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Saturday, October 31, 2009

I WILL Provide For You & I WILL See You Through Saith The Lord

9/15/1996

Children in My eyes are of all ages, shapes, colors, beliefs, and all that have the hope within their souls. For without this hope there would be no salvation, no worth in living. Come to Me children in the Lord come to Me. Let Me extend My ever loving heart to all. My arms are wide open to receive you. Let Me love you, let Me love you, let Me love you. For there is no greater love than the love I share for each one of you.
My peace, I long to bestow upon you and yours. Let Me reach into the deepest part of your being and take the fears and worries and all that puts up the wall, the wall that cannot be broken. I am being shown a very large, heavy wall that right before my eyes just crumbles and becomes dust upon the earth. I now see the Lord with His arms stretched out and a smile upon His face. It is explained to me like this. At the very moment that the thought comes into your mind to let go and do His will, the wall no longer exists. It can all be taken away from you. The heaviness, worry, burdens, and doubting all gone and removed in an instant. All He asks of us is to say yes to Him, Him being Christ Jesus. Our Lord of all times; past, present, and to come. Praise be the Lord now and forever. Our King, Our Saviour, Our Lord, Our Life. He asks 1 thing and 1 thing alone, let Him come into your heart and consume you with His total giving love. Amen. Just repeat these words after me..."Jesus, I am a sinner. Please forgive me of my sins. I ask you to cover my sins with the blood that Jesus shed for me and for all when He died on the cross. He was born of the virgin Mary. He suffered and died for me on the cross. He took the stripes on His back for my healing. He rose from the dead on the third day and I ask you Jesus now to come into my heart and become my all, my everything. I yield my life to you and your guidance and leading. Holy Spirit fill me with your power. I will follow you all the days of my life. In the name of Jesus I pray this prayer. Jesus Don't just come into my heart, stay there and never leave me. Amen." Holy Spirit I ask you to seal the words upon the hearts of those that just received you into their lives. Bless them and I ask you to make this prayer that they just prayed very real to them. I ask you to come to them in a mighty way that they will never doubt what their faith caused them to do this very day in their lives. Give them a holy visitation. Amen. I thank you Lord for the angels that are here to minister to those that will receive salvation and to lead them to the place where they need to hear/receive the gospel message of salvation.

9/17/1996

On this day I was in the sanctuary of a church with the background of the ever-beautiful and angelic sound of the Poor Clare nuns singing praises to the Lord our God. As I entered into this sanctuary, I was filled with incredible heaviness of the heart. Laden with burdens beyond my control. I lifted all up to the Lord, He accepted them and there was a peace that just continues to grow with each word that is being placed upon this paper.
Wipe the tears from your hearts and eyes. Weep no more for I come to every one of you to dry the tears and let the graces flow upon all. Times are coming soon, times of trials and testing. Gladly with rejoicing in your hearts and voices, proclaim the Lord and His good news.
The Lord asked me to pause a moment to draw a simple picture upon the paper. I first placed upon the paper a tree, very full. Then behind this tree, a rainbow which when filled in will have nine colors. Then in front of the tree grass and a path that leads to the grass.
Ah, My dear children come to Me, Me being Christ Jesus. The path may be narrow and lonely at times. Come join Me on the journey. Accept the road ahead of you for whatever the road brings to you take it. I am always with you on the journey. On this path, you will come into fields of grass, an abundance of wildflowers, wheat, and manna. All gifts of life. Beauty given to you. Fill yourselves up with them. I lavish these gifts upon you.
Then as you continue on your journey, the tree. The gift of life I give to you. The tree this child writes of is filled with life. The life that I breathe into you. Accept My goodness and love. For when you accept this and My ways and teachings, you will experience, taste, and know of the goodness of the Lord. The rainbow, the covenant that the Father Almighty has made with His people. Taste and see the goodness of God. For as you journey along with all that are of the Lord, reach out your hands and hearts and extend to those that have fallen off the path. Bring them back, bring them to Me.
When you look into the sky and see a rainbow, you see the beauty and love of God before your eyes. Capture that moment of seeing, embrace it, and hold it deep within your being. For that is what is offered to you in the form of eternal happiness. Now go forth and gather My people; My strong, and My weak. Bring them all back to Me. We shall all sing praises, give glory, and honor to My Father, united one day.

Don't Miss Your Moment. Understanding God's Timing For Your Life.

The title of today's writing is a book that I am currently reading. The author is Paula White with Rabbi Daniel Lapin. I ordered this book weeks ago and received it recently in the mail. Along with the book was a CD entitled A Time To Draw Near. My oh my how this CD has blessed me immensely. There are so many great songs that I listen to. Some of my favorites are: Let It Rise; Hallelujah; All Of My Days; Holy, Holy,(a personal favorite because Gary Oliver sings this song.); High Praise; and There Is A Word. Thank you for this live worship experience for the body of Christ to be blessed with.
Today, I will share a prophetic dream in which I had in 2008:

Prophetic Dream Ritz Carlton 8/27/08

I was at a Ritz Carlton hotel and I was in the hotel elevator. I was with a prominent person that operates in the prophetic. There were two males that worked for the Ritz Carlton and specifically worked the elevator. They both spoke with broken English and began to tell us that never in the ten years that they worked for the Ritz did they ever have to compromise or downsize the service that they always gave to the clients that rode the elevator they operated until now. I looked at the companion I was with and couldn't believe what I just heard. This was the Ritz Carlton, that is known for catering to their clients. You can always expect to hear your name along with the words, “my pleasure.” It was mentioned to us that it was due to the economy. The both of us were very surprised to hear this. This is an establishment that caters to their clients. The majority of their clients are accustomed to the finer things in life.

The next thing I knew I was in one of the suites and I had to go down stairs within the suite to use the restroom. The moment I stepped onto the first step and ascended down the stairs I was overwhelmed by what I saw below me. There were three very large whirlpools that instantly filled with water and began to operate the jets in each one. It was most elaborate and very large. When you entered the suite, it did not give the appearance that there was all of this space that was the restroom area. This was so high tech that the minute you began to descend the step, out of nowhere a massage motion began on your back. There was no person that massaged the back it was as if it was performed by some sort of laser. This was happening the same time the instantaneous filling of the whirlpools took place.

The outward appearances, the comments being made, and the superficial appearance of cutbacks was not really the reality. For outward appearance sake, it appeared to be a financial cutback. The real truth was revealed behind the closed doors. For if there was to be cutbacks due to the economy then there was an extreme waste when it came to the hidden elaborate restroom within the suite.

That seems to be the situation within the church today. They all profess that there are cutbacks due to the economy and the people seem to be bombarded with continuous collections for the so-called needs of the church. When in reality there is abundance for the chosen elite within the church that seem to reap these benefits “behind closed doors.” In the dream, the elaborate room was as the person headed down the steps and not up the steps. Search within your heart to make sure you are not on the downward path that leads to deception and eventually destruction. Listen carefully to the pastor’s that are crying poor and then watch and observe their personal lifestyles. Then begin to question the spending habits of that church and church board. It is very soon that many will be exposed of these false deeds for the people cry out to Me saith the Lord of Hosts in their frustration with these churches. Deception is no different from lying and liars will be a part of the lake of fire. Deception starts as a single lie and then it continues to grow and grow and grow to cover up the previous lies that were told. If you let a person speak long enough they will eventually tell you all you need to know. For when one is caught up in a lie, they really begin to believe it themselves and eventually they are tripped up by their own words.

Don't Drive So Fast That You Miss The View. Slow Down And Take Time To Capture The Moment.

I spent today in the area that has the 4th largest population of Amish families I believe in the United States. Can you guess where that is? It is Middlefield, Ohio. I was on a journey today. I had an appointment in Burton first. When I arrived, the person that I had the scheduled meeting with brought her two children to work. They were toddlers and I don't think they wanted Mommy's attention given to me quite at that moment. I asked if it was OK to read a book to them. She said it was and I sat in a rocking chair and began to read the book out loud. The one little girl didn't want me to hold the book and read at the same time, so I adapted and let her hold the book while I read it. I enjoyed myself immensely as I read to the girls. I forgot how much fun it is to read to children since mine are grown and almost grown. If you have children take the time to read to them. That is the best gift you can ever give to them. We read to our children a lot and they received many gifts from family in the form of books when they were younger. There is even a favorite one of mine that if we remember we read it at Christmas time The Littlest Angel. Even though the children are older now it still brings tears to my eyes when I do read it. Read to your children, through a book you can take them on an adventure. When they start out young reading you will see that they will remain avid readers.
Onto my next appointment. At this appointment the presence of the Lord was very real. I had the opportunity to not only share my presentation with them I also had the opportunity to share a bit of my experiences with them also. As I left this place one person that was in the meeting told me that I was an ambassador for the Lord with where my daily journey takes me. That was a welcome word of encouragement for me.
As I was driving on this beautiful day with all of the farm land surrounding me and the gentle and slower pace of a buggy drawn by horses periodically coming across my path I began to think...
In my lifetime I have had the privilege of owning a Dodge Stealth and a Chrysler 300M. In both cars they had great pick up speed and I would always remember my Fathers words when I started to drive. He would always correct me to pick up speed when entering a highway. Each time I entered onto a highway I would remind myself that both of those cars had great pick up all I had to do was press on the gas pedal and there I would go.
Today I was reminded of something so simple yet profound. How we are always in such a hurry to get somewhere and we don't take the time to enjoy the scenery around us. Don't take it for granted. As I would see an Amish family in their buggy I realized they don't probably worry about having to get gasoline. They probably plan their day much more efficiently because they can't just hop into a car and go. They have to prepare the buggy and harness the horses to it. I saw children raking the leaves and also playing in the leaves. Laundry on clothes lines and young and old walking to and from their destinations. Maybe we should all take an example from this community and let some of our gadgets go and go back to the simpler way of life in some respects of our lives. I don't know why I share these things, I can only describe it as the ideas that come to me to use myself and others to think about things and life. Have peace this evening and take the time to do something fun with your children this weekend. Turn off the television and turn on some classical music or soft worship music and pick up a book and either you read or read to your children. When you do that you are creating a memory for them. Nothing that can be bought in a store just a loving moment between a parent(s) and their children. Take the time now to invest in your children because the next thing you know...you turn around and then they are all grown up.

Wednesday, October 28, 2009

Thank You AdSense For Displaying The T.J. Maxx Ad

My favorite store to shop for jewelry made in Israel is T.J. Maxx. Beautiful pieces at great pricing. Keep supplying the stores, I love it!!!

September 1, 1996 & September 6, 1996

9/1/1996

My child in Christ, I call upon you this day to go forth and preach and spread My good news. For I am coming to walk the earth again for the time grows ever close that the kingdom gates shall open wide to let My people enter into eternal paradise. It pleases me My dear daughter that these words bring a smile upon your face. For when I look at you in all of your innocence and beauty, you look at Me with the smile and grace of a child. Go forth and gather My children and bring them to Me, Me being Christ Jesus. Go my ever-blessed child, go forth and bring them to Me that I may bring them into the ever-loving presence of My Father the Almighty.

9/6/1996

This morning when I read Scripture, I completed Hebrews. I was to then count the days that I have left in my home in Euclid, OH. There were 21 days left in that home. I was then to count 21 chapters ahead to see where I will be as I leave the home in which my children and I now live in. I will be into the Book of Revelation when we move into our new home in Vermilion, OH.
My time has come dear children in faith. A sweet faith that only can be attained by pure love within your heart. I come forth into your world to cast upon those of evil many tribulations and hardships. You have not responded to My calls. Fear not children of My light and love for you shall be picked up. I am being shown a very large hand that comes through the clouds and picks up one by one a person, over and over again.
You will not be a part of eternal salvation if you do not give of yourself freely to Me. Me being Christ Jesus, just let go, let go of it all. Until you choose to let go I cannot come forth and shine within you. Let Me take away your troubles, burdens, and worries. Let Me place them upon My shoulders and then aah, not only will I fill you with total love, but My miracles will be able to take place in your life.

Tuesday, October 27, 2009

Don't Lay Down And Take A Beating By The Enemy. Stand Up And Fight!!!

I had this dream almost two years ago. As I re-read the interpretation the image of the sheep is still in my mind. It brings tears to my eyes because it was docile and just laid there and did not try to defend itself. With that one eye looking at me like it felt like it deserved what was happening to it. As long as I live I will always take on the cause of the "what seems to appear like the underdog." For whatever reason the Lord allows me to look and see beyond the outward appearance/circumstance to see within them. What I am allowed to see is the greatness that is just about to emerge from them. They themselves at times cannot see it and then they catch a glimpse here and there of the true greatness that is inside of them waiting to burst forth in power and might. I will be honest with you and let you know that I myself fall into this category at times. I do not see what others see inside of me bursting at the seams to come forth.
You may think because I write and I am sharing the deepest, innermost parts of my life that I must be extremely outgoing. I am when I am in public and I do believe that is an anointing that just is activated when a pull or draw comes forth from surrounding people that causes it to be released in me.
In my job, I have the occasion to make presentations in front of boards and committees. Something just happens in these situations, it's as though a light turns on inside of me and I shine before people. I actually enjoy speaking before people and even in a group setting, I love to engage the audience. I look and try to connect with each person in the room and I love to make eye contact. And then once I have captured their heart and attention I can engage them in the presentation. I then seek out the ones that their body language is telling me they are in agreement with what I am sharing. The interesting thing about this is this only happens when I am operating in an area in which I am called to. If you put me in a setting where there is no calling/anointing it would not be the same experience. That is why it is most imperative to seek the Lord as to what your calling or area/sphere of influence is. Once you find it don't go unless you are released by the Holy Spirit. If that is the case then run to the next portion of your journey. It is not good to stay behind when the glory cloud is moving. If you stay behind the manna so to speak becomes stale and no good. Always seek the movement of the glory cloud for your life. The worst place to be is the position in which the sheep laid down and stayed in the muck instead of moving with the glory cloud. Do not become a victim you are a Victor.
I challenge you to reach out to one person today and ask the Lord to reveal to you what is the greatness inside of them waiting to burst forth. Once you seek then go to this person and draw them out of their shy, demure, way and challenge them to the greatness within them. Do not always be the one that is the receiver of words of encouragement. Step out in faith today and reciprocate it to your greatest cheering fan. Try it, you'll be glad you did.
Prophetic Dream with Interpretation 11/28/07

I had a very vivid dream. I saw a huge animal come out of the murky colored water and attack a beautiful white, large fluffy sheep that was on the shore.
This animal was on its side and so beautiful and kept looking at me with its one eye. It made noises but didn’t move or fight off this beast or struggle as it was being attacked by this huge animal – I believe the beastly animal was a hippo. I could only see the backside of this beast and the sheep’s face on its side as it kept looking at me. I saw no blood, carnage, or the animal’s body being torn apart or destroyed.

This is what the Holy Spirit revealed to me…As time grows near to the dawn of a new day so do My people lay down and take the beating by their enemies both in the natural and in the spiritual realm.

Why do not the redeemed of the Lord stand up and take their rightful places with authority and power that is given to them? Because they have allowed the things of this world to burden them down so much that they can’t even muster up the strength to arise and defeat their enemies, both known and unknown. The sheep kept a watchful eye open and chose to lie their and take the beating. How much more should humans keep a watchful eye open and not just take it, but be at stance to combat and stave it off before it even gets there?

Times of trouble are on the horizon and it will only be fruitful and
blessing-filled for those that watch and warn and prepare for this great day. The day in which the true Lamb of God will part the eastern sky and the redeemed of the Lord will shout a cry of victory and come up with Him. Prepare and be watchful for it is better to always be prepared than to not be prepared in the times to come.

If you see one that is not prepared, encourage them with urgency in your voice to not let them become vulnerable to their situation or the cares of the world. Have them repent and as they do the power and glory will come back upon them 3 times stronger than before saith the Lord – WATCH & PREPARE.

Monday, October 26, 2009

August 26, 1996 & August 30, 1996

8/26/1996

I am being guided that there will be words now. I visualize from my heart (where Jesus lives) to my mind to my ears (that I may hear the correct words given to me) to my hand that holds the writing instrument.
Many, many more times of hardship and suffering and pain shall come into being for those that love Me. My enemy being satan, searches for souls without rest. It has become a game with him. How many he can capture and torture body, mind and spirit before I, being Christ Jesus, come again to save all. All that turn from satan and his evil works. Come to Me all you need to do is come to Me with an open heart. So I can place My hands upon you, anoint you, and fill your being with the gift and promise of eternal life.
The time grows closer and near to Me coming again to save all that rush to repent and come back to Me. Remove the foul and ugly from your hearts, homes, and lives. Replace it with Scripture, along with acts and deeds of kindness. Each time you look into the eyes of another, be it beggar or rich, see Me in them for I dwell within all that walk the earth.
Go beyond their imperfections and the hurt that they may bring you in their life. For they may be lost and confused. Pray for them and fast for them along with offering up suffering for them. For way down deep inside of them I exist. I am being shown a light bulb being turned on. With your suffering and acts of kindness, the light will appear again in their hearts and soul. The light being of the Lord filling their being with renewed hope and welcoming.

8/30/1996

Come to Me dear children in the Lord. I call out to you each by name, come to Me, Me being Christ Jesus for eternal salvation. Many, many, many have turned their heads and hearts from My Father. Days grow shorter and the nights shall become longer…When you walk far away from lights in the darkest part of the night you can not even see a stones throw ahead of you. This is what I speak to you of. The time is coming near that the earth shall have far more darkness than light. Be prepared; place your lives, homes, and families in order. For when the darkness overshadows all the land, the one’s in which the light, My light that radiates from within the heart, they shall be saved. For their light will shine forth for all to see, meaning all that are of this light and love shall be illumined by others of the same. The darkness shall not be cast upon them.
Woe to those that continue to choose a life of darkness and despair. For they will be taken and those that shine shall go forth to preach and spread the good news. “Jesus, our Lord and Savior has come to set us free. To separate us from the darkness, to remove the shackles that bind us. We shall be set free to go forth in Christian love. Raised to eternal happiness now and forever.” Sing from the deepest part of your soul of the goodness and glory of the Lord. Amen.
I noted in my journal the day that I wrote this that I fasted and ate no meat, fish, vegetables or fruit. I do not remember what I did eat that day.

Sunday, October 25, 2009

I JUST WANT TO BE CLOSE TO YOU

Good Morning. I was asleep until I woke to the words of a song on the CD called "Still" by BEBE and CECE Winans. I woke to these word. Do not think this is as easy a task as you think. In this CD there is no listing of the words to the songs. Actually, I had to play the song and write them down as it is sung. Thank God for the rewind button that goes back to where I need clarity.
"I just wanna be close to you. Sunshine, moonlight, desire, just to cover what describing who you are. Lovely, so lovely I want everyone to know why I'm in love with you. Patient, and strong always know matter what I face you've been there to bring me through. Just fine on time, it took a while to see that your love was true. Now no one can undo I belong to you. Until the end of time good to know you're mine and all I want to say till my dying day I just wanna be close to you. Honest, and sweet heaven is where I wanna be where I am when I'm with you. Perfect, yes perfect is what you gave for all the world to see. Now no one can undo cause I belong to you until the end of time good to know you're mine and all I want to say till my dying day I just wanna be close to you. Took a while to see but now we know the truth now no one can undo I belong to you until the end of time. Good to know you're mine. Such as mine will, will how long will you stay? I just wanna be close to you. Ya. ya. ya, ya, ya how long will you stay I just wanna be close to you."
I know in my heart these are the words to describe a relationship with Jesus. I also know in my heart that these very words describe the love between a husband and wife. Because a man is suppose to love a woman as Christ loves us. When a man can profess these words to describe his relationship with Jesus that is awesome. Ladies, until he is ready and sure of his relationship with the Lord he will not be ready for the relationship with you. Seek out not just the starry look in his eyes or that gentle yet very loving smile on his face when you walk into the room. Or even that gentle way that he ends a conversation on the phone with the voice getting softer as he says he will see you soon. Those things are great and should be in place but do not settle for that too soon. Look at him in his walk with the Lord. Yes, he may be a very good dresser, suave and debonair and a true and perfect gentleman that was raised to respect and treat a lady the way a woman should be treated and respected. Don't just settle for that, make sure he truly is a man of God and walks with the Lord closely because he will be the ultimate one guiding you in your walk together once the union is completed before God and the congregation.
Do not open the door for love before it's time. That is where the danger comes in always keep yourselves in situations in which intimacy is in a controlled environment. By that I mean do not put yourselves in situations in which compromise takes place. Once that has happened you should already be at the point of already being married.
Love is grand and it is sweet and it should be cultivated gradually. Sometimes it can be cultivated without even being in the presence of each other. That is what makes the union complete when the two of you become one not just in spirit but also in the physical sense. I really should have been a romance novel writer. Ideas just pop into my head. I love to write about love.
Letting
Our
Vision
Explode
That sounds a little odd the words to describe LOVE. When you truly love someone God has already put that person in your heart and a desire within you to be with that person. Sometimes one receives the vision before the other and they have to just wait on it for the other to also receive it. When the vision/desire is activated in each other at that very moment in time that is when you are able to let the union (vision given to each other separately become the vision of one) explode into the natural realm. Being in love really is a time of exploration (I am not referring of a physical nature but of talking) and getting to know each other. The good and the not so good side of each other. When you are in the relationship never ever, ever tire of apologizing when you did something wrong. Never ever, ever go to sleep at night with anger in your hearts for that opens up a door for satan to come into your relationship and do what he does best, destroy it. Be strong in who you are and in Christ and He will fulfil your hearts desire. Again, do not unleash love before its time and then when it is time profess your love for each other with the union of Christ in the middle of this and watch the vision inside of each of you explode to grand proportions. Watch how you will bless the world with this love. Vision is seeing and then believing in faith what you just saw until it is fulfilled. Be blessed and good night.

Thursday, October 22, 2009

Respect

Respect given births forth respect received. Is not God good all the time and all the time God is good?

Reaching
Everyone
Specifically
Providing
Extraordinary
Conduct
Together

Wednesday, October 21, 2009

Read Deuteronomy 28

In this chapter it clearly states the Blessings of Obedience and the Curses of Disobedience. I would much rather walk in the blessings than the curses that come forth.

Tuesday, October 20, 2009

Proverbs 31 Woman

A man should never settle for anything less than this. Seek the Lord and ask if the person you are with is truly a Proverbs 31 woman. If you do not get the OK or bear witness with your spirit then run fast and far away because I was once told that satan will send his best before God sends his very best. It is your job as the man to distinguish between the two.
Proverbs 31: 10-31:
"Who can find a wife with a strong character? She is worth far more than jewels. Her husband trusts her with all his heart, and he does not lack anything good. She helps him and never harms him all the days of her life. She seeks out wool and linen, with care, and works with willing hands. She is like merchant ships. She brings her food from far away. She wakes up while it is still dark and gives food to her family and portions of food to her female salves.
She picks out a field and buys it. She plants a vineyard from the profits she has earned. She puts on strength like a belt and goes to work with energy. She sees that she is making a good profit. Her lamp burns late at night. She puts her hands on the distaff, and her fingers hold a spindle. She opens her hands to oppressed people and stretches them out to needy people. She does not fear for her family when it snows because her whole family has a double layer of clothing. She makes quilts for herself. Her clothes are made of linen and purple cloth. Her husband is known at the city gates when he sits with the leaders of the land.
She makes linen garments and sells them and delivers belts to the merchants. She dresses with strength and nobility, and she smiles at the future.
She speaks with wisdom, and on her tongue there is tender instruction. She keeps a close eye on the conduct of her family, and she does not eat the bread of idleness. Her children and her husband stand up and bless her. In addition, he sings her praises, by saying, 'Many women have done noble work, but you have surpassed them all!'
Charm is deceptive, and beauty evaporates, but a woman who has the fear of the Lord should be praised. Reward her for what she has done, and let her achievements praise her at the city gates."

Monday, October 19, 2009

Let Me Tell You About A Youth Retreat I Taught At 4/28/96

There use to be a very dear couple that lived in town and asked me to teach a segment at their youth retreat. They were so encouraging to me. I think I wanted to back out once or twice and the wife would say to me just speak what God is showing you. I did. At the time I was journaling a lot and I purchased a new journal book. The Holy Spirit showed me to let the kids and the adults print or sign their name in the book along with their age and I would pray over them each time I opened my book up. I taught them on ways to pray and one of the ways was via journaling. I let them take a page out of the new journal book when it was time for them to write. I just prayed for them now. The youngest was my daughter at 10 1/2 years old at the time and she is now 24 years old. This was probably the first time she witnessed her mother in a ministry setting. The oldest in the youth group retreat was 18 at the time. Many of these children back then are probably married now with children of their own.

Prayer is turning one's mind and heart to God. In prayer we look to God simply, sincerely, lovingly, trusting in God's goodness and mercy, depending on God's help. Prayer is communication with God: verbally, in our thoughts, deeds, gestures or just by opening ourselves to the presence of God. Prayer is multi-faceted and has many forms. We will be exploring 2 forms today through meditation and journal writing.
Meditation is a prayer form in which we quiet the body and mind and open our hearts to God's spirit. Think of a journal as your private letters to God. Sometimes we talk to God out loud in prayers as an example during your church service, and sometimes we talk to God in a letter or a journal. The journal is like a diary, a book of writings or letters that we can keep private.
Before we begin our journey I would like you to close your eyes and open your hearts up to the Lord and as I say a prayer quiet your body and breathe in and out slowly and deeply taking in God's love and light and with each exhale breathe out anything that is not of God's love and light, darkness or doubt. I then said the Prayer To The Holy Spirit.
Continue to keep your eyes closed for we will together begin our journey. This exercise will be experienced through listening to excerpts from my own personal journal entry dated 4/20/96 (in which I already posted.) In which I wrote at 1:35 PM in the afternoon. I shall read from John 6. The story of the multiplication of the loaves of bread and fish. I began to play music at this point (I think it was the sounds of the ocean.) This story took place by the Sea of Galilee so the music you are hearing has the sounds of waves. The candle burning is called "The Sea." Let our imaginations take us back to the time of our Lord, Jesus Christ as He walked the earth. I then read the journal entry along with the scripture.
Now visualize in your mind: from your heart to your mind to your pen or pencil. Now open your eyes slowly and take your pencil/pen into your hand and let the words flow onto your paper your very own journal. Listen to the words that the Lord wishes to share with you or words that you wish to share. Let the Lord inspire you... At this point the children were released to go and write some remained inside and others went outside. I can still remember the excitement of some of them as they came back and started sharing with us what they wrote. To God be the glory. We gathered in a circle and prayed as a group and the Holy Spirit covered those children and adults in that room that very day and touched those children. Again, to God be the glory.

Sunday, October 18, 2009

There Is A Honest Person In The Cleveland Area

I am excited to share this with you. I had the distinct not-pleasure of receiving one of those camera traffic tickets in the mail. I will warn everyone that travels through Cleveland and East Cleveland to beware. The City of Cleveland charges $100.00 and East Cleveland charges $95.00, reader take warning. When I sent the payment in I must have enclosed a blank check along with the written check payment. I did because I received my receipt in the mail along with the blank check and a note attached stating "This blank check was with your payment." It was then signed. It is refreshing to know that there are still honest/kind people. Lord I ask you to bless this person immensely and let your grace shine upon them. Amen.
What do you do when you wake up and the day that faces you is not necessarily what you would choose to happen? I know the answer...first of all praise the Lord with all that is inside of you. I find that this is the perfect time to pick up that tambourine or any other percussion instrument you have and use it with praise music either on or in the sanctuary during worship. Next, seek out someone to minister to you. At times you cannot be the only one doing and giving out ministry it is OK for you to receive ministry as needed. This is where I give caution and warning make sure it is someone that the Holy Spirit is showing you to go to. Be very cautious OK. I did just that today. I have to speak some pretty hard words tomorrow and I needed to be ministered to today. Then Pastor asked us to hold hands and pray for the people around you. My son was next to me and I told him I needed prayer and he also told me he needed prayer. I told him to break hands with the person next to him and I held his hands in mine and I prayed one of those power prayers for him. I don't always remember words I speak when I pray for someone after the prayer is over. In this particular prayer I remember the portion that I asked the Lord to bless me as his mother at the end of the prayer. When we said amen he leaned over to me and shared with me that when he prayed for me the word he heard for me was the word "Yahweh." He did not know what it meant that I needed to seek the Lord on that. I will.
This was a very special day at church, for my mentors that trained me in deliverance were going to preach today. Dr. Paul did and I will share some of the notes I took:
Angels descend from heaven when on assignment and ascend when the assignment is up. Pray for an open heaven. Angels will help you in impossible circumstances in your life to complete a task for us and help perform a work of God.
John 1:51 Hereafter ye shall see heaven open and the angels of God ascending and descending upon the son of man.
We are the light of the world (through Jesus) greater things will I do on the earth. The house of God has to be in you before the gate of heaven is open. The whole church is a gate of heaven. Angels will not preach or witness for you, they will assist you. Give you the keys of the kingdom of heaven.
When is it the gate of hell?:
James 3:13-18: Who is a wise man and endued with knowledge among you? Let him show out of a good conversation his works with meekness of wisdom. But if ye have bitter envying and strife in your hearts, glory not, and lie not against the truth. This wisdom descendeth not from above, but is earthly, sensual, devilish. For where envying and strife is, there is confusion and every evil work. But the wisdom that is from above is first pure, then peaceable, gentle, and easy to be entreated, full of mercy and good fruits, without partiality, and without hypocrisy. And the fruit of righteousness is sown in peace of them that make peace.
God helps us get out of situations (trouble) that the devil tricks you into. The devil will trick you with questions he presents 1.) He will question what God has said to us. 2.) He will cause you to wonder who you are in Christ.
Psalm 24: 3-4: Who shall ascend into the hill of the Lord? Or who shall stand in his holy place? He that hath clean hands, and a pure heart; who hath not lifted up his soul unto vanity, nor sworn deceitfully.
The great commission is salvation, healing, and deliverance.

After preaching, the elders/deacons were called forth and both Dr's Paul and Claire along with Pastor Kayatin and Tina placed their hands upon them. Tears began to flow in my eyes to see this. Many years ago that was my hearts prayer to see them come into this area and teach what they know and set people free and just a few short years ago that was fervently prayed and now today, I was able to be blessed with it being fulfilled. Even as I write this I am in total awe of God's faithfulness as tears stream down my face. It was still not over with for me I needed to seek out more ministry for myself. The same person and this time as she prayed the word I remember is "meekness." I must do this with meekness tomorrow. My dictionary states it as being patient and humble.

I left church and went to my favorite Jewish deli to pick up some of the best rugalch (sorry if I spelled this wrong you just need to know that they are very good) in town. I was on a journey to visit my friend in the nursing home. We shared and I gave her the cookies (I must admit that I had a cookie or two or three on the drive back.) We visited and she reminded me to trust and I also reminded her to do the same also. This was a big thing that happened today a nurses aide and myself got her to walk with her walker to dinner today. I pushed the wheelchair in case she needed it. She did a very good job walking. When we arrived in the dining area I told everyone to look _____ walked here. We all clapped for her. I did not get to sing her roommates favorite song in the room today since she already went down to dinner. I went over to her table and said ___ you escaped singing today I'll get you next time and she said she wanted to sing. That is just what we did in the dining room. Her favorite song is "Let Me Call You Sweetheart" the majority of people that were seated sang along I felt like I was a choir director. I still am not sure of a word or two in the song. "Keep the love lights burning in your eyes so ...is it blue or is it true? One lady told me it is "true". I then came home and walked again on this beautiful day that kissed the earth today. Peace be still to all storms known and unknown this day and night. The song that really ministered to me today repeatedly is Breathe, you know the song that starts out 'This is the air I breathe...'

August 6, 1996 & August 8, 1996

8/6/1996

Many times of hardship has come into your life My little one. Through all of it, you continued to reach out and grasp the key. The key being My heart and you grew and continue to grow ever near to Me through your reading of Scripture, your kindness to others, and your open heart to always respond to My call to you to help others. For this My dear child in Christ, I open the doors. In my mind, I am being shown a book opened up and the pages are flipping through the book to the end of the book. You shall use My words to go forth and teach others of My love and compassion and the importance of My love. For it is only through this that others can attain the key to eternal paradise, the Kingdom of Heaven.

8/8/1996

As I read Thessalonians: 5 this day, a prayer card used as a bookmark falls out. I read this prayer daily as I read Scripture. I have found incredible peace and guidance that comes to me through this prayer. This simple yet powerful prayer card was purchased from Our Lady of Lourdes Gift Shop located in Euclid, OH.

PRAYER IN TIMES OF ECONOMIC HARDSHIP
Heavenly Father, it is symptomatic of our life today that economics plays a large part in it. People labor zealously for a wage so that they can acquire the needs of life. They also work for the so-called luxuries of life, for the opportunity to have more leisure to develop themselves in more ways, and to keep up with their particular state of life.
Right now I find myself in a bad economic condition. I just cannot seem to make enough money to meet my obligations. Please help me in this dangerous situation. Teach me to live within my means while at the same time striving to increase those means. Let me never lose heart but continue to work on. Most of all, inspire me to seek first your kingdom in the knowledge that everything else will be given me together with it.

Saturday, October 17, 2009

Addendum To The Earlier Writing 10/15/96

I failed to mention that since I wrote the words on 10/15/96 I learned proper order in God's kingdom. The proper order to follow is always God first then comes family (husband, wife, children) then comes ministry. The only way that everything flows like it should is with order. God is the God of order and not of confusion. A person has to have the sense when to pull back a bit or more from ministry if it is causing chaos in the home. Also, the sense of when you can go forth full throttle in ministry if that is also called forth. That is why there is the balance that comes forth from a husband and wife. They are there to not only love each other and respect each other , but to also help each other. A true marriage is one that both the husband and wife have the freedom to express who they are and what they are thinking and not be mocked or put down but lifted up by each other. That is true love.

October 21, 1996

10/21/96

As I woke up this day the Lord called me to be open to Him this day. With this prompting I read Chapter 2 of Genesis (since I finished the New Testament I'm now starting with the beginning of the Bible.)

"Time flies by so quickly now My children in Christ. Make the most of your lives here upon the earth for it is in your kind and generous actions and deeds that you are preparing for the kingdom of heaven. How many of you have shed all the excess in your lives? The things and toys that are not needed to survive this lifetime? Give from your open hearts to others in need around you. For when your life is completed upon the earth all that is of worldliness shall not matter...I'm being shown a big and full tree. A very strong wind comes and breaks off many of the branches and the leaves are no longer upon this tree. It is all sucked up into a funnel cloud-gone-vanished-before your eyes.
This My ever blessed children in Christ is what I speak of, Me being Christ Jesus the saviour of this time and the time of eternal happiness. You cannot and will not take these things that you've collected upon the earth they will stay behind and eventually break down and no longer be of any value or worth.
Waste not your efforts and time gathering things of pleasure but gather things of worth. A smile you share with one that is bewildered or lost on their spiritual journey; the hug that shows and tells another they are loved and cared for; the peace that fills your being when you are in My presence as you read scripture and then go forth and share the knowledge from the bible. These My children these are the things I speak of that will bring you eternal happiness and peace. Go forth now and spread the good news 'I am the bread of life and all who eat of Me shall live forever.' Sing praises always to God the Father."

Please note that back when this was written, as I would be prompted by the Holy Spirit I would share some of my writings with a radio station. This particular one was read on the air on 10/24/96 WMIH, back then it was Sr. Juanita Shealey's radio program. Such a woman of God is she and how she ministered to the Catholic (and non Catholic) listening radio audience. She truly has a heart for people and how she would minister to the hurting people that would call into her program. What a blessing she is to the body of Christ, Lord I ask you this very day to continue to bless her in a mighty way if she still walks the earth. If she is in heaven with You I look forward to having long conversations with her about what she accomplished for You with her time on earth one day when we meet in heaven. Amen.

Friday, October 16, 2009

October 15, 1996

10/15/96
As I arose from bed this morning I reached for my bible to read my chapter in scripture (I've been reading a chapter a day starting with the New Testament.) This day I read Chapter 18 in the book of Revelation.
Before I read from scripture this day there was an envelope in the back of my bible. This is what was printed o the outside of the envelope:

From the Garden of Gethsemane
October 18, 1978
This branch is from an olive tree that is over 3,000 years old. It was then signed by my father.

About a year or so ago I was guided to give a piece of the branch to a woman to assist her in her ministry work (healing & deliverance.) For this woman prays over me at a Catholic church during their once a month healing service. Many times in front of the tabernacle the Lord allows me to rest in the spirit. Praises always to God the Father, Son & Holy Spirit all united as one in love. Amen.
There are 4 little pieces of the branch left. On this day I was guided to place these 4 pieces into my new bottle of scented anointing oil. There are days when I know not who or why that I place this oil onto a finger and make the sign of the cross on both of the palms of my hand and onto my forehead. Always one comes into my life that day that the Lord touches either through prayer or words spoken from the Holy Spirit through me to the one in need. On occasion the Holy Spirit guides me to place the oil in the sign of the cross onto the person. I let the Holy Spirit guide me as to where the person needs the peace and healing that only comes from the Holy Spirit. As I do this words and images come into my mind. There is no meaning of these words for me I just share them with the one I am led to that day. Always when words are exchanged after the words are given to the person (from the Holy Spirit) a confirmation is given to me. What the particular words and images meant in the persons life. On occasion a person will share with me that the particular image or words shared no one knew of but the Lord. Something that they may be struggling with in their life and only shared with the Lord. Praise God always and forever.
I truly love my calling for that is exactly what it is. I am totally open to the Holy Spirit and as I am called upon I respond with an open heart and mind. There are days when I wake up and think I'm going to do this, this, and this and how the day changes for there is someone that is reaching out to the Lord in their moment of need and the Holy Spirit guides me into their path. So He can do great works in their life. Praises and thanksgiving again are lifted up to the Lord.
Ministry work is being open to the calling and promptings of the Holy Spirit. It is a giving up of your own will to put aside your thoughts and opinions to let the Holy Spirit flow through you to get to the one in need.
I love this work. Many don't understand this work I'm called to. Sometimes I'm given grief from within my own family. I have such a strong love for God and an obedience to the calling. In the eyes of one that does not experience life like this it may be a bit confusing or odd. I can and do accept this and many times I forge forward and have to shrug this grief off of me. I know in the deepest part of my heart and being that the work of the Holy Spirit shall reign inside of me and always take precedent in my life.
I love you my Jesus, I trust you my Jesus, I believe you my Jesus, I praise you my Jesus, and above all I adore you my Jesus. May peace reign in the hearts of many troubled souls this day.

I Found The Thank You Letter I Sent To The Rabbi

I do not know why but I feel compelled to share today the letter of thanks I sent to the Rabbi when I attended the service at the synagogue. I do not have the date of the letter but I do have noted the day I sent it and that was 10/20/95.

Dear Rabbi,

I'm writing to thank you for extending a warm invite to me to attend "The Blowing of the Shofar." I am truly thankful to you and the Lord for allowing me to partake in this special worship. As I sat and listened and participated I was overwhelmed to think that our Lord and Savior heard and spoke these very words when He walked the earth.
Thank you for allowing me to participate in your beautiful religion. The faith and love of your people are truly special. May you have a blessed day and may the Lord bestow upon you and your congregation many blessings and grace.

When I was looking for this I stumbled across another writing in which I mention the olive branch given to me by my Father. I will probably write about that later. I even wrote down what he had written on the envelope that contained the olive branch. He must have been in the Garden of Gethsemane somewhere around the time of October, 1978. From my notes it looks like I did not use a portion of it until 1995 some time.

Thursday, October 15, 2009

Seek The Hidden Treasures Out Today That God Has Waiting For You

8/2/1996

Much will come to those that freely come to Me, Me being Christ Jesus all in one in the trinity. For it is through us how My dear, beautiful, blessed children shall attain eternal happiness and peace. The one true united peace to fill the world.
How much will come to those that do not come to Me freely with open hearts? I am being shown very dark, heavy clouds that fill the entire sky. As if you were to visualize in your mind what the sky looks like as a very fierce and powerful storm is about to come. I am now being shown a parting of the clouds with an incredible stream of beautiful, bright light coming through. I can remove the darkness from the lives with just one asking of a question. Ask Me for I SHALL BE THERE TO ANSWER YOU AND PART THE CLOUDS OF HEAVINESS AND DARKNESS to let My love shine from My heart into your heart and being. Allow Me to consume you with My total love. Come back to Me for I await you with open arms and a heart that is with an ever-consuming love just for you.
To those that choose to stay in the darkness, greed, and corruption “Woe to them.” My time comes closer and closer to the day when we shall meet. There will be wrath and fury. I am being shown a very huge, open field that is ablaze with fire. The fire keeps on moving from one section consumed by the fire to another and another. Until there will be no place that has not been consumed by this raging fire.
As a fire burns there is incredible heat and smoke that comes off of the fire. In your minds eye visualize and try to feel the cooling effects that pure, healing water would do if the fire was quenched by the water . The refreshing water of eternal life. That My dear children is what awaits those that are faithful to Me. They shall be lifted as if the water poured upon the flames lifts the heaviness of the smoke and puts out the fire.
Repent and offer all that you have to the Lord; body, mind, heart, spirit and life. Learn of Me through the Scriptures and be open to acts of kindness. As I place an angel into your path accept an act of kindness that is placed into your path.

10/15/09
All Along now As I look back and ponder I see that my Father (earthly) has given me tools in preparation of something big in my life. I do not quite know what it is in its fullness but I know God did use him to prepare me. Yesterday I had the opportunity twice to be a blessing to others. The first opportunity was at a place in which they have frequent visitation of angels. Story upon story upon story they have to tell. They are involved in a project in which I was able to bless them with purchasing the fruit of this project.

My second opportunity was a "God Set Up." I call it that because I saw the hand of God at the very beginning of the day. I was at a meeting and right during the meeting my favorite pin fell off of my lapel and broke. I looked at it later and I don't think I can repair this. I had an important meeting that evening and I needed a pin to replace the one I just had to let go of. It was at the near end of the day that I was at a location in which they are connected with and sell products for Fair Trade Federation, Fair Trade Organization, and SERRV International. I inquired if they were getting ready for a craft sale of some sorts and she then explained to me the products and their purpose. As you know by now, there is this connection that the Lord has placed in me to bless Israel. Guess what? There was a pin that was a product of the West Bank and it was even on sale. It was olive wood overlaid with abalone shell in the shape of an olive branch. I purchased it and she said something to me. We talked about God always has hidden surprises for us throughout the day and she reminded me that they are only for those that are willing to search them out to find them. Pretty profound huh?

Back to my Father now. Many years ago he went on a trip (if my memory serves me correctly, he made a few trips there) to the Holy Land and for the longest time I kept in a safe box an envelope in which he had written on it that the branch enclosed was from a olive tree from the Garden of Gethsemane that was over 3,000 years old. Several years ago the Holy Spirit had me place it into a bottle of anointing oil and I think I distributed other parts of it via sharing with others. As I was on the website looking up the origin on the pin I purchased, I happened to see a unique cross that the design looked familiar to me. Sure enough I went to a piece of jewelry I had and there was a gold cross that had the same structure on it. When I flipped it over it had the word "Jerusalem" inscribed on the back. This was given to me by my Father years ago. Do you think God is up to something? My answer is "yes."

As you know I trust in the Lord a lot. It was several months ago that I went to see a preacher ans his wife speak and they are Messianic Jews. At the product table I was compelled to purchase a prayer shawl made in Israel. I don't have full knowledge on how to use it but I do. I know there is importance to the tassels that hang down. At times I feel led in prayer to grab hold of them and cry out to the Lord. I am not Jewish but many years ago I was compelled to call a Jewish Synagogue and ask if I could attend a service of theirs. The Rabbi said yes and I attended it. I do not know the official name of the holiday I know that it was in the Fall and I called it the blowing of the shofar. I was a bit nervous going to an unfamiliar place of worship. As I walked from my car to the synagogue I met two women that I know the Lord placed there as angels so to speak to guide me. They did. As the service concluded they kept asking me if I was Jewish they told me I had mannerisms like them. I assured them that I was Catholic and I thanked them for their kindness. I was moved by this service and I even sent a thank you note to the Rabbi.

I have no idea why I shared all of that but I did. I guess the Holy Spirit knows why I shared that today. Lets just trust in Him because He has been faithful to me all along.

My evening meeting was positive. At the conclusion they told me I did a great job. Do you think wearing the pin had anything to do with it or possibly it is the anointing of God? I'll let you decide that one.

Wednesday, October 14, 2009

Word Of The Lord Given 10/14/09

As I sit by the water I see the waves come in and go out. The sky is clouded with dark clouds on the horizon with a nuclear power plant in the far distance.
Earlier today I was at a location and at 11:00AM the power plant warning siren went off. It was loud for all to hear. I was re-assured to not be alarmed for they do test the sirens to make sure they are operating.
"As the siren was demonstrated for you to hear in the natural so is the siren going off to alert My people that are called by My name to humble themselves and pray. Pray for the peace of Jerusalem. It is not far and long that the doors will be shut to pray like you have the freedom to pray right now.
Trust in the Lord with all of your might and lean not on your own understanding. If the bell tolls at a church to announce that a service begins, ends, or one of the members has died, how much more pronounced should that bell toll within you to pray. Pray hard and pray the prayer with expectancy. As you reach out and extend your hands and hearts to the lost and dying of the world and your community expect to see a harvest. For the time comes soon that the last warning siren will stop for I come to claim My people. Prepare each day and night as though it is your last chance to reach out to help one in need. Trust and know this:
Psalm 23:1-6
The Lord is my shepherd and I shall not want. He maketh me to lie down in green pastures, he leadeth me beside the still waters. He restoreth my soul; he leadeth me in the paths of righteousness for his name's sake. Yea, though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil; for thou art with me; thy rod and thy staff they comfort me. Thou preparest a table before me in the presence of mine enemies; thou anointest my head with oil; my cup runneth over. Surely goodness and mercy shall follow me all the days of my life; and I will dwell in the house of the Lord for ever."

I have a few notes written in my bible by this psalm. In reference to the valley of the shadow of death it is referenced as the valley of deep darkness. In reference to he restoreth my soul-I noted he brings you back to your starting point.

This morning as I arose I went to John 3:16-21
God loved the world this way: He gave his only Son so that everyone who believes in him will not die but will have eternal life. God sent his Son into the world, not to condemn the world, but to save the world. Those who believe in him won't be condemned. But those who don't believe are already condemned because they don't believe in God's only Son. This is why people are condemned: The light came into the world. Yet, people loved the dark rather than the light because their actions were evil. People who do what is wrong hate the light and don't come to the light. They don't want their actions to be exposed. But people who do what is true come to the light so that the things they do for God may be clearly seen.

Tuesday, October 13, 2009

July 27, 1996

7/27/1996

Greetings My dear children in Christ, I come to you this day with feelings of love and hope renewed. Many have and are responding to My cry for peace, love, repentance, and above all, a renewed hope.
So much comes in and out of one’s heart day by day. It goes from peace and love to hate and despair and then back again. Know that My hand is in all of this. My dear and precious children know that I will never desert you, for I am ever close and dear to you. I lead and I come to you through your heart. Each beat of your heart know that it is as if I am saying over and over again “I love you, I love you, I love you.”
If you ever counted the beats of the heart in one day’s time that is as many times that, I am telling and sharing My love with you. You take the beating of the heart for granted; it is just there and pumps the blood to keep you alive. Sustained in life. Know that with each breath that you breathe and each beat of your heart, I am with you always. Trust in Me for I am the true way to eternal life and happiness. I will never let you go. I am being guided to draw this image now.
There are nine mountain peaks with five stars above them. This is the journey that I ask you to go on. Each time you challenge the mountain and reach the peak. You have reached out to help a soul much in need of love, compassion, and healing. You extend your hand and heart to the one in need to bring then back into My ever loving and gracious heart. Know that a star is placed into your heart so that you may shine forth in My light and love.
Only an open heart with total faith can reach and achieve all nine mountains, and you My daughter have done this in your life. You have achieved all that I have asked of you, and for your ever gracious, open, and loving heart, you have captured My true essence and spirit. My ever living spirit, My spirit dwells deep inside of you and now it is time for Me to release My spirit inside of you out upon the people, My people. I call you to do My work this day and every day that is to follow. You need not ask how or why for all doors are totally open for you My child. My ever-beautiful bloomed lily. I was shown a closed Easter lily that opened up. Much peace will continue to flow to those that you place your hand upon and heal in My name, Christ Jesus.

Monday, October 12, 2009

Thank You To The Kind Woman Who Blessed Me Today

During my journey today I found myself in a situation to purchase the latest CD by Bebe & Cece Winans, "Still." It is simply fabulous and there are already a few favorite songs that minister to me. Close to You; Grace; He Can Handle It (this has a reggae beat); and I Found Love (this sounds like a love song to me.) Awesome is not a word that I choose lightly because that is what wells up inside of me when I sense the presence of the Lord . I can truly use this word to reference the song Grace. I implore you to get this CD and be blessed and be a blessing to those that brought forth this recording.

I thought I had a coupon to apply towards the purchase but it was not valid until the end of this month. The woman that waited on me so graciously said she would use her own personal coupon and she went and retrieved it and blessed me with a discount. God is awesome isn't He? I told you people will start to share kindness with others. It is just a matter of time that it catches on big time. Lord, I ask you to bless her immensely for that kindness above and beyond what I asked you to do for her as I left the store. I know you will because you are ever so faithful.

This music is truly conducive to worshipping the Lord and ushering in the presence of the Lord. As I am writing I have the Grace song on and it plays repeatedly. During my day I was led to a destination is which I believed I had been there before. I arrived and I went to the door and as I was heading back to my car I thought it was odd that the only car in the lot had the drivers door open. As I was about to arrive at my car I heard a woman's voice acknowledge me. She said she was across the street watching the turkeys cross the street. As you can tell from that comment I was in a country like community. I struck up a conversation in which I mentioned that I think I was at this location for a wedding several years ago. We spoke about business first and then she proceeded to offer to look up the records to see in fact if this was the location of where I was at. As she began to get the ledgers she told me of a dream she had last night that she was going to be looking up records in the record books at work. Sure enough, there was the record that confirmed I was there for a wedding. She told me a bit more about the dream and I had insight that the Holy Spirit gave to me to help her on her journey. I shared with her a portion of the dream interpretation and she shared an insight with me. Again, God is awesome if you would just allow Him to lead and guide you to not only be the blesser but He will tuck in a blessing or two for you. I also shared with her about the scripture verse I shared with you this morning in Ezekiel.

When I think of the Lord's goodness and kindness towards me and others it truly brings tears to my eyes. These tears that well up in my eyes are due to His love and a joy that roars inside of me. This Jesus that I write about is truly love and grace personified. I long for the day when I will see him face to face and not just see him through the eyes of faith as I see Him now. People get ready and prepare for He comes sooner and is more near than you think. Come Lord Jesus come quickly. The only appropriate way to conclude this writing is with the words to describe GRACE:
Gods
Royalty
Administered
Creativity
Encountered

Friday, October 9, 2009

There Is Such A Thing As A Jezebel Spirit That Operates Within The Walls Of The Church & Outside The Walls

I am trained and operate in the ministry of Deliverance. This is the area in which the Lord has given me a natural talent to flow in. Even though we have gifting and talents within us it is still wise and prudent to be under teachers that train and raise people up to reach their highest potential.

Operating in the deliverance ministry does not seem to be the popular ministry within the church even though it is probably the most needed within the church. I find that as I operate in this capacity it is the ministry that has active help from the Holy Spirit flowing. Not with just the casting out of spirits that have plagued and held captive peoples lives but in the tender love and care of the Father that gives the person conducting the deliverance words of knowledge and words of wisdom for the person being ministered to. I am amazed each time I do a deliverance how faithful the Lord is. It only works when the person that is coming for the deliverance fulfills their homework assignments. It is highly recommended that the person operating in this ministry fast in preparation of this ministry.

I can only describe it like this. When you are about to do a deliverance on a person in most cases you are only granted access to information on that person maybe 10- 15 minutes prior to the ministry taking place. That is why it is pertinent to come prepared for this ministry. There have been many times in which I will call forth a spirit to leave and they won't budge. It is in these moments that the Holy Spirit will give you insight as to what is stopping it from leaving. A lot of times it stems from true unforgiveness of someone within that persons heart. So, we stop the del. and address this issue and close the doors once and for all and then the spirit cannot stay because it no longer has a legal right to be there. Satan is legalistic and we in our lives either knowingly or situations in which others allowed doors to be open in our lives gave him permission to enter in. So we have to go and close those doors and then we can kick him out.

When I mention things that others may have done to allow him in would pertain to things like a parent(s) that were burdened down for whatever reason in their lives and then they realize they will be having a baby. They can speak words of not wanting the child not intentionally, at times it can be intentional. Through this simple act you have just allowed a spirit of rejection to enter that innocent child's life even inside your womb. That child never asked for that to enter them. God surely didn't place that upon that child for He is the giver of life. Be careful of what you say when there is the gift of life inside of you for it truly is a miracle. Just think of this we are given the awesome privilege of nurturing this child inside and then outside of the womb. A gift given to us by God and we are in control of how we will raise this child up either in the knowledge of God and teach them of this and cultivate the gifting within this child or you can do the reverse and speak negativity and curses into their lives. If you have been guilty of speaking negativity into your children's lives take a moment now to ask forgiveness and to be shown how to reverse those words and to start speaking life into their lives. God is so gracious to us that he allows imperfect people to take care of the most beautiful creations he creates within us. They truly are gifts, the most highly favored gifts of all. When you receive a valued gift do you hide it and never look at it with admiration? Do you kick it or beat it or tear it up? Do you throw it away? Or do you display it and let everyone you know tell of this beautiful gift you just received? Do you handle it with tenderness and love and respect? Do you take great care of it? That is what words can either do or not do in a child's life. Be cautious of the words you choose this day to speak to or about your children.

When I do a deliverance I see a person come and sit in the chair that seems to have burdens written all over them so to speak. Throughout the process I begin to see them lifted and by the time it is completed their physical countenance has changed. Heaviness and burden has been replaced with peace and freedom. I highly recommend going through at least one deliverance in your lifetime because either you or someone else opened doors for satan to bring in spirits that can hinder you from completeness of life. I highly recommend it for couples when they are about to get married so as to not bring into the marriage baggage not needed. What I find amazing is that you minister to this person for a period of time and when it is over the Holy Spirit takes the remembrance of the circumstances away from you. You are given the insight needed for that moment in time and then it goes away once it is completed. Do not fear this ministry. This is a ministry in which the Holy Spirit ministers to you in a personal way and reaches out with the love that only a Father can give to His child.

I am going to highlight a few characteristics of a Jezebel spirit for you to see how sly it is and how it infiltrates churches. This information came from Claire Hollis in which she taught a class on this very subject. The list is long (42 to be exact.)
Help; prophetic; get close to the Pastor/Pastors wife/staff; look angelic; control/witchcraft; could take years to get into position; connect with spiritual leaders/build power bases of support; may conjure up dreams/visions to get attention in which they are not godly stuff; when confronted "God told me to"; elevate their thoughts above the pastor; get themselves disciples and disciple others; want to pray for people privately that way they are not accountable and can give false words; give words that people want to hear; laying on of hands/can transfer spirits or curse a person they want to get where they can lay hands on people to transfer spirits; will want to get on the altar counselor team; usually have a shaky family life if married their husbands will be weak and miserable many times they are unsaved; put one against the other (being best friends with both); infiltrate intercessory groups; many times the leader of the intercessory group will experience sudden health problems that the person might take over; she will "know" the mind of Christ and everyone else should listen to her & she will tell you to only go to her; intimidate others by impressing that she is operating on a higher spiritual plane; discredit the pastor by telling people that he's not as spiritual as they thought; Jezebel will sound spiritual and use scripture to achieve their goals. It takes a real gift of wisdom, knowledge, and discerning of spirits to detect this; the devil deceives them into thinking that they are infallible; they are completely unteachable; they connect with wealthy people and mystically reveal God's plan for their life, tell them what they can and cannot do, have the people fast and pray long hours and they don't do it themselves, get the people to give them large sums of money/homes etc.; may come to your house unannounced and say "the Lord sent me"; attach themselves to the pastors wife; tries to become part of the church staff; she will be a friend with an understanding ear, who can relate to your pain; when confronted will redouble its strength and volcanic rage and verbal assault erupts; she will target the prophet to discredit them, her power is counterfeit; her insights could appear spiritual even to pastoral staff; the Jezebel spirit will place herself in a church that is making a difference in God's kingdom. Most likely not in a church that is not making a difference; many times they aren't even aware of the deception they are working under. They may believe they are speaking God's word. The devil (Lucifer) was able to deceive 1/3 of the angels. Humans are no problem for him.

May this information be helpful to you. Know this that a Jezebel spirit does not just flow through women, men can also operate in this. It is more pronounced in women.

Thursday, October 8, 2009

Thank You For Putting The Estee Lauder Advertisement On My Blog Today

When I went to this site this morning and saw the Estee Lauder gift with purchase advertisement I was most pleased and surprised. I use to work for them many years ago. I sent a personal thank you note to Mrs. Lauder for blessing the Beauty Advisors for one whole week. If my memory serves me correctly we were given a gift each day. I think I still have the cross pen that had Estee Lauder etched on it. I don't use it because it probably needs a new ink cartridge. I am going to enclose both the letter that was given to us as a Beauty Advisor from Mrs. Lauder and then the personal note she sent to me.

The reason I am talking about this today is because the art of writing a hand written personal thank you note seems to be dying. With all of our technology today everyone is text messaging or emailing and that personal connection seems to be getting lost in the shuffle. A hand written note is really the same as sending an email just that it takes more effort. In writing a person you have to think about the type of note card to be used and that is where your personality can come forth. One of my favorite things to shop for are note cards or stationery. I am very good with writing hand written notes to my clients. I am always looking for good quality paper the card is on along with the envelope that goes with it. Then you can add to the expression of your thanks or thoughts with putting some sort of seal on the back of the envelope. Try it you will be glad that you did and the recipient will also like receiving it because you took the time to hand write them a note. Who doesn't like to get something pleasant in the mail? I also search out nice stamps at the post office. If I can find the right ones I like to coordinate the postage stamp with what is sent. That is getting harder and harder to do because when I find a stamp that works and you go back to get more they are usually hard to get. I always tell the post office they need to print the stamps that people want to use because some people (like myself) use them as an accessory to the envelope being sent (not for bulk mailing or things of that nature.) Some of my favorite postage stamps have been the Hawaii, lighthouses, and I always like the floral stamps.

The letter sent to the Beauty Advisors from Mrs. Estee Lauder:

Dear Beauty Advisor,

Congratulations to ______________ and May Co.'s Management team for establishing Beauty Advisor Week and recognizing all that you do. I want to add my gratitude to you as well.
Today we celebrate your skill, intelligence, beauty and dedication in servicing customers. We honor you for bringing pleasure and beauty to your loyal followers.
This week is devoted to you, the Beauty Advisor!
Warm Regards,
Her signature was at the close of the letter.

After receiving the daily gifts of appreciation I felt compelled to send her a personal thank you note. This is when I went to a fine stationery store and purchased good quality note cards to send it on. I remember I must have went through a few and did not send them because it may have not looked just like I wanted it to look with my writing. I sent the note of thanks because it touched my heart that I was celebrated along with the others. I never dreamed that I would get a reply from my simple note of thanks.

One day I went to the mail and to my pleasant surprise there was a letter for me from Mrs. Estee Lauder on her personal stationery, this is what it stated:

Dear Kimberly,
As we go on in life, we understand that heartfelt thanks are among the most priceless gifts we can receive. Your beautiful letter of appreciation was very touching, and I do thank you.
I hope that you continue to shine and grow both personally and professionally at Estee Lauder.
But this is not only my hope. It is my belief.
Warmly,
her personal signature

The words that were in bold print in the note are :I do thank you; hope; and it is my belief.
I challenge and encourage you to pick up a pen today and write someone a heartfelt thank you note. Also, it is an added touch if you can get a pen to write with that coordinates with the card, envelope, etc. Have fun with this. A note of encouragement can come to someones door the very day that they needed a word of encouragement. Think of it like this, you may not be able to see them in person to share your smile with them but you can do it through the words written in your note.

Monday, October 5, 2009


10/5/09
Many years ago, when I first moved to Vermilion I had a few heaven encounters that I will write about at this time. They all took place during prayer time. When in prayer one day it was as if my floor opened up in the room I was in and I could not see anything I was only able to hear something. It was horrendous and horrific the sounds that I heard. Even right now as I am writing tears well up in my eyes because it causes me to remember that day. The only way I can describe it is I was able to hear the awful, loud screams and cries of those in hell. What I heard was so loud and so full of pain and torment. With what I heard trust me, you do not want to go to hell. Once you breathe your last breath on earth there is no going back and undoing what you did with your life. No prayers or fasting for a deceased love one can get them out of their final fate for eternity. If you did not ask Jesus into your heart and confess your sin to Him and were then washed clean with the blood of Jesus (That is the blood He shed for us on the cross so we would not have to live a damned life in hell.) you will also join the accompaniment of those screaming with torturous screams in hell. You know he is the only one that rose from the dead. There are many religions that people follow and all of the founding leaders have since died. How many of them were raised from the dead? None to my knowledge and there will be others to come along and I can say beyond a shadow of a doubt that they also will not be raised from the dead on the third day like my Jesus was. I have always had a heart for hurting people. It was at this point in my life that I really got serious with evangelism.

The second experience was also at that same location, in prayer, and in that same room. I can only describe it as an open vision. I was awake and had all of my senses in the natural if that makes sense. For many years, I would faithfully pray for the continents of Africa, Asia, and South America. I even created a banner and on it were these three continents. I believe I gave that banner away to someone. I believe I gave it to the leaders of the children’s ministry at church. As I am writing this, I am vaguely remembering the picture part of the banner. The three continents were in the center and then surrounding the circle were different colored children holding hands forming a circle. They were cut out as we use to do as children paper doll images. When I say they were different colors I do not refer to colors of peoples skin tones. There was blue, green, red, etc. This vision occurred during the time when I was in the process of creating this particular banner.

This is what happened. It was as though a picture screen was before my very eyes and I was able to see this beautiful, tall, thin young girl (I would say she was in her teens) running towards me with her arms wide open as if she was going to give me a hug. She had the most beautiful smile on her face and even now as I write this I can still envision the dirt kicking up under her bare feet as she was running to greet me. I know that it took place in Africa somewhere. Ever since that time in my life I would always plant a seed into a ministry (only if the Holy Spirit prompted me to) that was doing kingdom work in either Africa, Asia or South America. Since that time, I have not had that daily prayer for these three continents in the last year or so. My daily prayer area has shifted to the United States, Ohio, Florida, Texas, Israel, the house of Israel and the house of Judah. I do not have full understanding of the last two but I do trust that Jesus does.

My third experience was a dream given to me. Again, the same home, this time in a different room. It was the afternoon and the children were both at school. I was taking a class at the time at church known as “Cleansing Streams.” I heard it ever so clear in my spirit “Go and lie down on the couch and you will instantly fall asleep and a dream will come to you.” That is exactly what happened I did have a very pronounced dream and then I woke up. I am sure that I wrote about it somewhere. As you can see, I do a lot of writing. When I was in college, my Father would always tell me that I needed to take business classes and major in business. The college I attended did have an excellent School of Business (at the time.) I would tell him no because it stirred so much in me to take Communications and that is just what I did. Now as I look back, maybe I should have taken a few business classes but I just knew to stick with Communications. God had a plan in all of this for today my passion is writing.

Yesterday, I met my son for church. I made a big meal for him and his college roommates to enjoy that day so I brought it with me to give to him. My job as a mother is to encourage my children to use the gifts that God has given to them. He has been healed several times in his fairly young life. With this most recent healing, I keep telling him he has to share this story with others. As long as I can remember, he has told me that when the time comes for me to go to the three continents to minister that he would not want to go to any of them but he would go so somewhere like Paris, France. I would tell him that that is not impossible for God to open a door to go to places like that. I keep periodically asking him if he set a date in his mind as to when he would like to go share the story in Paris. He would hesitate with an answer and I would tell him that this part of the journey is the faith area. You need to think about it and then attach a date to it to see it happen. Yesterday, again I asked him at church the same question. He replied this time that he doesn’t really want to go to Paris but he would go to South Africa. The story gets better. He had to leave early from church yesterday to go and write a paper for school. He was there for praise/worship and communion. The guest speaker was from South Africa. She had a great story to tell about how God is using her now and she is doing things like praying for the dead to rise up and she is flowing in the power of the Holy Spirit in her life. She shares as part of her story about her son and an event that happened in their lives. I do not think that it was a coincidence that that speaker was for yesterday at the east side church location that I rarely attend. God is up to something pretty big and I am going to ride this wave of the Holy Spirit.
Hawaii?

Sunday, October 4, 2009

TRUST Prophetic Word

Trust Prophetic Writing
7/22/08

Transgressions
Run
Under
Structured
Teachers

As you go forth and anoint with oil and teach and impart and release into people, they are then set free of bondage and are delivered from it all. As one is set free then they must be filled with the word of God and have hands laid upon them to impart what needs to be called forth and activated in their lives.

A teacher is one that is in a constant state of absorbing knowledge and they themselves are also open to reprimand and have an open heart to also have knowledge imparted to them. As one is set free from all of the “junk” in their lives it is important for them to be filled in the now voided areas within themselves.

It is a time and place that we are in right now that teachers are scarcer than you think. You think they are everywhere training and equipping not only themselves but also the body of Christ. It is not necessarily how you perceive it My child it is the opposite. They are there and they are posturing themselves to receive and be trained but they then hoard what they receive and are sort of “stingy” with the releasing it to My people saith the Lord. There will be judgment for that.

Those that freely give of themselves and impart it to My people do this in a manner currently where it is not being broadcast to the church, communities, or nations. They just do it because they love to give of themselves and the knowledge that has been imparted to them. There is a time that is here now on the horizon that they will be raised up by Me saith the Lord and the greedy teachers will be placed lower than them to have a chance to be restored themselves and repent and then go forth with power and might to impart this time. It is not all about “Who laid hands on me and delivered me.” It is all about a right heart and the motives inside their heart. That will be the group of teachers that I will literally spring board off into the captives to set them free.

The Walls Are Coming Down

2/20/09

“He humbles the proud and brings the haughty city to the dust, it’s walls come crashing down.” As you seek Me more you will find less and less of those around you that can keep up the pretense of pride and haughtiness. What did I teach you that pride is?
Prancing
Right
Into
Destructive
Exile
That is correct. A mighty wall is built in pride. I am reminded of the Great Wall of China and the walled city of Dubrovnik. They were meant as a fortress, a protector of the city or larger area. Throughout the years, its main purpose that it was built for no longer has an existence to its original purpose.
As you are reminded of Jericho, also a walled city was then torn down in one swoop. It exposed the people, treasures, and even the government of that location. You sit right now in the region where heaven touched the natural realm to heal you that very day you cried out the name above all names, Jesus (Bath, OH.)
You only see walls in the natural realm, there are also walls in the spiritual realm that need to be destroyed and come down in one swoop. With the mention of My name there is power and might. Never look back on the negative experience. It is always OK to look back and remember the moments of healing and supernatural intervention. Never tire of sharing these great stories of faith. It is in your very words of speaking and sharing that opens the floodgates of heaven to pour out whatever is needed in that situation, to crumble the walls and bring them to dust.
What happens to dust in a mighty windstorm? It is blown around and re-distributed. A mighty pile of dust can be reduced to an amount so tiny (that the naked eye cannot even see a trace of it) in one swoop.
Look not to the person with pride. Look to Me and let Me release the walls to come crashing down. I know the plans that I have for you. They are good and lovely. Filled with days and nights of peace, pleasure, greatness, and glory saith the Lord.

Saturday, October 3, 2009

Teach And Reach Others With The Gospel Of Jesus Christ

March 3, 2009

As time marches on rapidly, know that I am in control of all aspects of your life. Even the areas where you feel like you are spinning out of control. Did I not tell you and forewarn you that everything that can and will be shaken? Yes you did Lord. I want to take you higher than you have ever been or experienced in Me to date. You give of your heart and life to people that are hurting and at points in their lives when they just don’t know where to turn. Then comes along Kimberly, a welcomed breath of fresh air. The wind of the Holy Spirit resides and flows through you. There are so many hurting and dying people that need to hear your story and experience your healing presence. Only to be given from a heart that is full of love for Me and you respond to the heartbeat of My Father. It has always been to touch and heal the hurting and the lost.

You go into camps that others say, “I can’t go there, it would cost me too much.” Not you My daughter you say that you give it all to Me. I can take a pile of rubble and create the most beautiful structure and piece of art for the viewer to behold. If they only knew, what the creation was prior to its outcome. What you touch and create turns into a beautiful fragrance that goes right up to My Fathers nostrils and He breathes in this most beautiful fragrance that comes forth from your praise and worship and thanksgiving. You have a heart that is so full of love that all you want to do is release it into people’s lives. It is here. You have asked for it and patiently waited for the release in your life to come forth. This very day as you know things, has already transpired in the spiritual to be changed forever. I have given you dreams, visions, and desires in your heart. All come forth. Speak the name Jesus aloud now.

In your moment of faith, you paused to speak the name out loud. If you could only see in the spiritual realm what was released. Many giftings and products that came forth throughout the years of your obedience with the child like faith that I love in you. When you want an answer and all you hear is the word TRUST you say ok. That is what I am seeking. If you could only see the fullness of what you have accomplished so far. All of the lives you have touched directly and indirectly. I see a football field. I hear people cheering and waving banners. I see Jesus coming down to the people with His arms wide open He is in the midst of the people as they cheer for Him. He speaks “Come follow Me, be with Me.” The people cheer even louder and hunger for what He has for them. The people now rush onto the football field from the stands they hunger for Him. In the moment that the people turn from their wicked ways and turn to Him the anointing is released in such a wave of power that the people fall to the ground in reverent fear of the Lord. As they are on the ground, a second wave comes over and in the midst of the people. Healing of hearts, minds, and bodies. The people begin to sing praise and worship to the King of Kings and Lord of Lords. As they continue to praise and go forth in worship veils are removed from their eyes and they can actually see in the natural what is being shown to them in the spirit. The power and wonder of being able to see all of the angels that are there to minister and help the people. As they get up from the ground the stadium actually changes in color. The color of the green grass on the ground is now white, almost pristine if that makes sense. They then go forth in masses to reach out to the lost and hurting. Instantly communities are changed.

Today is the 1oth anniversary of the day my Father went to be with the Lord. I had another spectacular day of being able to minister to others directly and indirectly. I stretched my faith a bit further in the process. It started when I went to a store with tracts in my purse. This day I did what I always wanted to do I left one down the candy aisle. I did not feel released to leave both at the same store.

I went to another store and in this store I left a tract down the pagan holiday decorating aisle. I refer to it as pagan holiday because it is not a Christian celebration and if you heard how Pastor Kayatin preached about it the other evening you would not participate in this event. While I was in line waiting to check out I was behind a mother and her two daughters. They were very well behaved and most polite and they listened to their mother when she told then they couldn't get this or that. I sensed that feeling that maybe there was not extra money to get the things the children wanted (you know how stores tempt children with strategically placing items at the checkout. While waiting in line they ask for this or that.) As she was checking out I asked her if her daughters could have some sunflower seeds I told her how well behaved they are. She responded yes. I bought them a bag and then I asked if it was OK to share my treat bags with them. She also said yes. We stood there and the girls counted out 12 bags, 12 little tags and 12 twisters to go with them. We walked out to the car and when I got to my car my favorite picture of Jesus was in the car and I went to their car and showed it to them, I think it is referred to as the Laughing Jesus picture. I briefly told them that was my favorite picture of Jesus and that I was thankful that he died for me so I could live.

It was as I was driving that I became overwhelmed with the love of Jesus that I began to cry tears of joy because He allowed me to bless those children. All you have to do is open your eyes and heart to let the Holy Spirit use you to reach out to others. Please do not think I am telling you these experiences in my life as a tool to boast, I share them with you to give you ideas on how you can share with others so you can draw closer to the Lord. If you ask the Lord He will show you ways and who to bless. One last important thought, don't forget to also receive blessings when He sends them your way.