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Wednesday, January 1, 2020

I Had To Deal With Unforgiveness & Judgement Spirits Before Entering 2020. I Did, It Deals With DNA Testing. Be Cautious When Dealing With DNA Testing. You May Find Things Within The Family That They Thought Were Secrets Now Exposed. A Potential Curse Ended Up Being A Blessing Today. Let Me Share.

I carried this knowledge for many months now. As you  know I had my DNA testing done it may have been 2 years ago or around that. When the results came to me I began to ask my mother who is ______. This name appeared as a person close in the family bloodline that could be a first cousin. This name was not familiar at all to me. Well, this is what happened, another cousins name appeared also and the unknown name then inquired of the cousin to see if they could meet and talk. My cousin wanted to use caution so she brought another cousin along with her to meet this person. I was not contacted by this person because I am a pretty cautious type of person and put on privacy parameters that I did not wish to be contacted by people connected with the results.
They meet for coffee and this is the gist of the story. Apparently one of my uncles had intimate relations with a woman either just before going to college or during college years, I do not recall the particulars of the time frame because I was upset to hear this story and probably harbored it for months until it was time to let go and let God take over. He is deceased and never even knew he had a daughter his entire lifetime. Apparently this woman got pregnant and had the baby and then put her up for adoption. From what we understand she went to a loving couple that adopted her.
There came that point in her life that she wanted to know who her birth parents were. She found her biological mother and was told at the time she was conceived it could have been 1 of 2 men that could have been her father. Well, through process of elimination it was not the other man so she began to look into our family bloodline. Her father was my uncle.
My grandmother was a godly woman and prayed a lot and she even volunteered to clean the Catholic church she attended. Those were the days way back when the women of the church cleaned the church and I can still smell the scent of Murphy's Oil Soap after they cleaned the wooden pews of the church. I kept thinking to myself why is no one calling out the shame and disgrace to the family via my uncle? I know my grandmother would have been heartbroken to hear this news of her son. He was like the golden boy child that everyone looked up to and now this. I found out that grandma probably would have been upset but she had a heart of gold and would have probably forgiven her sons transgression and loved this newly added grandchild to the family.
I was the slow one to follow in this line of thinking. My mom would try to share things with me about this cousin and I did not want to have any part of this talk. I would say back to her do you think grandma would have been so open to this and why was this lady searching and seeking out info on our family without our knowledge. I know you can say it, I had a stubborn heart didn't I. At the recent family funeral I attended I had the opportunity to meet this new found cousin. It was just a brief exchange of words and she told me that it was because of my name and my cousins name on DNA testing result that she found her family. I was cordial and polite but I still did not want to connect at the time and it was not really the setting to do so.
I come home and I had a busy week this week and I shared about my deliverance experience with you. It was yesterday 12/31/2019 that Holy Spirit dealt with me to be set free from these two spirits unforgiveness and judgement. I did and I am glad that I did. I must share with you that she brought much joy to my aunt and cousins from the moment they met. Oddly enough, she is like looking at a younger version of my one aunt. So I am not to judge because if I judge I will then also be judged. When the opportunity arises again I will greet this new cousin in our family with loving arms and not with shame with how she came into this world. God is love and He would want me to love.
When you do participate in DNA testing be cautious and aware that family secrets people thought were secrets just may come to the light. That is ok because Jesus forgave my sins and transgressions and they are covered with the blood of Jesus and they are no longer remembered by Him. How much more should we then not judge and embrace a life brought into the world.
This mother chose to bring this precious child into the world and not opt for an abortion so we celebrate this life and addition to our family. God is good, God is great, God is faithful and above all else God is LOVE.
Because of this act I chose to participate in I am truly free indeed I am free. To become all that God has for me to become. All with His banner of love over me. Did you learn to love and forgive. When I see Jesus I can tell Him I did learn to love. If I did not choose to be delivered I would not be able to say that in front of Him. Think about this and learn to love ok.

EVERYTHING - Lakewood Live / Powerful Worship Songs.

This is the song I have on "repeat" playing in my home now.

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