You do know I completed all the assignments including reading required books and videos watched to be a candidate for ordination with Joan Hunter Ministries. I never felt the unction to actually go in person to get ordained. This is a beautiful exercise in dealing with taking back your full heart. How can one be with another when they do not have their whole heart to give. Only a portion of your heart given to another does not quite work. Whole Heart + Whole Heart = Beautiful Heart together. I recently came across this exercise again and in this video there is a powerful testimony shared that will compel you to get your whole heart back again.

I jotted down pertinent thoughts as I watched this video and I will share what I wrote in my notebook ok. I am putting quote marks on this because I wrote down pertinent things that jumped out at me as I listened/viewed it so here goes ...

"Took back the heart from previous spouses with much sobbing she took her heart back. Her current husband tells her he doesn't have her heart. The testimony goes like this, she was married and the spouse before her current spouse was the love of her life. The current spouse doesn't feel like he has her heart. Her previous spouse died-was the love of her life-her heart was in the grave with that spouse. Did not have her heart to give to her current husband. Through much sobbing she took her heart back from the deceased spouse. She then told her current husband if you want my whole heart I now have my whole heart, I know I have my whole heart to give to you. The spouse has been telling her there is just something missing here. She went to a Joan Hunter meeting, took back her whole heart and when she came home from the meeting her current spouse asked her what happened to you-you look different. They sat down to talk & she said please forgive me-I left my heart with (the deceased spouse) I now have it back. If you want it-I want to give you my whole heart. He says he's been waiting for you to tell me this-yes I still love you & I do want your whole heart."

Joan also shared that before she performs a wedding she makes sure the person has taken back their heart from previous spouse(s) or relationships & any covenants are renounced & broken etc.

Some may see this as a morbid type of exercise. I see it as a beautiful love story filled with restoration. See, when the wife left to go to the meeting that night she was informed by her husband as she was going out the door that he wanted to divorce her. Tell me that is not the healing power of Jesus that she walks out facing a divorce in her future. She returns with a whole heart to give her spouse and there is no divorce. That is God, that is God.

It was 8/6/2021 and I fell asleep the night before and woke around 1AM ish and was up the entire time until I had to get ready for the day. I prayed and was compelled to ask Holy Spirit to confirm that I am hearing Him in regard to the daily communion He called me to. I am not a bible scholar or trained in theology, only Holy Ghost training in my life in regard to this. I heard Him to go to my bible and sure enough He led me to scripture the last supper. I still want further confirmation and He compels me to search in my bible for the exact day but in 2013 what I read that day. Bam, another verse reference to communion. I cannot make things up like this. This is interesting, both made mention of Judas Iscariot. He betrayed Jesus with a kiss all for some silver pieces. Isn't that interesting how I was given that insight days before I would need to recall this to my memory in a situation.

That very day I also composed a short letter @ 3:26AM. I sent that letter off in the mail the other day. Holy Spirit prompted me to pray, fast & daily communion for 21 days. Cannot reveal at this time when that is done. See, my favorite meal of the day if I had to pick I would say is breakfast. He knows that so surely that is what I fast from. There are days I can eat after 3PM and other days after 5PM. The other day it was 5PM and I did not end up eating dinner until after 6PM. I heard that very day to fast for an individuals prayer intentions so I did. When I hear that I know do not even think about eating earlier then the time He tells me. I obeyed.

See, all along Holy Spirit knows me and I would have moments of doubt as if He really spoke to me that early morning on 8/6/2021. I heard my Father speak to me through scripture and not just once, but 2 times while I followed His lead. I tend to write flowery type of letters and for some reason this one was not. It was direct and to the point. So, me knowing me I had brief moments of was I hearing right. You cannot deny I heard right because prior to that I had the scripture verse experience. This is kind of funny but also a lesson in following Holy Spirit direction. He knows what He is doing so follow His instruction ok. I wanted to add an item to the package I sent in the mail, mint malted milk balls candy. He specifically told me to not send them so I gave in and obeyed and trusted His voice, direction.

The $1.00 hibiscus plant I bought a few weeks ago, I have already had 2 blooms with a 3rd one about to come forth. The carnation seeds I planted, looks like it is in the works I may just see a bloom or more come forth. A neighbor yesterday shared with me how he enjoys seeing the hummingbirds in flight. They come up to his level when on his patio and he said they come up to him at times maybe within an arms distance. See, feeding God's beautiful hummingbirds brings joy to others as they fly and dance in the sky. Another neighbor on the top level also shared how when they had a friend over and they were on the patio how they could also see the hummingbirds when they would fly high up in the sky. I was walking the other day and I was captivated by these little deer's in the grassland area. I talked to them and asked if I could take their picture. Guess what, I just could not settle for a picture but took a little video of them. God is around you, do you see Him?

Last weekend my nephew and his family were heading back home from their vacation so they stopped and we visited. He's the 2 time Chopped Champion. Auntie made up a care package for them to enjoy. Chocolate Buckeye Brownie Bars. I saw a recipe in a cookbook to make donuts with the air fryer. I always wanted to try the recipe so I experimented and made 5. They turned out pretty good. How could a donut be made out of refrigerator biscuits? They were. I frosted (I used canned frosting for this experiment) and sprinkled with nonpareils, crushed butterfingers, and a baking mixture of Reese's mini baking cups and Reese's pieces. I took a picture of the little care package. I have an idea. Why not make up a care package for someone today and either send it to them in the mail or take it to them. Just a wandering thought...