prior dreams were authentic, and I was willing to ask repentance if I was shown the other way of vindication. So, the 2nd of the 2-part dream I see and hear ever so clear the name of the "ringleader." I see them also. See, no one but me and Holy Spirit knew that I asked of Him to speak to me through a dream that very night when I asked it.
Give it time and then one will somehow slip up in their deception and covering up their wrongdoing. God will surely defend you and let it go and rest in knowing that when the time is time it will be fully manifested and begin to unfold sometimes it takes time, but He is ever faithful and will not allow it to continue on.
Really, sometimes it costs you to step back and in the eyes of some you may appear as an enemy of the ministry when actually you are trying to help the ministry. They may have even spoken ill of you and planted seeds like you are the enemy when they use that as a mechanism to cover up their deeds. Keep standing in faith and prayer and one day it will happen, the lightbulb goes off and then one begins to start to see the painful and even possibly hurtful truth that has been there within their own camp. Yes, trusted people and confidants that they will need someone to help them get over this big deception done to their trusting heart. Pray that those will be placed around them for the healing process once the revelation comes forth.
Just maybe this little voice standing out there crying out in the wilderness may have seen a small breakthrough recently. See, when one follows through with words shared via a testimony and happens to have them there just may be a time when the door opens for you to share the testimony once more. When one specifically asks of another or words something in an email communication the thought that you trust the testimony sent was shared with the minister, a seed was planted. Why would one keep a testimony from the minister it was sent to? I guess I am too trusting of others, but Jesus knows what is going on behind the scenes. He really does. So, let's see what happens now that a slight crack in the door was opened up, will the person look with discerning eyes and heart or choose to stay blindfolded out of comfort and familiarity? That is truly their choice, and my hands are now removed from this. I went somewhere as Holy Spirit directed me to go and planted seeds as He gave me the very words way before I ever left the state of where I currently reside. I was just the deliverer of the words He spoke through me.
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