This interview is a true God send to me and may it will be to you also. Since I received this insight, I connected with a relative of mine on my father's side of the family. I was inquiring about family history. That then opened up to a conversation that I did not expect to take place. I really do not like email per say, do you know why? You cannot hear the words spoken and the tone or compassion they are spoken in. One could misinterpret things or take them out of context. I am a person that truly does like to communicate in person, eye to eye. I can see so much more with in-person communication wise instead of electronic means of conversation. Including text messages too. What ever happened to people just communicating the good old-fashioned way. Even in a phone call you cannot see gestures you only hear words spoken. A voice inflection could be read wrong by the other person on the phone, whereas in person you can actually see what is going on.
Now you all know by now that we had to contest our fathers will when he died. The bulk of his estate went to an uncle. We were not even offered the opportunity to go through our fathers' things and save mementos. I requested a few items and did not get what I requested. All we received was a medium sized box with random items in it. So, in my recent conversation I was not aware there was a box of papers in it until a conversation started. Apparently, when my dad died my uncle packed up his belongings and they went with him to where he lived. Please know this, I already forgave the main players in this story a long time ago. When I find out about this particular box, I sort of nicely pressed that if it was my fathers and it was of no monetary value then why was it not given to his children.
This may be a pandora's box when I eventually get it. My relative was trying to spare us from seeing the content for there is a lot of disturbing stuff that they were sure we would rather not read. They felt he was a questionable character. When my father was older, he donated money to the church and his Jesuit high school, but he had a mean evil streak in him. I have no idea what I will find in the box, but I did request to get the box. I know I can handle this because whatever is in the box I can then turn over to God, my heavenly Father. Ask for the blood of Jesus to cover it once I confess the sins of a family member if there are any. There may be familial curses attached to this stuff and once and for all they will be dealt with and there will no longer be any sin for the curse to cling to. Amazing how Holy Spirit had me go the direction of being trained in deliverance ministry. Maybe for such a time as this. I received permission from my sibling to do whatever I feel led to do with the content papers in this box.
You may be saying to yourself why does she want to deal with reading what is in the box, just let it alone. I cannot, I am one to face things head on be it good or bad and deal with cleansing ministry to come forth from this. See, this will make my father's testimony of salvation an even stronger one. It was 3 weeks before he died that I led him in a prayer of forgiveness (not even knowing what the sins may have been at the time) followed by asking Jesus into his heart. Now it makes a bit of sense to me as I look back because several times, he would say I sure hope Kimberly is right about finding Jesus. Each time I would assure him that it was not me, but the bible said that whosoever will call upon the name of Jesus will be saved. That was settled just 3 weeks before he died. Then, I stood on a Catholic altar at his funeral mass with many male priests and deacons and got Holy Spirit bravery when I shared the testimony of him the last few weeks of his life. Part of the testimony was a plan of salvation built into it. There were politicians, maybe a judge, I do believe there were local tv personalities too in attendance of his mass. I may never know who responded to this Catholic altered altar call I gave to the people in attendance. For all I know there may have been relatives of mine that asked Jesus into their heart that very day. See, Holy Spirit had me write this out in advance to read on the altar. When it came to the portion of accepting Jesus into their hearts, I graciously worded it something to this effect ... if your heart was touched by anything I shared I will give you a moment to ask Jesus into your hearts. I closed my eyes in that moment and then asked Holy Spirit to seal those words upon their hearts. There was no typical altar call as in calling people forth after they raised their hands to accept Jesus, nothing like the typical altar call you may be familiar with.
Apparently, people knew my father and would make comments how he was in hell. I confidently would respond to them that no he is not, he is in heaven I led him in the prayer to ask Jesus into his heart. Jesus is always on time, and He sure did come through to my father. All I can say is I will view the boxed stuff, deal with it in the spiritual realm and I may never feel compelled by Holy Spirit to share it with others. It will be perfectly fine with me knowing his testimony truly was a miraculous move on God's part to bring great glory to God. See, the day he died I did not sit around his dead body in the hospice house mourning his dead body like some family members did. I was on a Holy Spirit mission that very day, there was an older Catholic woman, Freida that was in the room across the hall from him. I led her to Jesus that very day. Do you see the greater glory going to God in this story? So, not only one person but potential others gave their heart to Jesus at his funeral mass, all done in his short few weeks' testimony in his very life. I wonder what he thought when all the angels in heaven were rejoicing when they gave their hearts to Jesus, wow. I think I did tell him that when he said that prayer all the angels in heaven rejoiced.
Do you know Jesus? Maybe this testimony is stirring your heart right now? If it is let's just pray right now ok. Say Jesus cleanse me of my sins I am a sinner. I believe You were born of the virgin Mary; You were born on this earth. You performed miracles but most importantly You chose to take on the sins of the world so I would not have to suffer in hell for all eternity. You died and were buried and rose from the dead 3 days later. You are very much alive, and I invite You to be the Lord of my very life. Come into my heart and thank you for doing all You did just for me. Snatching me from the jaws of hell for all eternity and I will now be with You in heaven for all eternity. Amen.
Holy Spirit seal the words upon their very hearts in Jesus' name. Amen. See, my dad's testimony still can compel others to give their life to Jesus even though his testimony was over 20 years ago, to God be the glory.
Watch the video and learn too, it is a great tool. I may need to use this method of forgiveness again once I see what is inside the box. I do use this method as Holy Spirit shows me if there are others or incidents He places before me also.
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