What Is The Purpose Of Me Remaining In TN When My Heart Strings Are Trying To Pull Me Back Home To Ohio?

This has been sort of a struggle for me off & on for a few years now. I find contentment for a season or two living in TN. I then get restless and want to RUN back to Ohio. Why is this? Is it because I find comfort in knowing places & people along with familiar sights, sounds and scents too? I felt led last night to play softly the song, "Wonderful" continually throughout the night on the other side of my apartment, quite honestly in the bedroom I thought was my main bedroom. Until I realized the comfort in sleeping in the guest bedroom. I get up this morning with a question I want to submit in a webinar I am going to participate in about dreams. I have done this before, and I hear Holy Spirit when He helps me compose the questions I submit. They don't get selected in the Q & A portion of the webinar. A friend of mine told me months ago that it could be the questions that appear to be selected may be pre-planned and set in place for the person conducting the webinar to answer. I do not know the answer to that simple question. It could be that maybe my questions are not broad range enough to answer for the many people to relate to.

As I lay in bed, I begin to compose my question for today. If you consistently have dreams about remaining where you currently live in a region, but your heart is drawing you back home to another region of the country. Will God's blessing remain upon your move, meaning doors will open for you or is it better to seek wisdom in a dream showing you what awaits you in the region you want to move back to, be it good or bad? That is my question. I then arise and walk into the living area of my apartment. No sooner do I open up the door to this area I smell a beautiful scent in the atmosphere. Like the scent of fresh linen or fresh laundry. I then get my book that explains the meaning of scents one may smell. It was a cross between 2 things listed. There was not an explanation in the book for the 2 scent choices I smelled. Here are the explanations: "SOAP-Cleansing; WHITE LINEN PERFUME-Clothed with His Righteousness." I knew to then draw a bath trying to emulate the scent I smelled. I found a combination of Santorini Vine & Neroli Iris. As the bath water was running and I went to check on the water level in the tub I walked right into the same scent I smelled as I arose this morning. Only God can do that right? I wonder if the author of the book wears White Linen Perfume because the Estee Lauder scent I wear "Knowing" is not listed in the same book. If you lined up a few scents of perfume and White Linen was 1 of the scents, I feel pretty confident that I would be able to pick it out. That is because of the years I worked for Estee Lauder and became familiar with the perfume scents I sold to customers. Maybe I should go to an Estee Lauder counter in a department store and smell a whiff of White Linen. May be the start of another journey for me?