I was recently at a conference that dealt with deliverance. I pulled out some of my old training manuals and reviewed them in advance of this conference. I actually ordered and read the book that was being shared from at this conference in advance. From reading that book, it made mention of another book I already had and then re-read that book too by Frank & Ida Mae Hammond, "Pigs in the Parlor." Another deliverance reference book. In the last few weeks I also attended another church event and one of the speakers I was told by someone did not believe in self-deliverance. I knew there would be a q & a session so I came prepared with possibly 2 questions to ask. I was never called upon when I raised my hand to ask a question. So let me share what I know from Holy Spirit teaching me with you and if you should have a response I would love to know it.
Holy Spirit has taught me many things and still does currently in my life. First of 2 questions I had was what the speakers thoughts were in regard to these Christian Charismatic word curses. That is how Holy Spirit showed me what they were when I dealt with this in deliverance ministry. Would you like to know what they are? It was explained to me like this … Christians have a lot of power when they pray. It becomes a word curse to the person being prayed with if the person praying's heart is either not right with you or the Lord. They could be praying or picking up on what is in the person's heart and not hearing from Holy Spirit. If you agree and say amen to that type of prayer you just opened the door to this word curse. It may sound sweet and lovely to hear and tickle your ears but if their heart is not right it now becomes a word curse in your life.
I was at a gathering in church years ago and a woman that had an ulterior motive came up to me and began to prophesy over me. I broke from it and said to them I do not receive the words spoken. I then went to a group of women in the room who prayed and made sure I did not take that home with me. It also happened another time at church. I was resting in the spirit at the altar and I knew this woman's voice that began to pray over me while I was on the floor being ministered to by Jesus. I kept saying inside of me the entire time I am covered with the blood of Jesus and I rebuke the words being spoken. I knew this woman and there was a spirit of jealousy in her. She may not have done it intentionally but never mind it was not right the words spoken. You know how you can tell when a word like this comes forth? I describe it like you get this itchy uncomfortable feeling inside of you. Like you want to run away from the words spoken. If that is the case it is appropriate to tell them that you do not agree with the words spoken/prayed or you can flat out rebuke the words and not receive them. It is fine to be courteous at times but when your life is at stake and your destiny you sometimes have to stand up and fight for your life/destiny. I have found that when ministering to another person in deliverance ministry Holy Spirit will drop it inside of me to ask the person (so I do not call it in front of them when I inquire a Christian charismatic word curse) if possibly someone prayed over them that their heart was not right with them or God. Let me tell you this is a sneaky one and sometimes you have to probe and delve and ask questions to get to the root of this one to free the person in the name of Jesus.
Church hurts are very real, more real than you may think.
Onto my second question "self deliverance.' So, there are times when there is no one around to do deliverance on you. You may sense something intruded your life and Holy Spirit confirms and shows you what the spirit is. He then begins to show and hand feed you the very words to speak forth to get rid of this spirit or maybe even more than one spirit. You know spirits are in groupings right? If you first go after the strongman spirit first I have found the others tend to leave easier that are the underling spirit beneath the strongman spirit once the strongman is dealt with. So, if Holy Spirit is showing you and hand feeding you the words to speak forth to be set free is it technically a self deliverance? I think it is not because where 2 or more gathered Jesus is in your midst. It is you and Holy Spirit and that makes 2 so I do not think it can be classified as a self deliverance.
In the moment when there are 2 hands raised and a comment is made as to why the other person was chosen I could have let rejection set inside of me but I chose not to. See, I shut my eyes and had a talk with Jesus I told Him I wanted to leave and He said no you stay. I was also suppose to bring a gift to a person and in that moment I said I do not think I can take this gift to them what if they do not receive it. He said to trust Him and that I was to take the gift to them. I obeyed. I opened up my eyes and did not let this affect me.
Later on an older woman asked me about me not being chosen to ask a question. I must have been fine in this because of the answer I gave to them. I figured that the person answering questions saw in the spirit realm a deeper need for the question that was chosen to be answered and it would help more people than my question asked. I then shared my thoughts just like I shared about self deliverance and guess what they agreed. So in reality my question really was answered. No need to publicly ask the question.
Lets move on now ok. So when I left the church service and was heading back home I was not tired. I do believe one of those Christian word curses was in action. This heaviness/sleep came upon me out of nowhere. Remember, you have to fend off these attacks. I do not know who it came from but I was suppose to be the recipient of this prayer. People this stuff is real and you need to pull up your boots and take to the fight. It can be a matter of you fulfilling destiny on time or letting these little foxes try to take you off course for a time or season. This is your life and treat it with a fight inside of you when it is called for ok. I did not share yesterday with you but when I got off the road to rest I did pray in tongues for a bit. When I had tears and thanking God in the car as I was when I was nearer to my home I also thanked Him for divine protection and I came against those prayer attacks that were meant to take me down. They did not, also through me calling upon the angels to protect me and get me home safely through Jesus through my Father in heaven.
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