I was questioning the Lord with why & things happening with my mom now-He gently spoke to me that my mother is prepared for heaven. That soothed me even in the midst of my ?'s & promises He had spoken to my heart.
The night before I went to bed & then re-read during the day was a section of James W. Goll's book, "Revival Breakthrough" & it stayed with me. On page 145 "We should note that 1 of the 1st signs of physical death is a loss of hunger, when facing death people lose their desire to eat."
It was 1/11/2023 @ 1:05AM and I just re-read it again now. I was asking the Lord yesterday-why did I just on Sunday literally stand in the lory cloud when Joshua Mills was ministering @ church. The thick presence of God and the scent of vanilla is what I was smelling & the glory was present @ church that day. I had liberty & freedom to worship with the rain stick @ the altar. During the service 2 times the "glory" shout rose up within me & it came out of me "GLORY" as I released that very shout into the atmosphere.
There was a point that Holy Spirit was nudging me to stand up & step into the glory cloud when everyone else was seated all around. I stood up from my seat & began to receive as I stepped into the glory cloud. He told me to rise above in the physical of those around me that were seated to receive in the glory cloud - I did. Then when done I sat down after I received all He had for me to receive.
There was a point when Joshua's wife, Janet, joined him & began to pray in tongues & we all joined in also. Steve Swanson was playing the keyboards in a softer sort of style as she was ministering. See, God always confirms what He shows you doesn't He. As we were seated, she tells us to stand up in the glory cloud to receive. I already received & @ this point Holy Spirit had me stay seated while the others stood up to receive this time. He had me in unison with Steve Swanson play the rain stick gently while the people received. I did.
I guess He knew what I needed to sustain me thru the upcoming days ahead of me. All day yesterday this is the music I played. James W. Goll's "Christmas Wonderland Deluxe Edition" CD - 2 songs. Started out with, "Miracle Hymn" in repeat mode. Then "I Heard the Bells on Christmas Day" & that also played in repeat mode until way into the nighttime last night.
My mother is now into the final stages of her life preparing to meet Jesus in heaven. There were these snippets a couple of times during the day when it was like I could hear glad cheers & claps of all those waiting to be united with my mother in heaven. Oddly enough I made homemade chicken soup yesterday and asked my mom if she would like some broth when I came to see her, I put some aside for her to take to her. Last night I baked Nestle Toll House blondies from scratch recipe and improvised on the recipe. I had their chocolate baking truffles and then I broke up some pretzel pieces and added that to the blondie batter for them to bake together. I am preparing a plate along with some other items to take and bless those that have been taking care of my mother. You know that is what I do right, bake to bless others.
Yes, we that remain on earth will miss her but in all reality the cheers I heard were so glorious of a reception waiting for her that it overtakes any sorrow here on earth.
Change is in the atmosphere for me. I went and saw a condo to rent about an hour's drive away from me where I work heading away from the Nashville region that will place me closer to Chatanooga in that direction as opposed to an hour's drive closer to Nashville. It is time for change-peace & quiet & not have to deal with others stuff. So, I am starting to pack up for this move. I will be renting from a Christian couple & I will be able to garden again with a back covered deck with still some green grass space for being in the sun. I will not have to deal with noises, fighting of people above me because there is none. An attached garage-I do not even have to cut the grass for that is taken care of.
I am ready for change & I have to follow the winds of Holy Spirit when they blow in my life-I go. I plan on committing to a year's lease and TRUST. That is my life & that is how I live my life. I TRUST in Him because He never fails me or disappoints either.
This is very interesting to me. As I was seated after being in the glory cloud Holy Spirit brought to my remembrance of a few specific moments in time while in that very sanctuary things that took place very specific to my destiny/purpose for me not to forget. I know & that portion of my life is truly in the hands of another to fulfill this. Once again, I TRUST because I am stepping away from the current region & county I reside in now.
As I was typing this up, I noticed the word TRUST is like a ribbon going throughout this blog entry. May I encourage you all that read this to trust God in your very life. Throughout these last few weeks my mother was faithful in stating and continues to state that God is with her. Is He with you?
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