I Do Believe I Would Not Have Received This Insight Early Today 1/28/2022 If I Did Not Choose To Ask Forgiveness From 3 People Yesterday. I Am Not Above Knowing When I Am Wrong And Asking Those To Accept An Apology From Me.

Integrity is on the mind of Holy Spirit today 1/28/2022. I woke a bit after 5AM today, 1/28/2022, just before opening my eyes I saw the digital format of 9/28. I had to consciously remind myself to remember that date shown to me without a year attached to the day. First thing I knew was to start a search of my emails; blog entries, and bible for the date 9/28. First was emails and I found one this past year from my mom 9/28/2021. I found a few on my blog and that is where I saw a pattern on the word INTEGRITY. Let me share with you first of all the words I penned in my journal this morning. I am not sure how to do the next part, but I will try to somehow incorporate 3 blog entries that deal somehow with this date ok. The other option is I give to you the blog dates and then you can search for them. You know me, I will try to find a way to bring this all together on this pretty long in length blog entry today. Don't you just love Holy Spirit gemstone adventures. He gives you the first gemstone then He guides you along to gather the fullness of all the gemstones. Kind of like a scavenger hunt.

Yesterday's experience opened the door for today's insight - I found myself moved by Holy Spirit to sincerely apologize to 3 different people - apologizing when wrong is not beneath me. I woke up a little after 5AM today & just before waking I saw ever so clear in a digital style format the date 9/28. I then searched for this date via my blog to see if I entered anything on that date & I also checked my emails for this date, 1 more place to check - in my bible to see what I read in scripture on 9/28/2013. This is what I found:

In my emails I received 1 from my mom that day. See, ancestry.com sent me an update email with a potential family name connection. I previously shared the name with my mom. That last name sounded familiar to her, so she requested of me to contact the person & share with him what she recalled. We actually dialogued a bit & discovered we may have done family things in the same Croatian neighborhood - you know, like being on a bowling league, etc. but we were not related family bloodline wise. My mother then asked me to send communication to him with her contact info because they may know similar people. Not him per say but his parents because we may have been around the same age ourselves. I don't think he ever contacted my mother with further dialogue.

It is amazing that 2 strangers are brought together via electronic communication & you find yourself sharing family info & family connections - never to meet in person though. 9/28/2021 around the same time my mom sent out an email to family & friends letting them know she was about to transition from living with my sister & brother-in-law to independent living. What a brave mom to be 92 years old & accept you will be moving to a new apartment in a lovely community @ 92 years old. She has excellent health & she has since been adapting & meeting new friends. My mother is outgoing & not 1 to sit in her apartment all day long. There are times I try to call her & no answer because she is either taking some sort of class or @ the dining room. 1 more spot she likes to go to there is an area she likes to go to & read a book, or she will sit in 1 of the rocking chairs outside on nice weather days.

Through a friend she met she found out there is a Polish bakery near the area where my family sometimes goes to the Bosnian restaurant/grocery store. The last time my sister & brother-in-law and her went to the restaurant the Polish bakery was closed that day. Something to visit on another day trip adventure for her.

Be very careful when you do ancestry.com DNA testing though. As much fun as it is to see family connection there may be hidden family member potential out there too. That happened in our family. A name appeared a few years ago & apparently a cousin. Everyone was welcoming of this person & she has visited many relatives of ours. I have not personally met her yet. Hidden things within a person's life could possibly come out in the open through this testing. I am probably the only sceptic in the family. See, on 1 side of my family we are all connected via our DNA testing to a small % of having European Jewish blood. An aunt & uncle that were tested had a higher % of that in their results. We discovered it came to us through a relative in our family tree. See, this is the investigative reporter so to speak inside of me that seems to be the only one that is not 100% convinced this girl is my true cousin. We all have this common thread woven in our family tree patchwork quilt so to speak. My mother asked this gall if the results show any % of European Jewish & her response was no. How could this be if an aunt & uncle (that are sister & brother) reflects this & so do us cousins also reflect this. The uncle that she supposedly came into the family tree line has been dead for many years & there is no DNA testing of him.

Do you follow the trail ... we all have this common trait, but she does not so how can we truly be blood related? Oh well if the family wants to believe she is a cousin let them - but I still need a further connection shown to me - maybe we will meet 1 day & maybe we will not. I am telling you skeletons may come out from hiding in your family if you agree to DNA testing, be prepared.

In my blog I did a prophetic act on 9/28/2021 & I wrote about it the next day. I even captured a brief video of a deer looking right at me. In faith I was cleansing the water with a bit of salt. On 9/28/2013 I was reading Jeremiah 31 & I will share the underlined verses I underlined that day. How interesting all this comes forth from simply seeing before me this morning 9/28. Praise God from whom all blessings flow.

Wednesday, September 29, 2021

I Am Going To Share About Yesterday's Day 9/28/2021 With You

Let me back this up a bit to the evening before I retired for bed. I heard something over a week ago and when I heard it I then began to see myself reaching out to another with a heart of compassion. Did not know when it would take place but it was already put in my heart to reach out when the timing was right. That is how it works with me. Sometimes it immediately happens and other times it is as if I am shown it but then it waits until Holy Spirit moves upon me. It was that evening before I went to bed. I had a new email address I was recently given so I then knew to find the business card and compose the email. Holy Spirit moved upon my heart as the email words were being composed. This was a faith venture for I did not even know if the person would read the email let alone respond to it.

The next morning before I even got out of bed I heard ever so clearly to read 2 Kings chapter 2. This must have been an important chapter because I had 3 different dates all surrounding this chapter in the bible. I read this particular chapter 9/1/2014 when I was reading through the entire bible between 2013-2014. I then notated 10/20/2018 when I attended a conference in Huntsville, AL @ The Dwelling Place Church where James Goll was preaching and I underlined that day "Where is the Lord God of Elijah?" On 3/19/2005 I notated 2 other things in the margins "Blessings Pronounced" "Curse Pronounced." That last portion was where Elisha purified Jericho's water. That was all done before my day even began.

I checked my emails and I did receive a response to the email I sent the night before. That response then set the tone for that day. A day in which I found myself crying at times and then a righteous anger would come upon me but I still had to forge ahead for there was prophetic action to take place that very day. I woke with hope and then gloom and doom tried to settle in. I had and Holy Spirit knew that I needed a blessing break in the day so I went on the patio. While I was checking on 1 of my planters a hummingbird came right up to one of the feeders to drink nectar. Never been that close before I so wanted to extend my hand to see if it would actually come and perch on my hand but I did not want to scare it away because the hand motion may have caused it to stop drinking the nectar. What is that saying, So Close yet So Far Away.

Throughout the day I am already starting to compose a response email but it has to be in God's timing. So many questions not about details but why were church members not protected or informed if things could have been going on. Why did a pastor's wife possibly have been an enabler and not look out for the sheep they were suppose to protect? Why were families that chose to not take sides be asked to leave the church. To only be called a few weeks later and then be re-invited back to church because an error was made? These are families and the lives of trusting people that no one warned, why?

I shared that so you could have a mind frame in which I was battling yesterday. I knew 1 thing, go to the river with salt to purify as a prophetic act. I left the house without salt so I searched around in my car and sure enough I found a little packet of salt. With a heavy heart I still forged ahead. I walked past a few people and wondered to myself if they were having a good day. There were 2 areas where water used to be plentiful but I did not get Holy Spirit ok to distribute a little salt there. It was at one location where I saw the 2 spots. On one side of the river then on the other side of the river. It does not take a lot when releasing prophetic act. It was not like bringing a box of salt with me it was a sprinkle here and a sprinkle there. I still had salt left in the little packet. As I was walking back I captured a brief video because I saw a deer looking at me and it did not run away but let me capture a short video.

In the midst of whatever is going on in your life do not let circumstances stop you from prophetic destiny appointments ok. In the midst of the day yesterday I knew I had to bake and bless others with the Triple Chocolate Cake. I did a new spin on the recipe. It calls for a box of chocolate instant pudding in the cake batter but I replaced it with Red Velvet pudding mix. I made up a plate and brought it to the leasing office. Later in the day I saw a few neighbors and the husband said he did look at my car a few weeks ago because I told him I was hearing loud interior noises while driving on the highway. He said back then that something could be loose on the underside which would be letting in the extra wind type of noise in the interior. He also offered to check the fluid levels in my car before going on an upcoming road trip. I also have an appointment scheduled with a repair place too. So, in the midst of a day like yesterday I not only was able to bless others but I then was able to receive a blessing back into my life.

Don't get me wrong, I was most thankful that the email sent was received and a response was given. I guess life is not as easy as I see it being. Compassion heart reaching out but with not knowing the full set of details I cannot judge. Today is a new day filled with life and adventure. May I encourage you to step out in faith as Holy Spirit leads you today ok. Most important, I lifted my hands up to heaven and gave back this burden to Jesus this morning.

 

Here's the salt packet after the prophetic act, you can't see it but it actually said Salt on the packet.