I was up really early yesterday morning. I want to say maybe around 2:00AM or somewhere around that time. You may see the result of my writing when I hit the publish button but sometimes I am writing a bit earlier as I am composing it. This is how it went yesterday early morning ...
I woke from a dream and sort of dismissed this dream for I thought it was odd in nature. I then began to write shortly after that. While all of you were sleeping, at least those in the USA, I was writing. After I wrote I then made breakfast really early and then sat down and it was somewhere around 6:00AM I found myself watching a Christmas love story movie. It was called Christmas Calendar or something to that effect. I found a channel on Roku that I can now watch Christmas love stories so to speak. You know, happy type of movies that happen to be centered around Christmas. I enjoyed that movie. I then did something I rarely do, went back to sleep until 11:00AM and one of my children called me and that woke me up. I am sharing these events because they all tie in together a bit with what I am sharing today ok
Let's back this up a bit. I was talking with my spiritual mother the other day and we were sharing. In the conversation she felt led to tell me to pray in tongues for my former husband. Nothing about us per say but that he would be able to understand and accept the next phase in his life as he is getting ready to possibly retire next year sometime. I thought it was a bit odd for me to pray for a man that I have not been married to for many years now but I trusted her and I did just that. I went walking and found a new place to walk now. It has a slightly steep incline which is what I so miss not living in Atlanta anymore. See, God is slowly but surely restoring to me heart desires of mine. The other day I discovered we have rose bushes on the property and when I walk I pick a few rose buds and bring them home with me and place them in a little Delft Dutch shoe with water and they bloom. Remember how I shared months ago that the last place I resided cut down the rose bushes there.
As I was walking at dusk the other evening I was walking the incline portion and I heard a rustling type of noise. This used to be a field and a portion of it was now gravel stones. It looks like it was cleared out but woods are in the back portion of this area. I turn my head and look and sure enough there were 5 deer's. They stopped and looked at me and they stayed long enough for me to count how many were there. That may have been the night I prayed in tongues while walking. My child lets me know that their grandmother is in the hospital and as we were talking it dawns on me the prophetic act my spiritual mother had me do. I share with them a bit about it and I was going to go walking after we hung up the phone and pray in tongues again for my former husband, his brother and their spouses. They may have decisions that may need to be addressed in the time coming up. I followed through and prayed while walking.
I head to Tuesday Morning because I felt a nudge to go there. I am not sharing with you all anymore really good deals there ok. The reason being is because I think you go there and scoop up the deals I talk about. Example, remember me talking about Peterson's Nuts, well I was at that very store the other day and there were none left on the shelf. Not that I was going to buy any but they were there and now they are not. I am in line to check out and at this different Tuesday Morning store and I see one of the Peterson's Nuts containers. I then share with the clerk how I was raised in Ohio and I shared a bit about this nut company. Do you know that simple conversation then brought into the conversation 2 other guests in the store. For some reason I have this gift to engage others in conversation. Do you think it may be because I listen to Holy Spirit nudges; I wore my Miracles Happen tee shirt or a combo of the both? Come to find out another lady heard the conversation and she shared she graduated from a Christian school near where the clerk was born in Ohio. Then the lady behind me says she was going to jump in this conversation because one of her children and their spouse recently moved to TN from Dayton, Ohio. Isn't that funny all because I noticed a container of cashews.
Ok commercial is now over for the Peterson's Nut Company. As I was driving to the store I felt led to call my spiritual mother and let her know she was spot on when she shared with me what to pray the other day. I thanked her and then began to share the dream with her. As I am sharing this dream I am getting Holy Spirit insight. The dream goes like this. At first I thought it was not a dream of the Lord but as you listen to the dream and the interpretation you will see it was from Him. I woke from the dream and thought it a bit odd. I dismissed it at the time. I am in a school setting with children and an instructor. The instructor is telling the children that on the break they had to walk through the Covid-19 area. I was then informed that I had to also walk through it with them. So we all walked together through the Covid-19 and as we were walking through it I kept hearing a crunchy noise as we walked. The next scene is a different group of children and again they had to walk through the Covid-19 area and this time I told the instructor I already walked through it before. I was instructed to walk through it a second time now. The dream ends and I thought to myself how odd was that and why would anyone lead a group of children right into the the virus area wouldn't you think the same?
As I am sharing this with my spiritual mother this is what Holy Spirit is downloading into my spirit and I begin to share it with her. Key words I heard a "crunching noise" as we walked on it. For something to crunch when you walk upon it means it is brittle. Like a brittle item and when walked on it crushes it and makes a crunchy noise as you walk upon it. Get it? This virus is easily destroyed when the saints walk on it and crush it. So apparently I walked on it twice now and in doing so it was not to harm me but to save others if that makes sense. See, I do not see myself as a giant slayer of any sort but see myself as a person that yields to Holy Spirit wooing me. I see 1 thing at a time and not the bigger picture. I see myself yielding to prayer when He urges me to. I see myself starting a conversation as He nudges me to. Things of that nature. You know baking cookies and sharing with neighbors and that sort of thing. Holy Spirit is starting to show me the bigger picture now. I am a giant slayer and when others may not want to step up to the task at hand I say ok and do. One step at a time with detailed instruction given to me. How many times do I have to share with you that He is my instructor? I am pliable and willing to learn from instructors in my life. Just last night I was reading a portion of the recent book by James W. Goll, "The Scribe" and I actually underlined a few thoughts. Then picked up the book on discernment by Jane Hamon and read from that.
These are the thoughts Holy Spirit wanted me to share with you all now. I trust I will be able to sleep since my writing task is completed. If not, I always have a few ministry books beside me in bed and my bibles and I will read. Oh, one more thought ... I followed through and I now have a green ink pen in my pink journal. Let's see what comes of that.
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