I Was Just Plain Exhausted Last Night. Should Have Wrote This Then But Fell Asleep.

As you can see from this post's title, I was truly exhausted yesterday and I knew in my heart I had to write and where to search for the writing that was going to be published. Did you ever have such a day that you were just physically and then mentally tired at the end of that day? That was me yesterday. I still came home and prepared a new dish for dinner I wanted to try. It was very good. I then sat down to watch a bit of the British (BBC) sit com's on the public broadcasting station. I did and I apparently fell asleep. My plan was to write. Life has been very busy for me and I should know better than to neglect taking time for me to relax. When you are exhausted your body will cause you to take time out to get rest did you know that? See, if I would have wrote this last evening I would now be sleeping like the rest of you at 3:07 AM but as you can see, I am writing while you all are resting. Even though it is early in the dawn of the new day that will be on the horizon I must share with you that there is incredible peace as I sit at the computer to write. At 3 AM there are less distractions than say at noon do you agree? I was so tired yesterday that I knew I should have walked but my body was just saying to me too tired too tired so I stayed in and rested. Oddly enough though, I have learned that if I would have went walking I probably would have been revived somewhat. Oh well, just gotta keep moving onward and not regret yesterday because yesterday is now in the books of history and a new story is being created in this new dawn of a new day.
All I sensed yesterday was that I was to share one of my writings with you. I opened up my file in which I titled it The Book and began to search through writing that have not been posted yet. The only thing I knew when I opened it up was to search out the next writing that was not published yet. You may wonder to yourself how does she know what has and has not been published yet? That is a simple answer, I place an "X" by the date of my writing to let me know that I already published it on my blog page. Now, if you should ever come across a writing and you think to yourself, "Hum, I think this writing sound familiar." it may just be that. I could have possibly posted it without marking it with an "X."  If you should see a writing that was published before being published again that is also quite possible too. You see, sometimes Holy Spirit wants to speak to the very person that will read a blog that particular day and to hear those words that were written. You see, Holy Spirit is very wise and knows all right? There may have been a particular title of a writing in which I yield to Him even in the creating of the titles for my blog being published that He wants me to re-publish because it just may be the title that catches someones attention while searching. It may be the very words used in that very title that will cause the very person that it was written for to read it. I have published things from the 1990's on this blog. Think of it like this...I may have been led to write years ago for this moment in time for you to read and your heart be touched by Holy Spirit. That is how much He loves you and cares for you. It is not a coincidence that I fell asleep last night and then got up to go to bed at 2AM for it was in the getting up that stirred my heart and remembrance to my mind to write. No coincidence at all. I do not believe in coincidences I believe in faith and I pray daily to be used by Holy Spirit to be a conduit in someones life to bless them. You, yes you, the very one reading this blog today or tonight depending on where you live in the world, was written for you to read and be blessed with and to minister to you.
My Father in heaven is ever faithful. He placed you upon my heart to not be able to rest completely until I wrote and shared with you what was to be written for you. What I share with you today was written 10/21/1996, just for you to read this very day in your life. Do not tell me that the God I serve is not all knowing and is everywhere at all times, He is and He stirred me to write over 14 years ago for this very day in time for you to read. No coincidence at all.
Please know this about me too. It will go either one way or the other after I complete writing this. I have experienced both of these scenarios, 1. I will fall right back to sleep and wake up refreshed or 2. I am so awake that I cannot fall back to sleep but guess what I will still be refreshed in the morning and have lots of energy. If I am wide awake I am most sure that I will be called to pray in the Holy Spirit for those that need prayer. Do you know what it means when I refer to praying in the Holy Spirit?  It was explained to me that it is your heavenly prayer language in which God is praying through you. If you are not filled with the Holy Spirit I would seek that because when you pray in the spirit satan does not have access or knowledge of what you are praying. Did you know that? Have you ever been in a situation in which someone is placed upon your heart for you to pray for them. You may not even know why they come to your memory or how to pray for them that is when you would operate most likely in praying in the spirit. Be cautious and mindful of this also, everyone that says they pray in the spirit may not be praying in the true Holy Spirit. Since I operate in deliverance ministry I am aware of this. At the end of a ministry session I ask if they are filled with the spirit. If they say yes then I ask them to pray out loud for a few minutes in their prayer language and as Holy Spirit leads me I tell them to stop and repeat after me these words,"Jesus Christ has come in the flesh." If they can say them without pausing or having trouble saying these words then hat is the test that their language is authentic. If they cannot say them or have a hard time speaking them then that is a warning flag that the language they thought they have been operating in is a false one. You know satan likes to mimic the things of God and if he can fool people into thinking they are speaking in God's prayer language but in reality they are speaking in his language he is ahead. Holy Spirit is always many steps ahead of him so that is why his false language will be found out and cast out of the person so they can be filled with the true heavenly language and not a false spirit in which they were operating in unknown to them. I, myself, also periodically check my own prayer language to make sure it is pure and flowing from heaven. I am not above anyone else in thinking that I am fine for I need to know that when I feel led to pray for someone in the spirit that it is with pureness and truly from heaven. Be very cautious with whom prays for you do not be fooled when they said to you that they prayed in the spirit. You really need to know it is from heaven and not false and deceptive flowing from hell. 
Thank you Holy Spirit, I just tested my heavenly language right now and I can report to you that I passed the test. Satan thinks he is sly and smart but never underestimate the power of God He is always so much further head of the plans that the enemy devises. Do not be afraid to test you prayer language now...pray in the spirit either out loud or quietly until Holy Spirit prompts you to stop and when you stop then repeat these words Jesus Christ has come in the flesh. If you were able to say them without hesitation or any stopping of the words coming forth then you should be OK. If you were not able to do that then lets take care of that right now. Say this after me..."Spirit of False Tongues you have been found out I bind and gag you and cut off any and all communication. I encircle you with a drop of Jesus' blood and any other spirits connected to you line up together like a chain link fence and I cast you to the dry, arid, uninhabited places of the earth never to return again." now repeat after me these words, "Holy Spirit now fill me with your true tongues prayer language to be filled in the areas that were now set free from the false being removed form me." Open your mouth and speak forth the heavenly words and test the spirit again. Keep praying and when Holy Spirit nudges you to stop then say Jesus Christ has come in the flesh. If you are now OK then great and thank Holy Spirit. If there is still a stumbling block you can try again but I would highly recommend to possibly go to someone in your church that operates in the deliverance ministry to help you at this point. Remember to use wisdom in whom you ask to pray for you too.

10/21/1996


Time flies by so quickly now My children in Christ. Make the most of your lives upon the earth for it is in your kind and generous actions and deeds that you are preparing for the kingdom of heaven. How many of you have shed all the excess in your lives? The things and toys that are not needed to survive this lifetime. Give from your open hearts to others in need around you. For when your life is completed upon the earth, all that is of worldliness shall not matter…I am being shown a big, full tree. A very strong wind comes and breaks off many of the branches and the leaves are no longer upon this tree. It is all sucked up into a funnel cloud, gone, vanished, before your eyes.
This My ever-blessed children in Christ is what I speak of. You cannot and will not take with you these things that you have collected upon the earth. They will stay behind, eventually break down, and no longer be of any value or worth. Waste not your efforts and time on gathering things of pleasure, but gather things of worth. A smile you share with one that is bewildered or lost on their spiritual journey. The hug that shows and tells another they are loved and cared for. The peace that fills your being when you are in My presence as you read Scripture and then go forth and share the knowledge from the bible. These, My children, these are the things I speak of that will bring you to eternal happiness and peace. Go forth now and spread the good news “I am the bread of life and all who eat of Me shall live forever.”