Thursday, March 28, 2024

After Viewing This Video I Went Into Action. Closing Doors From Past Ministry. Yes I did.

I watched this very powerful video yesterday early morning. There is much truth in this video. There was a point near the end that Holy Spirit triggered me to be mindful of the season in my life in which I was attending a church in Ohio. I truly did learn about the prophetic, evangelism and deliverance ministry there. Along with being in the choir; a greeter; volunteered to clean the church during camp meeting and even plant flowers when it was church clean up days along with volunteering in the salvation area to pray with others during our Trip to Hell each Fall, they produced. 

You are saying to yourself, so why close doors to this? There was a flip side to all of this and let me tell my story if I may. I was on fire for Jesus, and I then learned how to pick up the tambourine when at a gathering where Gary Oliver was ministering. I can only describe it like as soon as I picked up that tambourine it was like Holy Spirit actually flowed through me via the tambourine. Literally I could sense Him showing me how to play the tambourine. Meaning time of softness and then a more pronounced, almost wartime worship coming out of this simple instrument during praise and worship. My dear, dear friend at the time, Terry Odom, who is in heaven now used to refer to both of us as runaway trains because we were so in love with Jesus, and we followed Holy Spirit leading. If He said speak, we spoke. If He said go, we went. Get the picture. She also taught me to temper the runaway train aspect so as to not be so overpowering to scare off a potential spouse God would bring into my life. I still don't care if I fended off a potential spouse or if I still do because if there is a burning inside of me to do or say something I will say it and it does not matter to me if a man finds that to be too much for him to handle. My first and utmost allegiance is to God Almighty and whomever that man may be they just may have to deal with it. Listen, I may appear to have a boldness now about me but it has tamed down since my Ohio days.

I did learn from the pastor's wife how to be bold and not afraid to speak forth when Holy Spirit calls you to but to do it with grace and femininity but boldness at the same time. I always was a prudent type of person when it comes to dressing. I dress in a manner which is pleasing unto the Lord and do not dress in a manner that is not in good taste, but stylish at the same time. Meaning dressing in modesty because that never goes out of style.

In those moments of watching this video all of the not so good things and experiences I had at that church began to flood my memory. Please know I forgave and forgave many times and dealt with this stuff when going through deliverance ministry as a layer needed to be peeled back in regard to this. I am not going into detail, and I can assure you it was nothing like the stuff being revealed now with the Mike Bickle situation. That is not important to drag up past hurts brought upon you by the church you loved, attended and served at in a volunteer capacity. I will celebrate and rejoice in the fact that this very blog you are reading today was birthed through a word spoken at this church that put me into motion to begin sharing my Holy Spirit adventures with you all.

I found certificates given to me when I completed classes and tore them up and threw them in the garbage. There is 1 thing I learned long ago through deliverance ministry and I found a newspaper article that was published in which I was in the picture along with 68 other new members that joined the church. I burned that until nothing left was the ashes to break the covenant once and for all. I offered that up to the Lord as a burnt offering unto Him for Holy Spirit shedding light on me that very day. Sometimes you are placed there to not only grow but to see and not be afraid to speak up when you see things that should be spoken about and do not back down. Yes, when I visit in Ohio if I can squeeze in a church service there I do try to go because that is the very place I traded in my Catholic bible and picked up the New King James bible and I grew in Holy Spirit immensely.

Back to the video now. I highly recommend you viewing this and just maybe Holy Spirit may speak to you through this video. Today could be your day of freedom. It truly can. This video comes forth from Alexander Pagani. About 30 minutes into the video is where you can seek Holy Spirit in regard to your church certificate's life.


I did not show our picture or names for privacy of others, but this is showing the bottom of what was in the newspaper.

Process of burning the newspaper article/ad placed in the local paper.

Ashes, when I saw there was a little section not burned, I then moved the embers to that small section to burn them completed. I also asked as it was burning What do you think about the shed blood of Jesus. Demons attached to that article had to flee in the name of Jesus.

Want to hear something sweet? In my search I came across my Certificate of Baptism of when I was water baptized as an adult, the date being 11/9/1997. I did not destroy that because I have shared with you all before the testimony of how powerful that was on that day. I would not be close minded to the idea though of water baptism maybe one day in the Jordan River though.

My Catholic baptism as a baby & my adult baptism.




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