3/9/1996
After attending a retreat today, I headed to Vermilion to attend the evening mass followed by the healing service.
When being prayed for I began to experience the feeling of going upward again. I actually was on my tiptoes bracing myself on Kathy’s arms. She sang and praised the Lord ever so beautiful in tongues. After I came down, she asked the other lady praying what was the interpretation that she was hearing and these are the words, “Oil over troubled waters, the balm of Gilead.” Kathy shared with me that they were songs of praise.
Thank you for last night, placing that very troubled woman in my path that I could share with her that this is lent and she must not give up hope for we all know what comes after the crucifixion. The glorious and ever-beautiful resurrection. It felt so very natural to take my hand and wipe away the tear falling from this woman’s eye. It came so natural and so did the words of instruction that followed. For her to read one chapter a day starting with the New Testament. As I am needed, send to me the troubled hearts that want to open their hearts up to you my Lord. I will listen to Your guidance and pass it onto to the one in need.
3/10/1996
Before attending mass today, I was on the stair stepper. Instead of speaking in tongues this day, I was shown a vision in which I began to weep and asked if there was anything at all (in the form of fasting and prayer) to help these lost souls. There is to be no mercy on these souls this time. The word “cyclone” came into my mind. Even though that word came into mind, the scene looked like a funnel cloud and the earth was split, cracked, and opened up. There was an opening.
It was explained to me that when Christ Jesus comes again, the figure representing satan and all of his followers and worshippers were in this funnel cloud heading downward into the earth. This time the earth is then sealed up and there will be no mercy, repentance, or forgiveness. The words I heard were something to the effect “The first time satan fell from heaven it was bad, this time and then I kept hearing 2x’s, 3x’s, all the way up to seven times, It will be seven times as bad as the 1st falling out of the bad angels. A very long list was shown to me and this being the reason why. For all of the terrible acts, corruptions, bad deeds, etc. he performed and brought others into the worship of him, being satan. This was very awful and powerful.
Those that are of the Lord’s goodness, sweetness, and love will not be a part of this funnel cloud going into the earth and being sealed up forever, never to escape. It was shared with me that I will be led to others to help them be saved and turn back to the Lord. No prayers, etc. by me on behalf of others will set them free of this happening that is to come. The only way I can be of service is to speak of the Lord, Scriptures, and repentance to these lost and confused souls. They themselves must do the work and turn to the Lord on their own I agreed to help, as the Lord needed me.
4/20/1996
I am guided to place on paper words that the Lord wishes to share with the youth. Our beautiful, blessed youth. The young that touch our dear, gentle Lord’s heart the strongest.
Let me share with you this day a special experience, the experience of giving life to a child. The child grows and is nurtured in the mother’s womb by the blessings of the Lord. All that the Lord creates and breathes life into is of goodness, love, and beauty. For He does not create ugliness. How He shines down upon the life of a child. He can look into the tender, ever-pure heart of a child.
When our Lord creates this beauty it causes such sadness when He sees one of His children stray away from the truth and goodness of the Lord. Only attained by getting to know the true Lord through the Scriptures. As you can imagine in your minds eye. As you read Scriptures not only are you learning of truth and how to live your life, sit back in stillness a few moments. Ask the Holy Spirit to come into your hearts and fill your being with a taste of what it was like to journey with the Lord Jesus Christ as He walked the earth with our ancestors.
Go ahead, close your eyes, open up your heart to the Holy Spirit. Let the Holy Spirit inspire you as we walk on a journey together. The story we will share together is of the one where Jesus multiplied the loaves of bread and fish. How did this miracle come to be? Through the faith, sharing, and the love of a child. A child whose mother or it was possible father packed their child a lunch for the day. Probably never thinking anything of it at the time. The parent was packing the very lunch that would become a very important part of a miracle that the son of God would perform that very day.
Our Lord performed many miracles, on this particular day He was confronted with the thousands of people that came to listen to Him speak of the goodness of God. Our ever-compassionate Jesus did not have it in His heart to send these followers and students away with their bellies empty. Their minds were nourished with His words. He, in all of His divine power could have asked His Father to just let there be food and there would have been food.
Ah, He chose to go through the child. The child gave of his food to assist Jesus in this great miracle. Now, just try to imagine his parent’s reaction as he walked through the door later that day and shared this story with his family. The meal that was given to him in love was then used through the act of love, by giving it up to help Jesus. Through Jesus’ love, to feed His people, His flock.
Our Lord does not physically walk the earth with us now, but He is ever willing to come into each of your hearts and journey through the Scripture and show you how to be a good Christian. The Lord calls to each and every one of you. Give Him your hearts, minds, bodies, and beings so He can mold you and fashion you into the disciple and leader that He wishes you to become.
Remember, being a Christian is very tough in our world. Sometimes you may be called upon to help a less fortunate person, give a smile to someone who is suffering or just sad, and give a lending hand to one that needs help. Sometimes you will be called upon to just be a listener, that is ok too. You must treat others as if they were Christ Jesus walking the earth this day. Always remember and know that the Lord is ever-present and is constantly there for you. In times of happiness and times of trouble. Never, ever be afraid to call His name, say the name, “Jesus” there is true power in that name.
7/5/1996
We need to love the sinner and hate the sin…There is far too much corruption in this world of ours this day. Much pain and suffering shall be cast down upon those that choose to fall from the presence of the Lord and not listen to the word of the Lord through Scripture.
A time of very grave trouble is about to be cast upon My earth it will mainly be focused upon the United States of America. The country above all other countries, that has “freedom” too much freedom. For your gift of freedom has been used in many wrong ways: corruptions, deceit, money being taken from the innocent, and trusting. Above all My most precious gift given to you, the freedom to worship Me and many have chosen to worship things of this world and not the things that are of Me. This brings much pain and suffering into my heart for I suffered and died on the cross so that My precious children could live and sing praise and worship My Father.
I implore you to please repent and turn your hearts, minds, and total being to the Lord. The ever loving and gracious and merciful Lord. The savior that stretches out His arms to cradle all who are weary, full of pain and lost souls. I implore you to come to Me with open and loving hearts so I can dwell within you so you will one day be praising My Father in eternal paradise.
As I take the pen from the paper, I’m being shown a very beautiful green apple (that is polished and very shiny) with several holes in which worms are coming out of the apple through the holes.
Please My dear and precious children to not fall into the trappings of the evil one. You must examine thoroughly by means of using your heart to feel if what you’re involved in is of the Lord and not of satan disguised. The green apple looked ever so luscious and inviting until you examined it up close and found it to be filled with worms.
My arms are always there to hold you when you stumble upon evilness. As you become enlightened, I am there to catch you as you run from the evil. Evil is kept at a distance from reading Scripture and clinging to the words of Scripture. Not only does it remove evil from your homes and places where you work, continued reading and learning of Scriptures along with kind acts to others in need will keep the evil one away from you and your family.
Never be afraid or too weak to call upon My name “Jesus.” There is true power in My name. Every knee shall bend on the earth, above the earth, and below the earth. Say it over and repeatedly in times of trouble and despair. Call out to Me with open hearts so I may take your pain away and fill that heart with My total holy love.
Know that peace comes very soon to those that follow Me.
7/16/1996
As I sit in the living presence of the Lord He placed an image into my mind to place onto paper. In the center is a sun. I was then guided to draw the heart around the sun. Then directed to place arrows going into the heart and then my final direction was the swirling image to come from the center of the sun.
My dear children in Christ, again, I implore you to turn from all of the evil that surrounds you and at times even smothers you from My love. My child know that with all that comes to you from evil all shall return to you in the form of much suffering and the losing of all that was gained from the evil.
Look at the drawing, study it. This is how the evil one works in disguise. You feel the warmth from the outside, almost it can be blinding at times. It pulls at your heart like the strings of a harp. When listened to and absorbed it brings you to a swaying with the music. As the music plays it calms the mind, there is inner peace momentarily. Be cautious of this My children, for that is how satan and his many worshippers act at this time as they prowl the earth. They are looking for souls and open hearts that are longing to feel and experience the spirit. Many innocent and trusting souls are searching for the peace and comfort of the Holy Spirit. Yet they become confused and trapped with the other spirit, being that of evil.
As time marches on the inner peace slowly falls away with each arrow brought into your heart. The arrows represent all that’s been accumulated through evilness and deceit. All being bought against Me not from Me. As you continue with the diagram, the swirl that comes from the center of the sun and breaks through the barrier and things accumulated is the Spirit, the true Holy Spirit waiting to catch you in the midst of the whirlwind and set you free. As you begin to lose one by one the arrows (or things accumulated during that time of darkness and despair in your life), you will feel the true presence of the Lord capturing your open heart. Crying out to Him to forgive you and set you free. Praise be the Lord now and forever. Amen.
Let go of the things that hold you back. Our ever-loving Lord is always there to pick you up, cradle you, and welcome you home again. Material items are just temporary on the earth. Acquire spiritual items, for these are the true gifts given from the ever generous and gracious God that will bring us into His loving arms eternally. Raise your eyes and hearts up to the Lord and do not let go. He will be your rock, your strength. I am being shown a bulldozer now. He will clear the path of all obstacles that block you. Therefore, your path will be free and clear to do His work, His will, and wide open to receive His love, blessings, and grace.
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