Yesterday I saw Papa sharing a story with his grandchildren at the beginning of my walk. On my walk I have the conversation with Holy Spirit and I am bargaining with Him to release me from a divine appointment in my very life if He will do this and this for me. I do not see Papa again until the end of my walk. This time he is pulling a wagon with 1 grandchild inside the wagon and the other 1 walking beside the wagon but bracing themselves by holding onto the wagon on the outside as they are walking beside the wagon being pulled by Papa. As I approached them the very first thought that came to my mind (like a mother would think about safety that is) oh the little one is walking barefoot and what if they stepped on something like a piece of glass or something else and they got hurt because they were walking with no shoes on to protect their feet. You know the rest of the story because I shared about it yesterday.
I was praying and conversing with a friend last night. It was in the midst of the last few days sharing updates that Holy Spirit showed me something. As I am sharing what happened with the wagon story He now is showing me as I am talking the parable. This is what He showed me … The Papa in the story is God with His children in the safety of the wagon. He is pulling them where they need to go and to get them to their destiny. The child walking alongside the wagon even though they are bracing themselves with the wagon as they walked is now out of the safety net of God's protection. That little one could have stubbed their toes; walked on a sharp object; or a snake could appear and bite them. Are you following me? So as I am sharing this as it is unfolding before me I then feel the unction to pause and we are to ask forgiveness if we in any way were going outside the will of God in our lives. That we should not try to create an Ishmael to take the place of God's promises spoken to our hearts. I knew right then and there that was speaking to me. I repented and asked forgiveness for the bartering conversation I just had while walking. I only want to be in the divine will of God for my life. It has been a long journey to get to this place and I was not going to let an "Ishmael" moment take that away from me.
Isn't that neat how Holy Spirit already knew what I was going to ask for on my journey yesterday and He caused me to go walk at a certain time. I would get my attention to perk up when I saw Papa sharing a story with the grandchildren at the start of my walk. I then catch up with them again after I had my walk/talk session with Holy Spirit. To then be led to call my friend last night to catch up with each other. It was in the midst of sharing that I saw the parable. Paused and repented. After that moment in time then there was ministry that took place. On the phone I am being shown things to do for the other person. Get the anointing oil, place on your hands and then I was shown objects in a portion of their home that needed cleansing with the blood of Jesus. I have never been to this persons home to know what was actually in a certain room. I was seeing and sharing and they were going forth to place their anointed hands upon the areas I was seeing. I told them that when they placed the anointing oil on their hands it represents the blood of Jesus. I was shown to ask if there is a file cabinet in that particular room. Guess what, there was, 2 to be exact. As we were praying I was shown something about a file cabinet. When you close the drawer it is now in darkness because the drawer is shut and no light can come it. The very same file cabinet can be locked to protect valuable items from a thief. If you are cleaning house and getting rid of reminders of past things in your life and they sit in a file cabinet they are hidden in darkness right. By placing the blood of Jesus upon those old and maybe hurtful memories He cleanses them and makes them white as snow. Get it, white is the opposite of dark so the past is cleansed and made new again.
Would I have received that insight if I did not stop and repent of a bargaining conversation I had a little bit prior to this conversation? I would guess not. I did no packing this weekend but that is ok too. I did spend a lot of time writing, sharing and that puts everything into perspective what do you think?
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