Sometimes we tend to be a bit guarded when we share our testimony. Sometimes we leave out a pertinent piece of information because we do not want to stand out there being vulnerable. Do you follow me? This brother of mine, the one that was in the boating accident. I think I thought he was my favorite brother maybe because we were only 5 years apart as opposed to my eldest brother that we were 7 years apart. He was like the romance books would describe tall, dark hair and handsome all in one. He was thin/lean in stature too. When he would pick us up after school on occasion at the all girls Catholic high school classmates would fawn over him. This is silly, some would ask if he was a boyfriend because a male was picking us up after school. He was my good looking brother for goodness sake. He knew how to operate in his God given charm and quick wit and everyone loved him for who he was.
There is a flip side that you do not know about him. When our father would say not nice things about our mother my brother would stand up an take defense for her. Sometimes he got punished for this selfless love of our mother via our father. My brother had gumption and stood up no matter what the cost would be to him. He had a tender heart towards our mother and would often buy her gifts too. He was good hearted and well intentioned, he truly was. Can you see why he was loved by many and missed in our lives?
There was this one thing though. He teased my sister and I. We were not heavy at all and he would pick on us and call us "Thunder Thighs" or "Hippo Hips." He knew how to get at us didn't he? A tall and thin guy using this against his sisters. My mother would buy certain snacks that were just for him, like Oreo cookies if my memory serves me correctly. He was thin and could eat them. As girls we had to stay in line with our weight so as to not get overweight. My mother grew up in an era in which the women were like sort of pencil thin if I may use that expression. Really tiny waists. So you get a bit of my background history.
I dealt with deliverance years ago in regard to the names called to us but as you can see it seemed to always be in the back of my mind those haunting curse words spoken over us. My sister really never had to deal with this issue but I guess I was the one that did. Maybe the enemy way back then knew what I was sort of called to do with my life as an adult and he wanted to put a wrench in my life to stop or suppress it. See, he thought she will never talk about this private matter to help others. WRONG devil what do you think I am doing today, this very day of June 14/2020? Sharing with the world that once and for all you can be set free for whom the Son sets free is free indeed. Put those thoughts under the blood of Jesus this very moment so you can be called forth and then go forth in destiny. Follow this simple prayer after me ok:
"I choose this day June14, 2020 to lay down these thoughts of bondage in my life. I lay them at the feet of Jesus to not be picked up again by me. I ask you Jesus to cover them with the blood You shed at Calvary so I do not have to be a slave to bondage but I can be set free to be me in You. I break off and sever all word curses known and unknow in my life from the time I was in my mothers womb to current day. Let's also proclaim and look to the future in our lives and I cut off any word curses that have not even been spoken in my life yet. When one goes to speak one forth may it be cut off and not be able to come forth out of their mouth. Only lovely and sweet things be replacing the negative in their mind in regard to me. I draw a Jesus Christ bloodline between me and them and them and me. I break any ungodly soul ties between me and them and them and me in Jesus name. Now Holy Spirit bring forth the exact opposite to counter the word curses spoken over my life. I am fearfully and wonderfully made in the image of God my Father. I am more than a conqueror through the one that loved us. I can and will and will continue to do all things through Christ that strengthens me. I am blessed the city; I am blessed in the field; I am blessed when I come and when I go. I cast down every stronghold. Sickness and poverty must cease for the devil is defeated I am blessed. In Jesus mighty name I pray. I also call forth every single one of these filthy word curse spirits to line up together like a chain link fence with no beginning and no end to lock together. I cut off your communication. You will not speak, smell, taste, hear, feel, see or write. Your communication is cut off. I encircle you with the blood of Jesus and I send you back to the originating spirit that brought you all forth. I do the very same with all of you now. Originating spirit now connect in the chain link fence with the spirits you put forth. All of your communications are cut off and I encircle you with the blood of Jesus and I cast you into the dry, arid, desolate, uninhabited places to never return in Jesus name amen. Holy Spirit now fill me with the words of truth and love to counter act the negative that was removed from me and dealt with. Seal the very lovely words upon my heart this very day in Jesus name and authority."
He gave authority to us to operate in this manner of fashion so now use your God given authority today ok. All along He would send people into my life (sometimes people I did not even know) to tell me I am beautiful. I would smile and say thank you to them and I feel confident in saying that I would respond back to them, it is Jesus inside of me that you are seeing. Just maybe He wanted me to hear the words that I am beautiful but I have sort of trained myself to not get glory for what He has done in my life so I m careful to give honor where honor is due and that is to Jesus. As I am composing this He just gave this to me:
Being
Enlightened
Always
Under
The
Influence
Found
Under
Love
How do you like that one devil? I told you to quit messing with me because each and every time you do it just opens up a wide door to bless God's chosen people and I am included in that group. Your days are numbered and you know where you will be for all eternity. I do not need to remind you of that right. Now bow at the name of JESUS. Bow again at the name of JESUS and one more time bow at the name of JESUS right now.
I think my time of sharing helped someone today for I know it helped me to be free what about you?
I baked these brownies for a sweet 16 birthday party years ago. This person always told me how I would use the phrase often in speaking, "That's Beautiful."
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| My brother Ricky (Richard) |
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| At our debutante ball just a few months before the boating accident. |
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| A friend drew this of me depicting who I am in the eyes of God. I truly do like to set people free in the name of Jesus. |
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