As I Continue To Seek Wisdom Blinders Are Coming Off Of My Eyes. Do Not Necessarily Like What I Am Seeing. How I Elevated Certain People & Ministry Also. I Want To Talk About Something Of A Rich Nature Not A Negative Nature .

 With me seeking wisdom in this season of my life I have been drawn to my older dated journals only to find a wealth of great testimony tucked in the pages. I would like to take you on a journey a few days leading up to me leading my dad to Jesus. I have found myself the last couple of days instead of watching the good news station on Roku I've been drawn to the guest bedroom going over journals of mine. This is truly a rich testimony leading up to the day I led my dad to Jesus in the hospital. Literally days before he died. This is the kind of stuff I choose to dwell upon as opposed to what is being revealed to me in another area while I am seeking wisdom. I must admit that Holy Sprit is keeping me tucked away with Him nowadays and I quite enjoy it even though I am a people person per say. I led my dad to Jesus on 9/22/1999.

9/20-99 @ 5:37PM I entered into my journal: 

I am going to type up the first page of the journal entry dated 9/24/99@ 9:28AM. I was beckoned by Holy Spirit to write about the few days that took place prior. I will then just share the actual excerpt from that point on. There is written on the top of the page information in regard to the hospice house so I do not feel to include that and that is why I am typing out the first page of the journal entry.

"The Holy Spirit wants me to record what has happened in the last few days ...

On Tuesday, 9-21-99, I went to the hospital's ICU unit at Euclid General Hospital with my bible-my father was sleeping a lot-he was restless the night before-they even put a restraining vest on him so he wouldn't get confused and try to get out of the bed in ICU. I prayed much while I was there silently in the Holy Spirit. The Holy Spirit directed me to the blessing in Numbers 6:24-26. I then got up from my chair and I placed my hand upon his left hand and I spoke the blessing out loud-that as Moses prayed over the people I pray over you Dad & I spoke it out loud ... "Dad the Lord bless you and keep you. Dad the Lord make His face shine

 

Didn't I tell you this was a really good testimony. I would much rather dwell on things of this nature then the wisdom being revealed to me in certain aspects. Why is Holy Spirit showing this to me now in my life. I guess there is a reason, maybe like pray for the things I am being shown. I would much rather see the really pleasant things shown to me so I can see them through rose colored glasses and see beauty. I love seeing like that. My heart is a heart that searches out beauty.